Monday, August 31, 2009
![]() Ohh my ; ii missh them alort . Especially IikiyKecyk . Haiish . He is becoming much more worst but whart shud ii do ? ii can;t do anything ii BLAME myself , for letting him mix around & ii busy with my own Stuffs . Haiish . He 's getting much more wilder than before ! to be honest , ii Started to Hate it . Hate the way he is , but ii 'm Being Strong no matter whart . Cause ii LOVE him also (: " Walaupun beribu Lelaki yang Hadir , ii tetap pilih you ! " - Muhammad Fiqkri Jaffri (: Hanya Satu - satuhnya . Sweetest Drugs Qush . ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Haha ! With all the helps of my cousins , aunties , Uncles , Grandma & Farah . ii enjoyed dhat nyte alort ! Heh loves , no matter whad happens in dhis world dhere 's Gonna be only one & only Mum & dhats you . its hard for anyone to replace you . swearswearswear ! ii love you , ii need you & ii will cherish you in my LIFE . Thursday, August 27, 2009 ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ; Five day of Puase . I really can't believed it dhat I can make it once more . Haha . Cool kan ? hees So the unbelievable sehh . I was so Frustrated ad Ferst , as I dunnoe whad Shud ii wear & Set my hair . In the end , I managed to Prepared myself . & ii planned with Farah , ad ferst , She told me , She wanted to follow me , then She changes her mind nort too . After about howh many minutes , She called me & wanted to Follow me . Then ii told her to Hurry up as we 're LATE , cause ad dhat point of tyme it was ad around 6pm . & She quickly dress herself without Makeup & meet me up ad Woodlands BNS . While waiting for her , ii bumped into my old Sec - Sch Mates . Ohh my ! ii missh them ): in the end , talk & talk , changing number & msn email . haha . But still ad dhat point of tyme , ii 'm Still kanchiong with the timing to reached Bugis as We break our fast ad , Arab St. ad ZamZam . Fun la sehh . Haha . She came , & we quickly ran & took the train (: While in the train , listening to MUSIC & we 're madly Crazy . We talked & viewed some pics of us dhat we took last 3 days . Hah . Fun la Sehh . Haha . Then while talking , Ohh my ! Boyfee called me , iikiyKecyk . Haha . ii missh him * Babylove ; hees . We talk & talk until ii reached the Destination . Haha . Then when ii arrived ad Zamzam , There was only two of my Cousins & uncle , Mum & Auntie including her boyfee (: Hah . Sat , & time to breakfast , Drink , Eat Murtabak . Wow ! Order 3 big PLATES . Mutton & Chicken . Haha . Eat & Eat . Wow ! Full la sehh . As pernormal , pics & . Haha . Cool la sehh . Haha . SnapsnapSnap ! Then ii & Farah went off to Smoke . * We haff some respect to SMOKE behind them * haha . Fun la sehh . Haha . We chill & chill . Until ad around 8 pm , we 're off to take bus 197 to Geylang . Hah . In the Bus , Snapsnapsnap ! Fun la . Hah . Unstoppable snapping . Reached the Destination , We walked & walked . Haha . After all , ii & Farah when out again , pretend to wash room but Eventually we when to SMOKE & ii wear CONTACT LENSES ~ after all , called Mummy asked her ad where , She then Told us to meet Ad JOO CHIAT COMPLEX . dhis stupidios , MINAHREP keep on looking ad me & Farah . So whad ii care uhh ? ii dun GIVE a damn sehh . Awhile , Mum , cousins , uncle & Aunties went Home ferst while ii & Farah when walking ad the Bazaar just the two of us . Then ii bumped into my mum peeps , Uncle Spider , talked & talked then we planned to went Home . then Her mum told us to meet her mom ad Tanjong Katong Complex & went we 've met . We went to take the train . Haha . Reached Cityhall , took Marina Bay bounced bacqq . In the train , we took alort of pics ! Haha . Ad ferst , ii & Farah wanted to Buy Cigarrette , she thought