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On the behalf of babyputeriy , current i'll be updating her blog due to her absence as she is currently busy working :) life seems to be alright for babyputeriy and she is currently happy and satisfied with her job and life :) Currently ive been texting and talking to her on the phone , doing some catch-up with her and im amazed with the changes she made over the years , attitude wise , education wise , appearance wise and im impressed with the feats she made like getting a stable , good job that has a high prospect and even manage to get a full-time position . Plus she passed her O levels , seriously , im totally impress and proud of her and i believe that she is able to achieve more in life , yes i know she can . alrighty guys , its late at night soo lets call it a day . i'll try to post more on her behalf :) okay guys goodnight , sugardreams :)

~fadzlee

Thumb's crib

& I'm doing nothing much. Remind me of updating my post for the past absence.

Currently sitting at the living room while ♥Love and Tarm lying down at their individuals sofa. Yesterday was away from home helping out a little things that I think I can and eventually, everything seems to be in place now with the ceilings as well as the chores. However, I admit that I didn't do so much but I did my very best with the things I can.

Was to sleepy and I had my over-night here with ♥Love and the rest of his work mates.

The moment, I woke up at 1030am, I eventually had my puffs and head back to sleep. Woke up at 430pm once again and I got to watch Wujud 6. Sort of boredom strikes so I decided to went back home and get changed.

Now, I'm with ♥Love, don't really know where we're heading to.

Done with blogg-ing as well as tumblr-ing.

Face book kind of boring so I thought of de-activating my account real soon.

I'm done.

Take care, Sweet loves.

HOME SWEET HOME ♥

& I'll be sleeping real soon, once done with blogging and tumblr-ing.

I really had fun tumblr-ing and I don't feel any boredom that much cause I tried to find some thing to occupy my time. Basically, I'm still looking for a job, I really can't help it being jobless :/ Damn shit !

Oh yeah, today I feel so sleepy and will be dozing off early at the same time, I need to wake up early. ♥ Love is out with his friends and I let him be. At times, I don't wish to stop him from doing the things guys usually do cause I'm having this fear if he tends to feel a little bit pissed off with me, as long as He'll be knowing his limits and take good care of himself as he's big enough, every thing seems to be alright for me (:

I don't have to be with him 24/7 cause I have to understand that He needs a man's outing too:)

& For now, I got nothing much to update for today.

Nights, sweet loves.

Take care :D

THREE POWERPUFF GIRLS;

& I swear that till now, I'm still ain't knowing which one is me :(

Both of them came across my mind, I started to miss them eventually each and every one of us have been busy with handling individuals stuffs and had not yet have enough time for each other like how we often meet up although, It's a short period of time. Hopefully Ladies, All of you doing well and I'm actually a little bit disappointed with you Ladies cause I've updated you ladies about my new number as well as I did text but with NO AVAIL so don't blame me and say that, I'm the one avoiding you ladies once more alright ? What ever it is, I just hope that we would be having a small reunion just the three of us and another few gentlemen.

The other day that Fairuz beep me up to tell me about the outing to break fast together at Geylang or something, I'm really sorry, I can't make it cause the date falls on the same date that I was supposed to be out with ♥Faizal and the rest of my child hood mates. I really hope you won't be mad towards me. We make up another date, alright :D

TIME CHECK : 245am

& there's only one text message been received from ♥Faizal tonight right after we break fast.

For today, I just got back from cemetery few hours ago and had my power nap right after I've step in the house and wash up a little as I've not been sleeping the whole night the day before. I'm NOT really sure what's bothering me.

I simply can't drag myself to be in bed. For now, I'm waiting for ♥Faizal to reach home. I guess, He'll be with his work mates at Tea tarik as usual. It's alright :D

I understand that at times, He needs space to be with his friends too but I just hope that He knew how to balance the time for me and his friends. Prolly, I can be understanding at times yet I just hope that you won't take things for granted cause that's what I hate the most, sweet love :(

The trust been given and what I expect was you to be treasuring it.

There's a little thing that I wanted to share with you,

Yet I didn't get a chance to have heart to heart talk with you.

How ever, maybe by posting it through my blog,

You will have a little time to eventually read it up and understand it.

I won't be asking much, All I need was for you to sincerely and loyal towards me.

It will never be wrong to go out and spend your time with your friends/work mates & etc.

BUT All I ever wanted is for you to have some time for me when ever I need time for you to listen to my sorrows.

I might be keeping silence but there's a little problem occurring in my family and I eventually need to make things clear for you, Although I'll be out committing to work to help out Mama with her problems. I pity her and I really hope you understand. I just hope you won't say that I'm more to work than you. There's always a time for you, sweet love.

It's just that when I'm off to work, I'll do my best to give us the time to spend.

It's just that you can have the advantage of taking me from work or might be, You also commit to work so that you won't feel be bored. I also understand that you need to support yourself too.

& I'll always understand you love.

We just got to give and take as well as give in at times.

After all, there's a thing that I'm gonna expect you to do was to update me about your whereabouts.

I won't be stopping you to go out with your guy friends but at least I knew rather than I don't know and I've found out from some one telling me they saw you and I went out blur as a girl friend yet I don't know your whereabouts.

I would always ask you about your well beings that's the most important thing.

How ever, At times we may never expect the unexpected whereby you knew prolly well that eventually there's to many people envy us so there's gonna be a hard time to if You won't trust me.

If there's something you heard from others, the best thing is to confront me on the spot.

I won't be mad. I would always tell you frankly.

That's the most important thing.

Just remember not to listen to others. :)

What ever it is,

I just hope you could see reason cause at times, I would be insecure too.

