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' I slept for only 5 hours andd I 'm awake . I tried to Get bacq to sleep but When I 'm almost wanna CLOSE my EYES . " vibraaaatioooon ! " andd I look ad my Hp . It was Jermine Bby(:
Never knew whyy she called . So , I answered . She said , " Hello b ! " she heard my voice as though I just awake , Ohh my ! She told me to called her bacqq when I 'm awake . I asked her ,
Whyyy . just tell me now uhs , She told me , She Got a Job andd She recommend also cause that Place need workers too . Then , I said Ok . Shuree ! I told her to update more .
Thus , put down th ' phone , I msg "ONE&ONLY" , I told him about him andd told him dhat I 'm awake . as Laterh he said , whyy I wokeup din text . Laterh He thought , I wasnt sleeping .
I requested to be back in school next year to finished up my Education . "ONE&ONLY" was so sweet . His helping me out , with all th ' letters andd giving me courage andd hope .
He also would be in NS soon ~ Currently , Gonna be busy In th ' future .
Neeh , After being with him , He was so strict towards me . Neeh , Its okeh .
I understand . He tried to change me . He tried to show me all th ' meanings in Whartever He did . Heyy ! I missh You love :( Nvm , it will be another 2 more days . Haisssh . Andd we meet up . Currently , I prepared for school andd stuff . "ONE&ONLY" helping me out .
We shared alort of things . We treasure alort of stuff .
He was a memoriable thing to me too !(:
I'm happy with him . Yes i do !(:
I love You .
Okayy , Update sooon (:

today , "ONE&Only" went out from home with me . He went for his Work andd I went home . As time past , he called me telling me , " B , i tarq Go work due to some reasons uhs " . Till then , He went to slacked with Joe andd I stay home andd play Lappy .
Afterall , he called me andd told me , To meet him ad Cwp andd I 'm off to meet him there .
Before dhat , I took his money from my atm CARD as he father , Transfer it to mine .
Thus , met him , eat ad Banquet , Thought of watching movie andd in th ' end , we changed our plan andd went to JurongPoint . Haha ! We took bus 187 , Ohh God ! Fcuking COLD , while "One&Only" sleeping beside me . I was so damn cold andd went its reaching he wokeup andd I was shivering . Haha ! He was so sweet . He hug me andd told me , why i didnt wake him up . I just dun wanna DISTURB him SLEEPING . Till then , i was so damn cold andd he take out a SMALL Handkerchief from his beg then , we come down from th ' busstop we went to SMOKE then , we went to jurongpoint , walking - walking till then , we went to MAMAM ! ad Al-insaf . Before dhat , we took bus 30 From Jurong . I cried after putting down th ' phone . "ONE&ONLY" tried to make me laugh . haha ! So sweet . Reached with wait for Ken , till then , We eat andd eat thus we went bacqq home (:
I haff a happy time with "ONE&ONLY" .

Update soon (: Takecare !

Today wokeup ad 8am , with "ONE&ONLY" wowwww ! (:

cant wait to Go wildwildwet with him , we prepared andd off to Teban to buy Ciggarette ad around 945am , till then we took bus 78 to JurongEast Mrt . Before dhat , " ONE&ONLY" sounded one guy as he look ad me , like never saw a gerl before wearing dhat kind of stuff .

Afterall , we were in our journey for almost 1 hour then , we reached There ad 1115am anddd tokok bus 354 to PasirRis . haha ! " One&Only " really earns my heart . He make me happy one whole day . Hah ! So cute of him , afterall , we spent our time there . I was so damn afraid seyy , But he was there . We took pics there was like whart the hell . Before we enter there , We ate Kfc ad downtown afterall , we went to SMOKE and off to Wildwild wet ! haha !

Funny uhs babe ! Serious , he tried to teached me howh to swim which is hard .

afterall , I andd him , went to play with one of dhis thing , he said ,

" B , tarqya takot uhs . You buka jee mata . "

Ohhh myyy ! I cant siaa . The thing is like fucking high till then we took a ride , ad th ' cycling station . With whart on earth siaa . Haha !

I look down , andd my heart wanna come out siaa . Damn afraid . He was like making me relax . One whole day , so fcuking happy siaa with him .

Afterall , cut it short , we went to bugis . So damn tiring seyyy .

We went to Bugis andd ate ad LongJohn afterall , off home andd now , i wanna sleep .

Tmr , his working . haishhh .

Okehhh , update soon ayee ?

wow ! its unbelievable seyy , havent been blogging for almost two days .

haish . been busy lately with " ONE&ONLY " .

SPENDING my ENTIRE TIME with him nowadays as well as looking for a RIGHT JOB .

Wow ! My bestie , ADEQQUDUT start working yett , I havent . I pity Mummy seyy .

she Really wants me to go to work .

hmms .

Okay , I guess will be dropping dhis topic andd i wanna share whart i ve been doing dhis past two days . I hadd a happy time with " ONE&ONLY " .

Lately , we keep on spending time andd share alort of things .

Haishhh . Th ' hurts andd pains we 've been thru together . Th ' words andd information About " ONE&ONLY " came to me . But dhat was his PAST . ii trusted him NOW , maybe his changing So be strong to face it uhs . Whart to do . All dhis is th ' ups andd downs , dhat we haff to Go thru . Every relationships , haff its ups andd downs andd we both haff to face it . As its part andd parcel of lovelife . Its a new chapter in my LIFE . thurning my NEW LIFE with him .

Okayy Lets start , which one uhs ?

Hmms .

21October09 .

Th ' day before , I slept over night in my own BED . Elder Bro asked me to switch off andd get to bed . I felt so like , " WHART THE HELL " , cause I was online on dhat time , chatting with "ONE&ONLY" andd his Eating as he didnt eat , one whole day . HUNGRY ~

Thus , while waiting , Elder Bro , told me to sleep . Giving him excuses , I wanna sleep Yet he still dun allowed . Ohhh , So I let it be uhs .

Hmmms . Then , I switch off th ' lappy andd went to my ROOM . I called "ONE&ONLY" andd talk to him . He told me , Okayyy You , we sleep together uhs . Then I said Ok , Goodnite andd stuff . After putting down th ' phone , I thought he went to bed end up , I went to bed alone . I received two miss calls dhat night while sleeping . I wakeup ad 5am , andd I saw th ' miss call , I called him andd he still online , So , I went ONLINE andd he told me to come his house , ad around 8 , I went out from HOME . thought of Going to Interview after meeting him . Neeh , end up , I follow him to Interview with Ken andd Iqashorty , tagged along with Kecik Stubborn .