of meeting her Mum , out of blue , Her mum said , She wanna follow us as , Farah told her Mum she wanted to Eat MACDONALD . haha . ii & her was Shocked in the end , we went to civic thought Mc Cafe still open , but it was closed . Bumped into Zul , muji , Black & another Guy , bumped into Imam . Hees funny sehh . Then after dhat , whad more sehh ? Went Home lorrh . To many bumping . On the way home , ii was otp with dhis Guy , Haha . Funny la him . After all , reached home , Mum went out again to meet her peeps , haha . ii let it be . ii online , online , online ! (: as pernormal . till here . update tmr (: cause tmr , Farah & me ; her peeps Going Bedok Sempang (: takecare ;D Tuesday, August 25, 2009 ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Ohh myy , I really thought dhat I was the ferst one to come today yet I 'm still the Late comer among all . Mummy & Uncle Khamis arrived ferst as usually & I 'm late ! Ohh god ~ When will i be puntually ? haha . Mum being sarcastic but i dun care , I just break my fast & quickly finished up & SNAPSNAPSNAP ~ as pernormal . After eating , proceed to Bugis Giorvana & check High heels for Hari Raya . To many choices , but I manage to choose . After all , Go inside bugis St . brought my Kasut Jalan & also Hari Raya bag (: after all eat Cupcorn as pernormal . Buy 100plus . Sick infront of $ 1 shop " so called " , & brought Cutex as I wanna matched it with my Baju Raya . Then I wanted to buy Contact lens & highlight my hair . haha ! ;D After all , when Home as pernormal as I 'm tired . When I reached under the BLOCK , mum opened up the letter box & ii saw " CP " letter , dhat could be Papa . & Yeash ! Ad ferst a bit conflict with mum but i dun care . & Mum let me read . Then afterall , ii just feel lyke shedding tears but tried to be strong . I missh him ! Dad , I love You & I missh You . Today , my 4th day PUASE ! & i 've made it (: FULL , haha . Okayy , ii will update soon . Baby tired uhh . ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() I was like rushing sehh . Most of my peeps , know howh much long I take to dress myself up . Haha . Almost 4 hours . while chating & webbie with my peeps . Until they eventually stressed up , seeing me picking & throwing alort of my baju . which actually doesn't suits anything to me . d 530pm , I kanchong seyyy ! Haha . It was like Going to breakfast . Haiyo . I wait & wait for the bus ad around 6pm they reached cause I missh the recent bus . Then , I Take train . I keep on looking ad the Watch . Ohh my , 645pm . I kanchong already . My mum & uncle khamis msg me . Asking me where am ii ? Haiyo . Atlast , 710pm , I reached bugis . I quickly ran to Banquet cause 3 mins more already break fast . Whad more , Reached , then Whad I started eating TomYam , CarrotCake . Haha . After we ate there , we when To Bugis " BHG " to look for my Hari Raya Shoes . Haha . Then when I looked ad it , I try & try . pick & pick but i dunnoe which one to choose as I dun haff baju raya yett . then I tell my mum , " Mummy , kyterh pergiy tgk baju dulu . Aru boleh charek Kasut . Baru STYLE " haha . Then , Mummy said , " Okayy , Adeq jumper Kakak nan Myra phad Tanjong katong Complex Tawuu ." as we 're odw , I met them There . Whad more , I saw cheapest value prepaid Card , i told mummy la . I want to topup . She brought for me , 128 & 18 bucks punyer . I onliy used 128 ferst , & topup 18 bucks laterh . I case next tyme I need it . When my prepaid Running low . haha . After dhat , Uncle Khamis reached already . He was waiting for us . Whad more , Today my day Lorrrh . Haha . Need to buy my own Hari Raya Stuff . I brought alort of thingy . Haha . Ferstly , I went to First Lady , But I dun haff any taste . It doesn't suits me . Then I went to Second Chance & Siti Ruqaiyah Shop also . But I dun lyke it .. After all , I went to , Bazaar . Reached Bazaar , Mummy dun want . hmmms . Walked & walked . No taste ! Then I bumped into my Msn peep , His name is also Baby . Hah . Kecoh la . haha . He smile & I smile then we proceed to Joo chiat Complex & dhats where I brought my baju Raya . Haha . Pink colour (: Haha . After dhat We went bacqq to bazaar , Buy Food . Cause I hungry . I want Monster - ing . I buy dengdeng , KROPOK LEKOR , Air Mango , Air 100plus , cupcorn . Wooooah ! Fuuuuuh ~ Hungry sehh . I monster - ing & bumped into him again But we din talk . Hees , I then proceed to LOOK for my Scarf . I wanted to wear dhis year . Hehes ;D I brought alort of things , Lampu Kelap Kelip & some stuff . Ayat2 . Mummy did buy the Family names consists of ayat-ayat for Living room & For my own bedroom . Haha . Mum asked me to clean up the house Before ferst day Hari Raya . Haha . Afterall , I hadd fun ! (: But still couldn't find my Scarf . Then we gave up & waited for the taxi . When bacqq home . On our way home , AyimBear sms me . " You , You phadnerh ehh ? I mendak uhh . I stress , I dun feel lyke Going home . Narqq thawn Tarq ? " Then I think , Hehhh , I dun wish to missh puase . & nort Sahur . I asked my mum permission if he could thawn our house . Then Mummy said , " Okayy , but dun make noise & dun slacked under the block as You , Yourself must know , You puase & haff to sahur . " Then I said , " Ofcourse Mama ! I will puase ~ " Then When I reached , I picked him up under the block & when home together . After all , I thawn & play lappy , watch MOVIE . " Sundal Bolong " . Haha . Dhats all . Till then , I sleep in my room & he sleep outside :] haha . Kecoh la ! IikiyKecyk Says : " You pakai Baju pink . Okayy . I ponn la pakai baju pink . I ponn dye rambut I pink Okayy ? " BabyPuteriy : " Kau Dye uhh Pink . Jangan Jumperh aquu . Hari Raya ponn jangan Jalan Nan ii tawuu " IikiyKecyk Says : " okayy . okayy . Tarq la Syg . Okayy , I love you . Bye ! " Finished (: Sunday, August 23, 2009 ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() dhis is whad happens when BOREDOM strikes (: ![]() the day , when i eventually had NO PLANS . called Farah & asked to come to my House . Facing Probs with Boyfee ; IikiyKecyk ): Keep on crying & crying * Dunnoe whad to do . Haish . She was there to advised me . She was like a sister to me . Jiwe twl . Haha . Kekek la Story . Hah . She waited for me to Siap . We like NO WHERE to head . Haha . Plan to Go : - Town - Clarke Quay - Yishun in the end , We end up Go to her House , Wait for her to DRESS up . Crazy , Stupidos Stuff . Jatuh . Phad lantai . haha . Kecohkecoh ! The best part , We said , we come down Yishun ad 7plus ad Mafia end up 9 plus . Take bus , Become Crazy Gerls . Like as pernormal . Boredom Strikes , we SNAPSNAPSNAP ! (: Haha . After Snapping , we Reached our destination & ended up ad Yishun . Meet Mafia & the rest but Ahdan wasn't there . then She text her Boyfee , AhlanStar . She thought of waiting ended up , i dunnoe uhh . In the toilet , SnapSnapSnap . Waiting train until to the train , Burrrr ~ Whad we did ? ; SNAPPING . haha . LOLS ! ;D fun la sehh . With Farah & myne idiotic face . Afterall , we take Train . Reached Woodlands . Then Unknown number called . It wasn't farah Peeps/Boyfee indeed . I just pick up , then It was MUJI ! Haiyo . Irritating . hees ;D he wanted to slacked with me . Then I met him behind Citibank , SMOKESMOKESMOKE ! ~ Until , Ipen called Farah / Spark called me . Asked me to SIAPSIAP , they fetching us . As pernormal , driving (: Tour all over the places ad NITE (: Farah went home ferst & I waited for abang Spark ad Civic . I thought