It's not about not trusting you but there's how it rolls at times in a relationship.

One thing about me is, I dislike when ever I text some one and with no avail, that's so not the way I want things to turn out.

Last but not least,

Ride safely ♥ Love.

Cause I'll be worried sick about you when you're out on the road.

& HE TEXTED ME ALREADY

& I'm done updating my blog post for today,

Nights sweet love,

Take care.

Muaaaacks ♥

BOREDOM STRIKES :/

Time check in 505am , currently I'm doing nothing much just got back from paying a visit to my late friend. :'(

I'm sad and I don't expect it would be this year that he have to leave us. Hopefully his soul would be resting in peace.

AL-FATEHAH.

Tomorrow, Will be meeting up Shasha first and head down to late friend of mine crib and will be following them to the cemetery. For now, I'm dead worried when ever ♥ Boy fee is distance away from me. I felt insecure and don't feel comfortable without presence. Hopefully, he would ride safely :')

♥ Boy fee haven't yet reach home and I've been waiting for his text/ phone calls from him. I'm sure he's still in JB. I just need to know that he'll be safe and secure.

& for today, I'm NOT quite in a good mood as to many things occur at the same time.

Basically things had been a hard time for me and thanks to ♥ Boy fee for understanding me with the problems that I've got to be strong to face it.

♥ BOY FEE BACK HOME ! :D

& I just received a text message that he's back so I'll be sleeping real soon, afraid if I can't wake up the next day.

& ♥ BOY FEE, Good night to you :)

Sweet dreams, Sleep tight and rest well sweet love.

I love you, ♥

I miss my boy friend :(

& hopefully, soon we'll be alright.

I've not been updating my blog post ever since I'm with ♥ Faizal cause I don't really have the mood of posting :/ instead, I wrote my personal diary yet, I just feel I can't let my blog post turn out dusty and most of my daily readers been asking, Why I ain't updating, So I'm here to update my blog post once again. Hee(:

Actually, I got to many things to post before I eventually log in but when I did, I don't know where should I start. Grr~ Such-a pathetic young lady :/ Haish. Oh yeah, Currently, I'm chatting with only Nana Hershey Beybeyh. I miss her so much & at last, I got a chance to eventually webcam and talk to her on the phone a few minutes ago.

Looking forward to meet you real soon, Babe :D

All this moment

Okay, Let's talk about today. The whole day, I've been busy the whole day spending my quality time with boyfriend after the small issues we had a few days ago. There isn't any relationships without quarrelling occur so I just got to be strong to face the obstacles. However, I learnt that, It doesn't matter whose fault when problems occur, One should just give in and I did. Two days straight not been text-ing him and ended up I did. It's all because of both of our friend; Tembok.

He's condition is NOT getting better and I'm praying hard here hoping every thing would be fine. I almost wanted to shed tears yet, I don't wish to. I just have to be strong and keep praying hard hoping he'll be back as per normal. I called ♥ Faizal up once I've received text message from Akif Vamp telling us about Bok's condition and We planned to meet up.

And which is today, We planned to meet up. ♥ Faizal fetch me under my void deck and we head down the bike shop. I'm NOT fasting so is him --' LOLL. * clap hands *. After that, We headed back to his crib and we planned to have our dinner at Seoul garden and Pity us :/ We're late and we eventually don't have any seats for the both of us so we decided to eat at breeks. Damn, I'm full & bloated. After all, We head to hospital to visit Bok.

The moment, We finish visiting him , We head down to ♥Faizal's work place and we planned to go Tea tarik with the rest of them :) Basically, every thing seems to be alright for the both of us.

& Now, I'm home sweet home :/ Haven't tuck myself in bed. Will do real soon, (:

HURTFUL MOMENTS :/

& I really hope that every thing will be doing fine with my family.

For now, I know Mama and Papa had been facing a lot of problems and I know they want the best for us to yet, things happen that eventually, I started to feel so worried. I pity Mama cause she's been stress ful and I know She wanted to have the solution for this problem yet, She don't have any.

I guess, I really NEED to find a job real soon, right after the ending of Raya to help Mama with the financial. Insyallah ; Maybe because I'm to choosy that's the reason why, I didn't have the chance to eventually have a job.

All I ever wanted to have the Job which I'm interested in and comfortable with it, So I can work stick the job a little bit longer. How long will I always rot at home and out with people without enough cash :/

I really can't help it. I can't keep depending on others cause that's what others dislike the most.

For now, there's nothing much that I'm gonna post.

Will be having meeting with both parents and siblings tomorrow after noon.

I really can't wait to hear what my parents wanted to tell me :/

Grr, at the same time my heart pounds faster.

Damn, Hell ! :(

What ever it is, Please, I don't wish to shift house and even worst to stay at grandma's crib. Please, NO NO ! :(

Okay, I'm done posting.

Now, I'm tucking in bed.

It's late.

Nights, sweet love.

Basically, things had been a hard time for me these days. I know, You will always keep track of my blog post and I really hope you would eventually read it. I kept silence & have not been communicating with it but I'll always find a way to talk to you.

I know you're deliberately hurt deep down & you just can't help it but what ever it may takes, You just got to be strong cause I'm always here for you. I'm your pillar even though Mama won't be yours.

Cause, I know She's a little bit insecure.

I know that whenever you're distance away from Mama, You wish that she's gonna have the trust on you but when She's away from you, All you ever wanted was loyalty. I might be at the age of eighteen but that doesn't mean that I'm in-mature. Of course, I am :)

All I ever wanted you to be is to be strong to face all these obstacles. I love you, & I'm sure you know :)

Cheer up papa, I will always try to make things out work for you and mama.

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