Haha ! Early in th ' morning , " ONE&ONLY " fetch me ad CLEMENTI Mrt . haha !

after dhat , went bacq his house . We spent time there , by Taking Pics andd Stuff.

haha ! After dhat , He bathe andd everyone Gets ready including me .

We went to Jurong then we take Bus 198 to BOONLAY , then I went for an interview JOB afterall , We went to VIVO . haha !

We snap , " One&Only " quarrel with me . But afterall , I tried to make things right . Andd We did . I went to meet Granny ad Tb along with Bf . Afterall , I planned to Go EastCoast ,

then We met Iqashorty and Ken once again there . " One & Only " was so sweet ! He wants to carry me andd throw me inside water whart the hell ?! Neeeh , in th ' end , He never did it . He loves me . Haha ! Afterall , We take bus 196 Bacqq , Stop ad Highway andd Walked home .

Met Fitri mok , Slacked2 with him andd we went home .

Haha ! Bath andd ii went off to bed . Before dhat , There 's some talked between me andd him .

Hmms . Okay , Off to bedd .

22October09

We slept one whole day till Ken finished work . Whart the HELL ! after all , "One&Only" said , he wanna CUT his hair . So , I followed him . After His haircut , we went to CLEMENTI to buy some stuff andd we walked to ONE of dhis SWING ! I then PLAY with him , He push me , Like , He wanna turn me on . Ohhh my ! I scream like HELL ! haha .

Afterall , I hadd fun . we slacked andd talked . While Ken was On th ' phone with " IDK "

Thus , We went home , Talk andd talk , Off to bed . Before dhat , "One&Only" asked me to exchanged msg about whart we wanna tell eachother , afterall , He was so sweet . Ok , then till then , I cant share much .

23October09

Today was "One&Only" ferst day ad WORK . Wishing him all th ' best seyy . Hoping he wouldnt quarrel over stupid stuff there . Ohhh myyy ! His attitude , Howh on earth people dunnoe .

Even ken , advised him . Haha .

Before , Going home , "ONE&ONLY" went to Macd ad Admiralty , eat2 andd then , he off to work , I off Home waiting For my Kakak , BabyEliy to Arrived home .

Okayy , till then . Waiting for his time break (:

I missh him . Till here , Updates , ayee ?

Takecare (:

Yesterday , I went for an interview ad Tiongbahru SPORTLINK , haha !

They asked me to come down . AdeqQudut went to Hangten , for JOB too (:

Haha . After that , I slacked with AdeqQudut till 5pm andd Off to meet My

CINTA ad Tiongbahru PLAZA busstop as he was waiting for me . We meet up ad Busstop , 530pm went to TOWN , we walked towards cineleisure andd We bought two tickets ,

" 500Days " ad 735pm . We went down to LONGJOHN andd Hadd our Dinner there .

We snap pics andd chit chat ! After we 're done , We went to one of dhis staircase to SMOKE .

haha . While smoking , we snap pics andd CLOUD was so cute ! I candid alort of his pics .

Okehhh , thus , we went up as th ' show gonna starts soon .

Ad 735pm , I was in th ' cinema . My eyes was in Pain , As I havent sleep Yet .

Yuuup ! Ofcourse , I 'm tired ~ duhhh ! After dhat , We take a ride in th ' bus .

Haha . Listening to MUSIC andd CINTA wanna Go ALOHA , just follow uhs .

Haha . After dhat , I just keep Quiet andd sit beside him . Then , I went out to smoke alone .

Ad dhat point of time , Ken arrived alrd . So , Ken andd CINTA in there .

Hmms .

Then after dhat , I din talk to CINTA , he was like pissed off . haish .

Yup , Its truth , I 've been thinking but afterall , nevermind uhs . Cause , I guess , He will try to change . I hope his words will be truth !

hmms . Ok , then , after dhat , we went bacqq home . I couldnt sleep , I quarrel with Cinta .

So , I cried andd cried . After all , CINTA asked me to washed up andd ii din . After all , we went to 7 - eleven andd buy ICE cream. haha ! I ate two andd ii want MORE . andd he buy for me .

So sweet ! Than , while eating all was looking ad me . GILERH . after dhat , we went up andd CINTA make me went to bed . I sleep andd the next day , It was him andd Ken who wake up ferst . Afterall , Get ready , Mum asked me to meet her andd bro ad Causeway Point ad 9 cause she bought a TICKET MOVIE " darah " . Wuuup ! Watch dhat Story makes me GO Scared siaa ! Then after dhat , I reached home now , I was blogging andd waiting for CINTA to ONLINE !(:

Ok , Update soon !(:

I shouldnt haff hurt CLOUD . Maybe he is sincere of making me th ' last one .

Haish . We GONE thru th ' ups andd downs eventhough it is such a PAIN thing for me andd he is damn FCUKING hurt . I know , He deserved a SECOND chance . Serious .

People change into GOOD . andd also BAD . haish . I shud haff done dhat .

CLOUD , Baby am SORRY ! Haish . I know , I 've been repeating .

I 'm afraid of losing YOU . I dun wish history repeat itself .

I used to BELIEVED one of a person who is close to me , I trusted him alort .

He was always there for me , andd He always understand andd be there for me when I need him in my PAST . anddd now , i met him Yesterday , He knew I was attached to You .

Different types of stories came out .

Haish . I tried to asked You th ' questions , But You thought I believed them andd dun believed You . COME ON , dearh . If I din believed You , whart for th ' questions kan ? CORRECT nort ?

Ok , seriously . I hadd enuff of quarrellings . I just want th ' best in You .

Okeh dearh ? (:

I love YOU !

Heyyyyy ! Its Feeqastro seyyy ~ He was a kind guy who I should remember . You wanna know whart ? Its his 16 th' BIRTHDAY seyyy Tmr ! Haha .

Feeq , From baby .

I wanna Said , Happy Birthday tawoo !(:

Thanks for being there , andd whenever I 'm down , You were there to advised me .

Thanks Feeq ! (:

I hope , Your birthday , would be a FCUKING great memoriable for You tmr .