only ONE car / SAAAAAAAAAAP ! * Two cars . Then after they picked me up , I met up with farah & we meet the rest ad Admiralty . After Pickup , we PLAN(s) where to Head . haha . Here there , Here there . In the end . Marina Barage ! Haha . Kecohkecoh ! I infront , whad to do . Kacaw2 driver & help him uhh with the ROADS . funny siaaa . He dunnoe whad road . Haiyo . Then , we head there , The rest behind Sleeping , left me & him . Haha . Kecohkecoh . I then mciam biase , Help me . Head to dhat Place due to " Dunnoe ROADs way ". Reached there , walked & walked until we tired already . Kiwek ! Sahur time ! Chisssh . I was like kaciong ~ Whad , they sent everyone Home & left behind me , Abang Spark , Ipen & Astro . Whad more ? They sent me HOME , quickly I finished up FOODs & When to BED !(: Wakeup ad 4 pm , never did i expected . Haha . Plan with Dice , To eat with my Family . Haha . He then Buka with me , Mummy & Uncle Khamis . Haha . We treats him alort of things . After all , Eat&Eat , PUUUUUUUUUUUF ! Fuuuuuh * Poweeeer ! Waited for Iikiy kecyk & the rest . Came , Aan , IikiyKecyk , Azziy & Firdaus ( their Neighbour ) Then we headed to Geylang . From Far , iikiy Keep on staring ad me . He was so shocked cause I wear so differently . He said , " Baby ! Siaaaal uhhh ~ Fuuuuh . Pompan aqu maken LAWA ! " We chitchat & chitchat until reached Destination , IikiyKecyk , was like NEVER want to LET GO MY HANDS ! Then , I tell him . " Oit ! Dh kenapa ? Lepaskan la . haish . Bukan I narqq lari ." He said , " Tarq boleh . Nantiy You jalan Payau " Then I said , apape la . Then walk& walk . I looked ad My watch ! - I swear din used VULGURATIES ! haha . I said , " Makkkkk ! Dh terlepas bus & train . Left 197 . Ohh my , " Then I take 197 , Go down WestCoast , slacked there . Kecoh boyy . Haha . ad around 3 plus , I listening to MUSIC , then My mind like think of dhis two person . Errie & Papa . Somemore they tune in " AZUERA " song . whad more , I cried uhh . Haha . Let Go everything . Then , I started to missh him . Haish . Then , early in the MORNING , I only , ; NIAT , PUASE ! (: two sticks of ciggarettes . For my Sahur . Dhats all . But couldn't imagine . Haha . I can puase full (: till here ; ; BabyPuteriy KecykMONSTER (: To you both ): I 'm Sorrysorry . Really wanna apologized to You alort . I really LOVE you . but then , whad shud I do ? Baby Stuck with You both . I LOVE YOU & I LOVE YOU EVEN MORE THAN I LOVE YOU ): I needed You ; Your always there . You appreciate me for who I am . Yesh , I do appreciate You . & You , doesn;t even appreciate me . I dun want to play GAMES with Your heart . I couldn;t take it . Must I leave BOTH ? For GOODNESS sake ? Ohh myy , I 'm CONFUSED . You people , wanna say whad Its up to You people but try standing in my SITUATION right now , I guess You guess Couldn't Stand it . Leaving You , isn;t a problem to me . But You love me , You din Show , You NEVER appreciate me . & Yet , A BROKE up , You couldn;t ACCEPT it . & You , I love You . You showered me everything . With Your LOVE & CONCERN . Daily , calls&msgs (: I really wanna APPRECIATE You as my BOYFEE . But i'm fcuking PERPLEXED with everything . The songs , dhat I played in dhis Background ; Perpisahan . Is whad I 'm Feeling . I will elaborate it more to You so You would understand even MUCH MORE ): Its NORT dhat I GILERH BUTOO alort ! Its dhat , I need LOVE&CONCERN . 1st : Thanks for being there for me , When I 'm STARTING to Fall in LOVE with Other people . Whereas Its hurts You badly . & I did asked You once , Whad If i played Behind Your bacqq . You told me , SIMPLE '' i know its my FAULT nort to APPRECIATE you . " Dear , I 've been patient with You & You 've exceeded the Limitation of my PATIENT . & Your hurting me BADLY . Over & Over AGAIN / You never STOP hurting Me . You dun understand whads the FEELINGS of LOVE & Hoping One day YOU will ! 