Takecare tawoo !(:

Stay CUTE dohhhh ~

Hellooooooo !
Wowwww ~ Today CINTA sign out without Letting me sleep but nevermind cause I know his Tired enuff . Hmms . So , after he sign out , I really clean up the house , Wash the toilet andd CLOTHES andd today , Mummy was shocked . She never saw me like dhis .
Haha ! She asked me , I change number , who brought for me , It was My CINTA uhs !
He also said CHANGE dhat time , So I changed uhs . Now , New number .
Only , th ' closest to me get my NEW number . Its time for me to wait for my NEW hp .
haha . So , th ' one who cannort Get thru my NUMBER , so sorry ok ?
I wouldnt wanna Give . haish . Ok , CINTA now conferm sleeping with OPEN mouth !
As pernormal . Haha . Usually I sleep beside him , His mouth terbuka Rabak !
Hahaaaa . Omggg ! Embarrassing for him .
But seriously , His cute ! Serious . I din Lie when he slept beside me . Haha .

Ok , now after cleaning up , washing andd hanging ,
I 'm off to interview andd I 'm Going Changi Hospital with Uncle .
Cause , Auntie Noobe is admitted there ):
Haish . Very the Sedih Sehhh ~ Haish .

Ok , update soon ok ? I love ZULHILMI .
haha . CINTA , kamu dh bangun ! Jangan luperh , Msg .
I love You(:

Alort of things happening in my life . Haish . Full of ups andd downs .
I realized , I 'm hurting Bf but all those guys msging me . Thus , I 've changed my number just now . He pick the Last three digit , I 'm so happy with CINTA ! haha .
But , whart to do ? Ex keep on msging my phone . He irritates me , andd i 'm confused .
CINTA quarrel with me . Haish . Thus , his ex also msg him . Haish .
Heart pain , but kept quiet . haish .
anddd lastly , I 'm still happy with CINTA ! Quarrel , but still , ii cant let him GO !
Geeeeeeeeeeeee , i 'm madly in love now . Haha .
CINTA asked me to trust him . Its abit of hard for me to trust him . But relationship need trust am ii right ? But , ii will one day . He earn my heart alort .

He was there , when I missh my dad . He tried to console me , to be strong to face it .
He was there , going thru my ups andd down together with him .
He was so sweet . Thanks CINTA ! (:

I hope , Our relationship would last long . I wanna make you the last one , May ii ?

Your Pm for today ;

- Baby , you're my angel , eur all i ever wanted .
- Tanya Bintang - Bintang , Hanya Kau yang ku Sayang
- i 'll take a bullet for eu girl , cause eu mean the WORLD to me .

- The Ferst time , I met eu , in my mind " you 're so beautiful "

- Cause I can't live without you ; can you take me back ? "

Our conversation :

[б] ВдЬурυτέЯιφ [б] ♥ says (3:48 AM):
ok .
PM ?!
Jiwang siul ~
Cloud says (3:49 AM):
haha
[б] ВдЬурυτέЯιφ [б] ♥ says (3:49 AM):
tarq ku sangka , tarq ku duga ~~
Cloud says (3:49 AM):
sekali sekala sak kau tengok CLOUD ni mcm
haha
[б] ВдЬурυτέЯιφ [б] ♥ says (3:49 AM):
tuh uhs
haha !
untuk sapeh tuu ?
haha .
its , hanya
nort haynya
haa !
Cloud says (3:49 AM):
tk
mmg macam tuh
[б] ВдЬурυτέЯιφ [б] ♥ says (3:49 AM):
cute uhs you niy
[б] ВдЬурυτέЯιφ [б] ♥ says (3:50 AM):
cover pantart !
haha .
Cloud says (3:50 AM):
heex
mcm tau je
[б] ВдЬурυτέЯιφ [б] ♥ says (3:50 AM):
2 months tawu , ii kenal you
common !
haha .
Cloud says (3:50 AM):
heex
[б] ВдЬурυτέЯιφ [б] ♥ says (3:51 AM):
ii never expected seyy , cepat 2 months ey ?
Cloud says (3:51 AM):
ah2 sei
[б] ВдЬурυτέЯιφ [б] ♥ says (3:52 AM):
haha !
kecoh seyy .
hehs ;D
Wow !
PM , SWEET uhs . untuk ?
haha .
Cloud says (3:52 AM):
untuk kekasih hatiku
sapa lagi kan ?
[б] ВдЬурυτέЯιφ [б] ♥ says (3:52 AM):
haha .
saperh lagiy kan ?
[б] ВдЬурυτέЯιφ [б] ♥ says (3:53 AM):
saperh tuu ?
haha .
Cloud says (3:53 AM):
org yg step bodo .. tuh lah kekasih ku
[б] ВдЬурυτέЯιφ [б] ♥ says (3:53 AM):
haha !
eyy ?
Ohhh .
so sweet
Cloud says (3:53 AM):
guess wad song i dgr
*i tengah dgr
[б] ВдЬурυτέЯιφ [б] ♥ says (3:54 AM):
dilema ?
ataupon , down ?
hard to love a gangster ?
obssessed ?
be with you?
troublemaker ?
saperh nyanyi ?
Cloud says (3:54 AM):
lagu ni
Cloud says (3:55 AM):
dah lama i tk dgr
dua org nyanyi
satu akon
Cloud says (3:56 AM):
lgu
[б] ВдЬурυτέЯιφ [б] ♥ says (3:56 AM):
dunnoe .
haish
Cloud says (3:56 AM):
AVAILABLE
hahaa
[б] ВдЬурυτέЯιφ [б] ♥ says (3:56 AM):
You 're attached !

Cloud says (3:56 AM):
tau
tuh pasal i kata i dah lama tk dgr lagu ni
haha

Cloud says (3:56 AM):
tau
tuh pasal i kata i dah lama tk dgr lagu ni
haha
[б] ВдЬурυτέЯιφ [б] ♥ says (3:57 AM):
haha . tawuponn !
hehs ;D
tarqmu step single .

Cloud says (3:57 AM):
ok

Cute uhs seyyy ! (: Ok , update soon !

Each day , i 'm haffing a heartache . I cried , whenever I think of you .

Why must you left us without anyy , words ? I really couldnt take it nimore thinking of you .

Tears keep on , Rolling down my cheeks . Ohhh , i wish You were here .

I missh You . I need You to be bacqq home soon .

Your my hope , Haffing you will make my life full of HAPPINESS . haish .

Baby missh Dad alort ! i will take you bacqq , with my OPEN arms papa !(:

I missh You andd Your the one andd everything is COMPLETED(:

Ohhh , meeting CINTA under his BLOCK ad 7am . Wooooah !