2nd : Heh , LOVE ! You showered me with LOVE , CARE & CONCERN . showing me the best of You , as You never wish to HURT me nor did I wanna HURT You & I swear to You LOVE ; You 're matured enuff to think . & i SWEAR to You dhat I really did APPRECIATE You LOTs . I dun wish to PLAY DHIS GAME(s) Of LOVE . You 're so cute , sweet & really am CARING towards me . Thanks truckLOADs dearh (: Forgive BabyPuteriy ; deep DOWN inside , Its hurting & FCUKING painful to me . I 'm abundantly SORRY both LOVES ; i cried , Cried & Cried . Over & Over again trying to make You Guys realized . Dhis is my ferst tyme . One day , Everything will be told . & I know , BOTH of You gonna be hurt . I just dun wish to HURT anyone here NOR did I want to make things worst . So , I will make up my mind , To confess . Which LOVE , i will CHOOSE . [?] YOU or either YOU [ ? ] Sentiasa menanti Ketibaan mu , sendiriku menagih Nafas dirimu . Namun kau memungkiri , Melangkah Pergi selama - lamanya . Wahai cinta , Dgr kan lah , Rintihan Ku , Yang ku rasa . Ku berserah untuk BERPISAH . mampukah Diriku menempuh segala untuk mu , biarpun ku tersiksa menitis airmata . Bawa la Jiwa ku agar dyea disisimu CINTA . Belaian Jiwa ini tiada yang tawu . Seribu Janji-jani memungkiri hidupku . Relaku menunggu mu , walau betahun untuk kyterh bersama . Wahai cinta , Dgr kan lah , Rintihan Ku , Yang Ku rasa . Ku berserah untuk BERPISAH . mampukah DIRIKU menempuh Segala untuk my , Biarpun ku tersiksa menitis airmata . Bawa la Jiwa Ku agar dyea Disisimu CINTA . Ku berdoa maka Semua bunga CINTA agar kyter kan BERSAMA akhirnya . Labels: Harus MENERIMA ; Perpisahan ., Salah Satu IikiyKecyk : U tak tido lagi sayang? Puteri: Hellohello . Its Puteriy here . Sorrysorry . My prepaid Low . I havent sleep yet . Whyee ? ** Your inputs are null or empty. ** Puteri: Whye havent sleep ? hmmms . Tarq nantok paa ? Puteri: Niwae , Ny saperh ? IikiyKecyk : Tak de nak tau je ari nie puase full day eh? Puteri: Yupyup ! (: ahsal ? tarq percaya ehh ? I ponn tarq caya . I can make it . Haha . LOL ! ;D IikiyKecyk : Knal tak ni sape? Puteri: Ohh , I guess la .Of course la ! My one&only unreplaceable HUbby ; IikiyKecyk. No one else . EVENTHOUGH any guys came my life . Kau whad Setia punye Puteri: Kau whad SETIA punye , Yang laen Semuer , COME&GO ! tawuu ? cause , I LOVE YOU . haha . Senang lelaki laen dtg , cinta aku phad Kau jee . IikiyKecyk : Hehe,....aku sayang same kau la oi!!tau lupenye Puteri: Haha . Susah la . Walaupun aku aderh / tarqde lelaki laen tetap Aku Setia nan Kau . Paham ? Aku syg kan Kau . Hanya Satu-satuhnye . Matrep LAKKO ! (: IikiyKecyk: U makan ape tadi untok buke?u kluar gi sengkang kan? Puteri: Nopenope . I Go Longjohn . Haha . I with abang Spark punye kawan semuer (: Twl . Adeqbradeq mahh (: Haha . EHH , you tarq puasekan ? Diam2 . Haha . Puteri: ehhh , Bhy . I tawu , besoqq You puase tawuu . okayy ? Jangan tarq tawuu . Ingat 29-300909 . tawuu ? Aperh plan kyterh . Jangan Lupa . Ayy ? Iikiy Kecyk: Yela yela i tak puase la ok...i tak tau ar geram sangat sangat ngan mama haish....abe tadi ade hal pasal afard tak puas ati ngan kite abe tak jadi turon mama suroh mop umah sapu umah buat nie buat tu da kol 10 afard pon da balek Puteri: Haiyo . Dh la . Kecohkecoh ! Haiyo . You ehh . DEGIL la . Narq start Prangai lagiy paa ? Stop it ehh . Listen to Mama & papa . & btw , puase besoqq . IikiyKecyk : Tau 30 mami nye birthday 29 kluar tngok wayang tapi tak best ar tak le ( You know ) hehe Puteri: haha . Siaksiak ! Jangan mepek uhh ehh ! I alim tawuu . I 'm changing for the better . You tarq sadar ker ? Preferring which one ehh ? IikiyKecyk : The new you but remember baby i love you for who you are aniwae also can as long as u are who u are okiey? Puteri: Hah . Okayyokay . I hoping You would change too ! i hate it when Your attitude makes me Pissed of tawuu . Okayy ? hmmms . I cannort text dhat much . IikiyKecyk : I noe 20 msg je kan? Puteri: YupYup ! Tmr , Go where ny ? With Dice . I know , tmr PUASE ! tawuu ? Kalaw tarqle ponn , I dun want to FOrce You . i puase (: Puteri: I besoqq dh topup prepaidd (: Hah . Pape picett tawuu . Heees ;D I love You huns (: muaaaaaaaaaks xD Go sleep , tmr Sch . okayyokayy ? MisshYou alot IikiyKecyk : I puase la tmr nt going aniware just skool and maybe kalau ade time i mit you and before anitink jus wnt to say gd night sweet dreams and ? love you very the much Puteri: Okayyokayy . Meet me ? Ad where sehh ? Haiyo . my HOME ? Or where ? IikiyKecyk : Tak tau may be home ke tau outside tapi tak cnfirm tau kalau ade time insya'allah i meet u k;-) sayang Puteri: Ohh okayyokayy ! Pape picett tawuu . ayy ? Dun worry , i will wait ayy ? Inform me soon ! (: Dh end . Go sleep . Nytes ! IikiyKecyk : Ok tarek i masop mimpi u i cium u puas2 ok?hehe gd night go sleep esok nak sahor Puteri: Okayyokayy ! Jyeaaah . I puase GEEE ! (: pape msg hp i . Thursday, August 20, 2009 ![]() Ohh errie ! (: ; Your the reason to my SMILE & LAUGHTER . ohh my , I missh You damn truckLoads . Haish . I never expected dhat I will be knowing You in the future & I never knew dhat You gonna fall in LOVE with me . As Like , I used to Fall in LOVE with Your VOICE & keep on repeating the SONG dhat You SANG . & now , i CAN HERE it in REAL LIFE . Ohh myy , Its unbelievable . & now , I'm CONFUSED . haish . I dunnoe , whad SHUD i do . You lighten up me by Your SONGS & the concern You gave me . Thankyouu so much (: so sweet of You LOVE ; I will always remember dhis LINE , ; Kau umpama , bidadari di syurga . Diutus menemani ku didunia , walaupun Berkali kaw dilukakan , Namun hatiy mu tetap bersabar . Demi ku bahagiakan dirimu , Ku sanggup , Berkorban hanya untuk mu . Wahai Syg . I will think of it ayy ? Thanks for being there ; thanks for making me Happiy . Seriously , You lighten up my day today (: ; I never want You GUYS to treat him the 3rd Party . cause I myself , dunnoe . Shud I leave / nort . Wednesday, August 19, 2009 Today , I 'm just fcuking bored . Wakeup , reached for my hp & check Everything . 15 missh calls & 4 msgs . Haha . Straight away called Errie & switch on my Lappy like Usual . Haha . Ohh my , So damn Bored . Mum left me $ 3 only . So pity of me . Then , I went chatting , tagging & updating my blog . After a few hours , chitchat on phone with Errie , Put down & Reached for my towel & went freshing up myself . After dhat , I online & talktalk until I really am fcuking bored . Dial Ahkit number & planned to meet him ad Yishun . Afterall , chat with Afeez , bear , zulbunny & i dunnoe uhh . They add conversation . We chat while I dress up Lyke a barbie DOLL as usual . Waited for Afeez to prepare himself too as he wanted meet the rest ad Yishun also . Meet up with Afeez ad the Busstop take 856 went to Yishun . Reached there , as usual , Like a princess . I 'm taken by Lan , my God - bro . After dhat meet , Fir , ahkit & Aenn . When I met them , we slacked ad Yishun Reserviour until 715pm . ad dhat point of tyme , I was otp with Errie . Haha . & the rest keep disturbing me , singing azuera song . Lol ! Funniest part , Otw to Mak house , I reached hug & kisses to her as I missh her alort . When I reached there , I get changed eat & went out again with Ahkit & Afeez , Sent him to meet Zulbunny & BaronBros ' ad 146 . Reached , I just talk abit & Go . after all , we went to meet aenn again ad Yishun