Okayyy , Gort to be ready soonnn ! haha . Ok , ok .

Hmms . I MISSH CINTA alort ! (:

Meet up soon CINTA (:

Hello guys that is readin this blog,
My Name is FEEQ, FEEQ ASTRO .
(A)ku (S)uke (T)olong (R)amai (O)rang, lagi lagi ni BABYPUTERIY.
hahah kan baby kan ?
hahahahahaaahha
she asked me to post for her, so here it is.

I know the BABY when she was contcting my friend, CLOUD
den till now she my friend, if not become my KAKAK IPAR . hahahaha but tak menjadi
k im out of words, bye .

-FEEQ ASTRO- KU TIADA MASA-

CLOUD andd BabyPuteriy LOVEs(:

Quarrelling with CINTA today . Never did i thought .

Issshk ! haish . Heart Painnnnnnn ~

It was a misunderstanding Between CINTA andd Baby !

Haish . Wth ~

Ok , to cut it short kan CINTA ;

I wanna said : I 'm sorry ok ? Over a stupid reactions i 've made .

Ohh , God ! I will nort do it again . I 'm hurting you seriously .

But somehowh , You did the same thing also seyy .

Saket hatiy aku !

haish . ok , CINTA !

Update soon ayee ?

ps: [K] u [ T ] etap [M] enyayangi ;

ZULHILMI BIN MD SUIB

A day to remember , howh our love story begins .
The journey we've been through together ,
The moments dhat we shared .
The laughter , the pains , the craziness andd the most importantly , HAPPINESS .
You 're there whenever i wish you were .
You gave me hope , of being happy with you .
It always hurts me whenever ii quarrel with you . It fcuking hard for me .

The ferst time , we met was Ad Jurong on 050909 .
The day i was still attached to IikiyKecik . The day , i never knew fate brings us here .
One month , i 've spent my entire time with you .
Hardly for me to let you Go . full of jeolousy when another girl appear in your life .

One day , we had a BIG quarrel , which brings tears down my cheeks .
You were so sweet , by giving me the last message ,
Will ii accept you bacqq in my life ,
andd ii epli " Yes , ofcourse ii will . "
Its fcuking hard for me . Eventhough , ad dhat moment , ii was with Kecik .
But then , ii dun seems to care much about him . Cause , You earn my heart .
Oh , LOVE ! (:

Thanks , for being there for me . Now , i 'm officially yours .
I will try my best to change myself including my LIFE too .
I will try to do whartever , ii can . As long , ii andd you , would haff a HAPPY life .
Happiness andd Trust is Our LOVE Keyyyyyy ~

P.S : god ! ii love him . Thanks to You . Dun take him away from me .
Make him my last one . Plish ):

heyyyyyy , earthlings ~ baby just came bacqq from home . Wuuuup ~

Meet my Bf just now early in the MORNING ad 645am ad CLEMENTI Mrt .

He fetch me , ohhhh . So sweet of him . Ferst time , he was so the RAJEEEN !

never did he fetch me ad CLEMENTI before . Everytime , under his BLOCK .

hmmms . i was LATE , we actually PLAN to meet ad 630am .

Wuppppp ! Reached , must fcuking ask for apologized seyyyy !

i did . After dhat , we met , walked to Interchanged andd take Bus 285 .

On our way bacqq , we took pics of us . andd only dhis ii wanna upload .

Haha . Ok , after dhat , reached , ii used the COMPUTER ,

ii update for his BLOGSKINs , andd mine too While he was eating .

After he ate , he went to bed . He said , he wouldnt be sleeping .

He will be waiting for him . Asss ! He sleep . But nevermind , ii did my stuff .

Edit pics andd bathe . After bathing , ii went beside him , andddd went to my sweetdream .

Haha . Slept until , 530pm . WONDERFUL SLEEP until he disturb me ~ haish .

after dhat , play computer , check dhis andd dhat , andd ii went to to bed once more ,

after awhile , ii wanna prepared to be home .

Bf sent me ad Jurong East Mrt , we took the same train andd he waited for me to take the Train towards Marina Bay . Ok , Ferst time went to the Ferst Cabin . Nvm uhs .

Bf sake ! haha . Ok then you know whart ? He told me , reached home , websms him .

I websms him , he din epliyyy ! Sottt , purposely uhs tuu ~ haish .

Ok , then ii online , ii asked Feeq , wharts with his PM , then he said something going on .

So ii just keep quiet , suddenly he wanna webbcam , So ii webbcam uhs .

Ahcai was there to . So ii snap with them both . hahaha !

Now , waiting for Bf , is he gonna be home soon or is he gonna Thawn todayy ?

haish . Ok , ok . Till here , update soon ok ?

Takecare peeps (:

today , one whole day ,

BabyPuteriySmallKiddo stay ad home andd din Go out .

Woooooah ! Its unbelievable kan ?

I sleep all the wayy siul .

Haish .

Baby Wakeup wanna used Lappy ,

Bro using so ii let him BE !

then , ad around , 2 , Baby online .

He thought as though ii went out .

Whart the FISH .

STAY HOME ! SLEEEEEEEP ~

hehs ;D

Where 's my Baby ?

Haha .

" I 'm here ! " hahahah . Ok , laterh meeting Sayang . Ad Clementi Mrt .

Missing him . Update Soon !(:

my heart is breaking . Its nort Bf the one is hurting me .
Bf never did . Its only , i 'm confused . Whart does dhat gerl want in my life ?
my relationship ? Ferstly , her peeps , hadd earn my previous ex .
I let it Go . Now , whart ? Is she officially wanna Grab my current Bf ?
I dunnoe uhs . Haish . Somehowh , ii feel like giving up .
Haish . Bf did nothing , serious .
Its a GAME ~ dhat she wants to play with me .
A snatch LOVEs . Haish .
I dunnoe seriously .
He wants to come bacqq after leaving , he regret .
I 'm happily attached to Bf andd now , dhis is whart Happening .
Is Bf Gonna fall in her trap soon ? Haish .
Ohhhhh , its now A game . A relationship , destroying GAME !
seriously . God . Help me to face it .
Can ii make it , to make him , the Last one ?