Park . Then sent her bacq home ad Khatib . walked bacqq to Yishun . Reached home , Ahkit bathe & he called Jepon ( my ex ) . Afterall , he planned to meet up . Then , while Ahkit bathing , I was listening to music . Ahkit finished , & we dressed up to Go down slacked with them . When We reached ad Courtyard waiting for Jepon ad about 15 mins , they arrived . Jepon , Hady & Malek . Funny siaaa , we singsingsing ~ Until I want to Go home , wasn't been allowed by Jepon . Haish . Then we walked & slacked ad Block 111 under Hady's block . & he bring down Lappy & stuff . We talktalk rubbish & Jepon was singing all the way , & he was trying to sing a song which he used to sing to me everytime . But dhat doesn't mean dhat I could think about the past am I right ? Then , ad around 4am , I rushed bacqq Fad's home & fresh myself up & Get ready to Go home . I then meet them again ad Courtyard . But dhis is only , Jepon & fad . Fad was supposed to sent me bacqq Yishun Interchanged , never did I expect dhat , Jepon also wants to followed . So I let it be . He look ad me lyke one kind . But I dun care . Afterall , we waited for the bus , & when My bus reached , I just say Goodbye & take 856 home . Haha , Errie & Jepon willing to text me , so dhat I wouldn't ended up sleeping . So , Now , I reached home . But doesn't feel sleepy . So update Blog & chatting (: okayyokayy . Till here ayy ? Takecare . Love ; BabyPuteriy Tuesday, August 18, 2009 Ohh to my beloved Step-dad . Eventhough Your just my Step-Dad but You do take care of me . But whye does it turns out lyke dhis ? I need You , Ohh God ! Wishing You by my syde . I 'm Going through all dhis on my own . I just couldn't take it , its hurting me alort . I couldnt move on , thinking when You are coming bacqq home once again . I 've told You once , To come bacq & change . Never to be with your companies cause they are just ruining Your Life . You 've choose the choice of listening to them & You end Up in dhat Stoooopid Place . I understand , Everyone makes a mistakes . wishing You would learnt & wouldnt repeat it once again . I believe You could change . Eventhough , You end up in , I will accept You once Your out . If only You would change . You told me once , You wanted Our family to be as One . But everyone is tearing apart . Mom is being insulted by people surrounding her & she was just being strong to face it . Eventhough , She 's Sick . & her condition is Getting much & much more worst . You know , howh painful it is . I couldn't blame You for all dhis but I 'm blaming it all on me . Nort to pull You away , & forcing You to come bacq home . Brother , He doesn't even think Of home nor think of us . Isn't dhat painful ? Eventhough He knew dhat You ended up in dhat situation & Mum too facing alort of difficulties . I do had a conflicts with Mum , but no matter whad , I couldn't take it to heart cause , I understand She feels so stress & needs to let it all out . & there 's only me Left , who can eventually she turns too ? Except me . Cause I and her Living in dhis House alone am , i right ? Ohh God , I wish He would make everyone in dhis family open up their hearts , To come bacqq home & becoming as One family like before . Each day , tears Roll down my cheeks without anyone realizing howh pain it is for me to Go through . I wish , God knows , Howh much You all means alort to me . The painess I 've Gone through , trying to be strong eventhough somehowh Sometimes , I couldn't be strong . Smile & Laughter , Hides my tears . Never wish to let it all out . Ohh Its really am hurtful . I missh all those times when We 're 4 members in the Family haff fun . & I regretted of , my past . I wish Brother would realized , Mum really Loves him & needs him . So do You . She accepted You for who You are eventhough , Yes . Her naggings . Everyone can get irritates by her . But somehowh , She nags ad us , to show us the path . Dad : I love You , i missh You & i need You . I wish You 're here right by my side . Wish You would change to become better ayy ? Let bygones , be bygones . 