Earthlings ,
today baby wokeup ad 6plus , cause aderh orang terpekik - pekik phart luar rumah .
Its fcuking irrit siul ! haish . Then , ferst thing ferst , as pernormal ,
I On my Lappy . Websms ask him , where he is . He's ad home ? Sleeping !
haha . after Go find job , must be tiring cause yesterday , he chat with me until 6 plus andd ii shut my computer ad 11am . haha !
Howh on earth , ii wanna Go for interview seyyy ?
Tmr , ii guess , ii 'll be going for an interview ad Guardian . Couldnt be like dhis all the way ,
i can die . ohhh god !
haish . NO MONEY , NO LIFE !
Serious . Heyyyy , drop the topic .
Where 's BF ? Sleeping till now ? Ohhhhh , god ! Wakeup dohhhhhh ~
Online . Haish .
Ok . ok . i will update laterh on .
Takecare loveees ;D

Earthlings ! (:
chatting with Bf now . Ohhh , he so sweet ! ii read his blog just now .
hmms . i never expected . i hope he will be faithful towards me .
I gonn fcuking trust him . I guess . hahah !
Fake ! neeeh , i will trust him truckloads . He really am sweet .
Bhy , ii love you so much . Seriously . You earn my heart .
I 'm sorry , to many things played in my mind . So , ii felt confused .
I missing him , ii dunnoe whye . Whereas , ii just came bacqq home .
Bhy , ii hope our relationship will last long .
ii hope you will grant my wishes .
No matter howh hard , its gonna be , ii wanna tell you dhis .
I felt so easy when ii 'm with you .
The happiness , you 've brought in me , which no one else can do it .
I understand , dhat we did quarrel .
Dun tell me , no relationship wouldnt haff the ups andd downs .
but , ii know , your trying hard nort to hurt me .
I will try to talk things out andd never be silence to you okayy love ?

I never wanna lie a single thing to you .
Nor will ii play behind your bacqq .
I promiseh .
The sweetest moments , ii had with you will ii cherish love .
I never felt dhis way seriously .
Hmmms .

Bhy ! Dad gave us surat , ive read it . I cried . Ohhh my !
I missh him . He really make a JOKEs inside the letter .
Hahaha .
I wanna write to him a letter .
Haha .
Ok , drop the topic .
Bhy , ii hope you will get a job too .
andd ii will try my best , to look for a job tooo !
Pray hard for me too .

anddd lastly , no matter howh hard , whartever happens , ii will always love you .
You earn my heart . Howh distance , you are . Your still in my mind andd ii gonna make you my last one ! (: aminnnnnnn ~

ok , blog again laterh .
i WANNA CHAT with BF ! (:

[k] u [t]etap [m]enyayangi ; ZULHILMI MD SUIB(:
- ONE ANDDDDD ONLYYYYYY !

ohhh , today is a day full of fcuk & pissed off ! ii swearrr ~

haish . but somehowh , Bf tried to make JOKES andd doesnt wanna make me angry .

He wanted to cheer me up . whereas , ii was like whart the fish .

Its fcuking hurt me .

I wakeup early in the evening . Ain msg his phone but let it be . i dun mind cause he told me it was just a friend to him now .

hmms . afterall , we went to One coffee shop ad Jurong .

Slacked there , eqo was talking on the phone with ShaShaCAT !

Oppps ~ my old Marina babes ! ii was shocked . afterall , she wanted to talk to me .

We talked about one of ShaSha 's history which ii was involved andd tried to make things right . Out of blue , She asked me howh ii know them , ii told her , I 'm CLOUD 's Gf .

Ohhh , she then told me when the other day , CLOUD andd the rest went to TANGLIN !

Cloud asked Joey number . ii was like Fcuking pissed off andd mad . Out of blue , ii get the wrong idea . I dun wish to talked to Bf . Suddenly , Bf keep on asking me , why .

Ohhh , its irritate me alort , but afterall ii asked him , You , asked Joey number , he was shocked andd he told me the REAL story . I trusted him , never wanna hurt him So ii kept silence .

For awhile , we went home took 198 bus , stop ad the Highway , from there , we take pics while on our way home . Reached home , edit some photos of us . Waited for Joe to come up andd we left to the nearest coffee shop nearest to the busstop infront of Bf's house . We ate Murtabak andd I drank Coke . After dhat , they planned to go to Westcoast Park , so ii just go ahead with the plan . ad ferst , ii wanted to go home , but ii dun wanna be alone . Halfway thru , stop ad WestCoast Macd , ii ride the bike with Boi andd Joe to the Jetty . while Bf andd the rest walked . After awhile of slacking , ii ride alone . Followed by Bf . Hahaha ! Bf tompang me ! Ohhh , ii 'm fcuking heavy . We went to the Tunnel , its hard for him to ride even further , so we stopped . Smoke andd Slacked . While we 're preparing to come bacqq to Jetty , There 's dhis bunch of IDIOTICs people ! Kimakkk . irrit siaa the FACE ! ii fcuk care uhs ! ii dun give a damn , Sound but they din thurn bacqq so we just went on Riding . Afterall , we stopped halfway thru , due to Feeq leg . Ohhh , ii just RAMASSS his Legs ! Hahaha . I dun care , its hurting or painfull . Afterall , we continue our Journey . After reached there , Bf , Kecik andd me , walked to Macd , andd Kecik brought two Small Coke , andd we shared among us . Ohh , ii fcuking pissed off , when eventually MAMAT said , " Alaaaa . Kau Past time untuk CLOUD paa " ii was like ohhh Goshh ! Its hurting me , So ii just let it be . Then , they planned to Play Catching . Hahaha! Gort some kiddo in them but ii love them . Cause they looks so cute ! Ohhhh . Then , ii sat alone listenning to the MUSIC , afterall , Bf andd them Went to the Washroom , ii tagged along .

Hahaha . Waitd them outside . They played with the Tissue + water = waterbomb ! Haha . Bf kene rabak siaa . He was so cute ! ii love him alort . After all , we walked to 7eleven , ii was so tired andd my LEG so cramp , drank abit of Water andd ii went bacqq Bf home alone ! Hahaha . Waiting for him to come bacqq . Before dhat , ii blogg ferst !

Hahaha .

To my bf ;

Heh , sayangg ! Sorry for dhis one whole day . I know , your trying to cheer me up . Niway , ii wasnt dhat fcuking mad ad you . ii trusted you alort ! Dun hurt me nimore andd dun make my trust GONEEE ! rmbr . Niway , ii love you Sayaaanggggg ! (: Okayyy , now , baby wanna be in bedd . While waiting for Bf , ii will listen to MUSIC but if ii 'm GONE , SPEECHLESS yoooohhhh !

hahahahah .

Ohhh , i pity bf . I missh him so much . Ohh , but i 'm trying to make Mummy feels abit cool down cause she cold with me . I dun wanna make things went wrong andd ad the same time , i wanna bf to understand . I really hope he would . Haish .

Bhy , it wasnt dhat i dun wanna meet you or makes our RELATIONSHIP to be like those times , we spent together . Eventhough , i din Go out , i 'm still stay ad home . am i right ?
andd today wake up , received 9 msgs . Ohh god ! alort right ? I sleep and wakeup ad 6pm .
Farah , my classmate , msg me , ad 8pm , we 'll be meeting ad Admiralty Mrt cause we 're Going to Madam Mas house . I wanna make it . I missh all my classmates and teachers .
andd furthermore , bhy , no matter howh distance you are , your still in my mind.
andd nothing possibly change my feelings andd thoughts about you .
You really did earn my heart .

Hmms . i guess , tmr , i will meet him . Must ! Cause , ii also missh my bf doh ! hmms .
Ok , till here . I 'll update soon after i come bacqq from Raya with classmates .

* pics will be uploaded when Farah andd the rest , Gave me thru MSN .

i never could imagine i could quarrel with CLOUD . ohh , Gosh ! Come on you .
I wasnt dhat stupid doh ! I 'm nort MAD about the COUPLES . I know , howh it feels when the COUPLES are together . Howh could i so mean to let the gerl sat alone under the block ? COME on , i maybe 16 , but dhat doesnt means dhat i dun haff BRAINS to think over all those .
Haish . Its nort because of them , It was because of the words you type in your blog .
Your hurting me ,

[ she's so different now ! nevermind .
i think she wants to play with my feelings .
hmms . ]

i din wanna hurt you . You get whart i mean ? I just dunnoe whart You want from me . You used to said , F-A-T , which really stuck in my mind now . You get whart ii mean ? I 'm confused .
Haish . It is Gonna happen or whart ?

Earthlings , i dun wanna hurt dhis human being , come on uhs . whye you were thinking in dhat way ? I swear , its hurting me . Your making me confused .
We 're nort in a relationship . But we just LOOK like one . Haish .
With all the quarrels , andd hurting we've been thru all dhis while .
Haish . Come on uhs ,
i never hate a single bit of you . Its nort dhat i 'm saying Your perfect but , You look like one .
You can eventually , be patient , You can eventually make me laugh andd Smile .
Howh on earth , could i hate you ?
Haish .

Update soon ayee ?

Cloud , LOVE (:
; I 'm so sorry . i dunnoe , howh come it thurns out to be like dhis .
Forgive me . Haish . I dun mean to say dhat . Ohhh , so damn sorry .
You mean to me too . Its only , i 'm in NO MOOD andd MAD .
so , ii just let out , whartever ii think , ii wanna LET OUT , sorry tawu .
haish . Okay , call me up . Once you read dhis blog okay ? Haish .

Ohhh , i felt different today . I also dunnoe whye .

haish . i SIMPLY dunnoe whart shud i do now .

I missh dad alort seh ! Haish ):

Somehowh tears wanna roll down my checks .

I 'm trying to be strong right here doh ! hmmms .

I didnt get to chat with CLOUD like usual .

I wasnt in a mood for now .

Serious .

I just so fcuktup with everything .

Confused andd fcuking perplexed .

Being played by feelings .

Hmmms .

Soon i wanna went to bed .

Cloud also has his peeps surrounding him .

wanna sleep .

Let him be uhs .

Okayy , today one whole fcuking day stay HOME !

buttt when out for awhile , EAAAAAAAAAT ad Kfc !

YummmYummm(:

Then , talk andd talk andd talk with Kakak Dynie almost wanna cry .

Haish . I just dunnoe whart shud ii do .

Hmms .

Butt afterall , its ended up .

We went bacqq home .

; Pics will be uploaded soon !

Ohhh , today . I had really fun to jalan jalan raye with my sch mates .
Wuuup ! Never did ii expect , almost for all the Years , being with them ,
Get out of sch , 2 years ago , but still I was part of them too !
Hehs ;D Today , our ferst met was ad Marsiling Mrt . Ferst , came all my boyfriends(:
Haha . They were shocked when the eventually met me . Fairuz , Rifdi & Ahmad .
They are close to me . Hehs;D Last time in sch .
Then , came Iqrima andd Syaza . Syaza was my junior . Shes in Year 3 .
Then , came Yana alone , apologized to us , but afterall , she wasnt the Last Late comers .
Afterall , came Fatimah , Farah , Haslindah , Hidayu & Nadia .
Fatimah & Farah was shocked to meet me up as no body inform them . Haha .
They scream out loud , my name .
& eventually met up with Natasha & Hannah .
We then proceed to , Yana 's Grandma house . She cooked for us alort of things .
When to Faten , Our Sec 3 gerl in sch , after dhat alort uhs .
When Haslindah house , Eat again . Almost all of the house , we ate .
Hehs ;D Eventually , met Mdm Mas , She was shocked to meet me ,
She then pester me to come bacq sch , as she missed me alort but whart can i do ?
I 'll think of it laterh .
After dhat , we went to Yana 's Grandma house , i dunnoe which side dhis time round .
Haha . After dhat , I was shocked when my brother called ! Haha . He was in Vietnam .
Haha . I missh him . He will called me soon .
Ohh Gort ! I then Told him to buy me some stuffs there .
Yeeep ! hehs ;D He said , alright . I missh him .
He was so cute . Wish he's alright there . I wanted the best in him .
Then , Fatimah & Hidayu left , for some reasons .
Then we proceed to Rifdi house ,
After all , its Farah house . From Farah house , we slacked until 8 plus , i went to other places .
Wuuup ! Haff fun dhat day (: Wishing for the next Hari Raya .
I hadd fun ! Ohh, before dhat , ad Faten house , we hadd fun ! I karaoke with Hannah !
The gerl , who ii always quarrel , but nort nimore uhs ! She 's nice actually ! hehs ;D

pics will be uploaded soon ! (:

I 'm still having my high fever yet i could still wake up ad 6 pm & get ready to be out .
Cause i wanna meet Nanii . Haha . Under my block (:
Then me , ice , Nanii & wan went for our dinner . WOOOOOAH ! Eat alort Yoh (:
But no problem . Haha . Stuff in oul in (:
Cloud Syg , thought he online i dun wanna ONLINE whereas actually kan ,
i put My MSN status BUSY & I was just slacking waiting for him to ONLINE ):
i also missh him alort . Haish . Neeh , 2 days din meet up felt so , worried .
Haish . Ohhh , he went out with his GERL peeps ! Neeeh , nevermind (:
Understand . haha !
Wooooah , he now automatically update his own blog . Without me , asking him to blog .
Isnt dhat GOOD ? Alrd Automatic Yoh !
Haha . Okayy , to be continue cause i 'm chatting with CLOUD syg now (:
Haha . takecare loves ;D

Playing ad Fb , my Real NAME :

S : makes people laugh
I : is really sweet & romantic
T : a smile to die for
I : is really sweet & romantic
N : is a very good kisser too!
U : is loved by everyone
R : funny
A : crazy
M : Makes dating fun
I : is really sweet & romantic
R : funny
A : crazy

NickName(:

B : loves people and sex
A : crazy
B : loves people and sex
Y : is loved by everyone
P : popular with all types of people
U : is loved by everyone
T : a smile to die for
E : has gorgeous eyes
R : funny
I : is really sweet & romantic
Y : is loved by everyone
S : makes people laugh
M : Makes dating fun
A : crazy
L : is a very good kisser
L : is a very good kisser
K : hot
I : is really sweet & romantic
D : a very good girlfriend or boyfriend anyone ever had
D : a very good girlfriend or boyfriend anyone ever had
O : has one of the best personalities ever

Loverssss ! (: haha .
You know whart ? I 'm chatting with Kakak Dynie .
She 's in School doh ~ Yet she like very the funny .
She wanna laugh , but then I told her nort to cause if she laugh .
Ohhh my Goddd ! People thought , She's crazy .
Haha . We haff such a great conversation ! haha .
She forgot to close the windows .
whart she expect me to do ?
Wanna know ? she asked me to take the Keys from her the Republic Poly .
Ohhh , no . Cannort !
I stay home is much more better yoh !
haha .
Exchanging whart eventually happens Yesterday before abang went off to vietnam .
haha ! Kecoh uhs . But today she 's looking very the pretty .
Understand , ad school ! haha .
mend my heart broken ? Whart does she means ? She was like being So berjiwang .
haha ! Neeeh , her life right ?
whart can i say ? haha ! kecoh ~ hehs ;D
Now , waiting for CLOUD to online & cant wait for tmr ,
meeting up my EX SCHMATES ! for Jalan RAYEEE ~ i missh them ):
haha .
Okayy , Blog soon ayee ?
Takecare loves ;D

heh ! Done with doing CLOUD & BabyPuteriySmallKiddo's Skin . WOOOOAH !
So the hell , tired doh ~ Haha . But still couldnt get myself in bed .
Dunnoe whye . Hehs;D I missh my CLOUDY ! ):
I hurt him early in the Morning .
I shouldnt haff done dhat . Sorry LOVE , i wanted to chat with You then i burst out when eventually Mummy asked me , To Go to POSB due to abang ad CHANGI AIRPORT leaving Singapore , to Vietnam . As long as , he knows howh to take care of himself .
Haish . I missh Bro , ofcourse ! (: But i get used to it cause Bro always out of country .
Wooop ! (:
Haish . cloud Love , So sorry ayee ? Then You just went offline):
haish . Din wait for me . Okayy , nevermindd .
I know , You wake up , I conferm , Nabeh Confirm . will seek for forgiveness .
Pity him , everytime get scolding from me , haish .
Ehhhhh , cloud ! BabyPuteriy , am sorry . & i missing You badly doh ! ):
Online , Online , Online uhs !
Wakeup ad either 12 , 2 , 4 pm . dhats whart i knoe (:
after sleeping one roof (: haha . Lols !
Okayy , baby update soon ayee ?
Takecare Loves ;D

ohhhh , his blog . Sad ? whye seyh ?
Stress , Ohh my . Whye niyh ?
Ohhh CLOUD , wharts wrong with You ?
I 'm here , POUR it OUT dearh (:
i 'm here to read & listen . Haha .
Ohhh , i 'm also nort in a mood just now , cause i missh daddy .
It will always occur . With no timing seyh .
Haha . But afterall , i 'm Okay now .
Hmms .
Okayy , today no plan .

SHOUTOUT : Who the hell wanna accompany me OUT ? haha .
Okayy , update soon ayee ?
Takecare loves (:

ohhhhh ! today nort in a mood .
i wanna be in bed awhile more ayee ?
& ii dunnoe whart to blog .
Goodnight bloggers(:
Takecare ;D

Ohhhhhh , deariyyyy !
Baby Just reached home . As i said earlier , i 'll blog , & now , i 'm blogging (:
Haha . Listening to Music . One in a million tuning in (: haha .
Ohhhh , before i blog , i online & CLOUD told me , to eventually Read his blogspot .
haha . i thought , what suddenly it was because , He confessed his thoughts & feelings .
haha . Thats whart i like when he gort blog .
Cause , i know whart his eventually going through now . Ohhh , lastly , he used to asked me to change & i 'm trying my best . We 're getting close also .
hehs ;D

cloud love , we dont need relationships in order to be happy . We shared alort of things together . Afraid of relationship ? Whart for to rush time ? We can take a chill pill man .
No need to worry ayeee ? in relationship , obviously , there's ups & downs .
We hardly to fought man . He always loves to used , the word " FAKE " haha .
Kecoh uhs . Okay , lets drop this topic .

Comes to another topic , Brother (:
He was like so the cute today . Haha . He disturb me , by changing my laptop password & change the display pics into a DOG photo . Wth ! Haha . But I know , he wanna joke around .
But he was packing his stuff , i 'm wondering where the hell , he is Going sia .
Wth ! He went overseas . Ohhh my ! He loves touring all over dhis small world .
Haish , Nevermind , wish him , will be safe there ayee ?
I loveeee my brother alort !
Gonna missh him . whenever his away from HOME !(:

heyh ! heyh ! heyh !
i just wokeup but still half dead . cause ii extremely haffing a stomach cramp .
chisssssh ! couldnt take it for long . neeh , it will last another 2 more days .
wuppppp ! (:
heyh , check my phone , 10 unread messages , inclusive with 15 miss calls but Mummy din call me ad all . haish . Lately , she's busy with stuffs . I understand (:
hmms . today , i nowhere to go . guess , will be home straight .
as i 'm fcuking tired . my eyes is closing while im typing .
haha . hmmms .
Naniibaby msg me , she wanted to meet me . Ohhhh , i mish her but she always text me wrong timing . haha ! i 'm sorry baby . will be meeting up soon ayee ?
okayy , i' ll be updating my blog tonight ! (:
takecare loves .