1 year 6 months . Without celebrating Hari Raya with us . But I wanna seek for Forgiveness . Thanks for all those time , You 're there & showered me with Love & concern . Brother : Come bacqq home . Mum really LOVES you . & she really needs You . She forgave You , forget about the conflicts . I also need You . come bacqq home . I can't Go through all dhis all alone . Mum : Your the Greatest Mum in dhis world . You showered me with Love & concern . Never think dhat I will abandoned You alone & Let You face all those probs alone . I LOVE YOU ! & forgave me , with whad had happen . I will try my best to LOOK for Brother & talk to him & persuade Him home . ; the painess i 'm Going through . Monday, August 17, 2009 Ohh myy . Its been a LONG tyme I din update my blog . I 'm tired & Lazy the past few days . Okayy , now I 'm Nort Lazy so dhis is the chances . Okayy , where to start . Okayy , last saturday On 15 August 2009 , the Day I went out with Peeps without IikiyKecyk . Ohh myy , I really had fun with them . Cause , ferstly its Only me , Bear & ein . I 'm the LATE COMERS as Usual . They waited for me ad Tiongbahru Macdonald ad 5pm , whereas I was supposed to reached there ad 415pm . When I reached there , we proceed to Hoswee cause we wanted to meet the rest & buy rokok . Thus , after Buying rokok , we went to " FITNESS " ( our slacking place ) . From there , we met up Lizah , Adam , BabyMasita & another two peeps which I dunnoe the NAME cause havent saw him before . Afterall , LizahStar told me dhat , Kuachi all nort Going to Kudakepang , So I asked them where's the Kudakepang thingy , Lizahstar Said near Wandy house . Then I , Bear , Dice & ein proceed to 105 taking bus 65 . when we reached , It was Sri Ulan 's performance . Then , I saw alort of my peeps , Ferstly , Starboii called me ad Gelangan , then He smile ad me . Afterall , Met up with Zack , talk talk talk , then I walked away , Meeting Fad , Danni & the rest . Haha . After watching for a moment , Kuachi called & we proceed to Lavender to meet Wantroy , LizahStar , dydy & Kuachi . While walking to the Busstop , We snapsnap pics alort ! (: Haha . Dhis phad I hadd fun , seriously . When the Bus arrived , Whad more , took the bus & when to Beach Road , Stop arrived , ein wanted to Go to the toilet & i accompany her . Suddenly , Bear from behind appear . Waliow , I very the shocked siaa . Never did I expect siaaaa . Then , I waited for them ad the Hawker Centre & Bear went with Ein . Woaah , They so long siaa . Waited for them . But them , They find the toilet there . After dhat , We met Dice . We went to 7-11 to meet the rest ( Kuachi / dydy /LizahStar & Wantroy ) Woaaah , Great La siaaa . Haha . I snapsnap pics but the pics havent bluetooth to my phones . Must wait for Dice . Then , we proceed to LongJohn & had our dinner ad LongJohn . I monster-ing until I cannort anymore . Afterall , we called IikiyKecyk to thawn with us then He said He couldn't make it . Okayy , nevermind . Then sitting ad the Busstop thinking , in the end , I called Arab . As he invited me to Eastcoast Pit , to drink . I & Dice when , while the rest when Home . After dhat , I drink , drink , drink & drunk , drunk , drunk ! YupYup , as per normal when Home . Dice sent me home by Cab . & He went home after sending me . Afterall , till here then . ; Updating BabyPuteriy's Blog soon ayy ? |
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