Ohhhhh , deariy ! Today been busy with some stuff .
Din sleep one whole day since yesterdae cause ii can't eventually close my eyes & put myself in my bed . Early in the Morning , I was so fuktup , cause Mummy asked me to Go toapayoh & exchanged & renew some stuff . Been given 40bucks . So ii do it uhs . Otw there , i msg CLOUD told him dhat i 'm out & the funniest thing , I told him , to update his blogspot . Dun forget . Haha ! He was so fuckup but whart i care ? Am i right ? Haha . I dun give a shit man ! FAKE ~
Then , after dhat went to Tanglin , met My god family & god cousin . Slacked as their plce until 11pm . Wooooah ! So the Late right ? But i had fun (: Wuuuuup ~ Haha .
But i 'm still having my high fever & bad coughing .
Msg with cloud , asking his whereabouts . Wuuup ~ He was like malas want to layan me .

Chiish ! But neeeh ! in the end , met up with him also . Check his updated blog , peeeh !
He was like , missing somebody ? Oppsie ! who seyh ? Laterh gotta ask him (:
YeeepYeep , till here ,
Update soon ayee ?
Takecare ;D
LOVEs(:

its a little bit of confession to be made right over here .

i love you & yes i do .

My life is in a mess up .

with my dad inside , would You be strong to face my probs together ?

the pains ? Ohhh or rather , would You dare to live your life without worries & loves without limits . To sacrifice everything & never be apart from me ?

Ferst moment , would be the sweetest ever moment , but would You be with me till ever lasting like Whart You wrote ,

" Let it be the Ferst & the Last ? "

Ohhhh , i believed dhat Your my dreamguy ,

Ohhhhh , myyyyy ! You fcuking earn my heart ! (:

" once upon a time , i met dhis gerl . and i felt in love . "
" thurns the Light of , the music starts & the bed starts rocking . "
" she used to be the sweetest gerl . "
" I cant believed dhat someone like you will love me endlessly , if dhis goes our way .
My love will always be ETERNITY "

Ohhhhh , so sweet right ? I also din expect seh !(:

haha . Lets just fall in love ? haha .

He dedicated dhis song to me . Sweet uh - huh ?

Okayy , i will update soon ayee ?

Ohhhhhh baby so the tired seyh ~ haha .

i 've finished doing CLOUD blogskin . Haha . i was the one , wanting him to haff blog .

Haha . So sweet ad last , he did haff a blog .

I hope he would express all his thoughts & feelings .

Haha . okayyokayy !

I msg him , but he din reply . Suspect his busy uhs .

Haha . Nevermind . I understand . He will text me soon or he will eventually Online .

My temperature is getting higher & I 'm haffing a bad cough .

He is so sweet seyh ! he take good care of me . which eventually never did i thought .

Haha . Sweet kan dyea ? Hmms . adleast , he showed me his Care & concern towards me .

& i fucking realized it . Hmms . Okayy , so lets update about whart i 've been doing dhis days ayee ?

Ferst , early in the morning , i wake up & i started to grab my towel & went to haff my showered . After dhat , i , CLOUD & abang Ken went to haff our lunch ad Westcoast opposite CLOUD block . Haha . After dhat , we went to West Coast Recreation Center to eventually play Games & i check my stuff there (: haha . Okay , then after awhile , CLOUD & abang Ken sent me to the busstop . while the bus 963 came , Ohh god ! So the fcuking Lotsa people , whart to do .

I take train . Ad around 650pm , i reached home . When i reached home , Kakak Nana came to my house & we watch Ghost of Godfield but i din concentrate as i 'm busy doing CLOUD skins .

haha . So , Mummy & Kakak concentrate . But mummy also Going out . After few jokes , dhat eventually we talk cock , Mummy went out . Whart more , Baby & Kakak Nana was left ad home .. Like as usual , i play lappy . kakak watch Movies ad the living room .

Some craps dhat we make . smoke which eventually CLOUD dun allowed me for a moment cause i 'm haffing fever & bad cough . Ohhhh , i 'm sorry baby . i dun mean too .

haha . waiting for you to reached home as usual !

**** Online ****

Okayy , baby will update soon ayee ? Takecare ;D

ohhhhhh dearyyy !

Go home , blog for dhis littleboi ; CLOUD .

haha ! hmms . I 'm still am Sick ): haish .

Couldnt tahan seyh . Haish .

Running Nose , Giddy , Having my PMS .

Ohhhh damn ~ Irrit seyh . Naaah ! nevermind .

Okayyokayy , Blog soon ayee ?

Takecare doh ! (:

in the darkness , ii sat alone . Thinking about our relationship .

Are we going to end up in any morning , afternoon or night .

I can't bear losing you . My heart diseres to be with you .

You changed me , you lead me to a way of bringing up myself by being honest & faithful .

But sometimes , i felt as t was though you dun give a fcuking care about me .

Was it only my feelings ? Or it true . Are you afraid of losing me ?

I 'm afraid of being abandoned by your love . Give me a chance to change myself cause

i 'm trying my best to change into a better person .

Haff i ever fail to make you happy ? Or be by your side ?

I guess , yes i do . But yet , i do love you deep down in my heart .

Believe it or nort , its your choice .

* ahwaaaaaann *

Heyh ! You know whart ? i watch a Show " Syurga Cinta " from Youtube .
Ohh myyyyy , the story really touch my heart tawoo . You wanna know whart ?
i learnt alort of things by watching this show .

Love . wharts the real meaning of love ? translating it in Malay .

Dalam Cinta ini ; aderh tiga CINTA .
Cinta Syaitan , Cinta Jin & Cinta ALLAH .

aperh ertinya , CINTA ketiga - tiga itu ? pertama :

- CINTA SYAITAN = Cinta kepada seseorang tetapi dengan kemasyiatan .

- CINTA JIN = Seseorang itu menyintai orang itu , tetapi tiada balasan .

dan ia akan menggunakan bomoh untuk membuat insan itu

menyintainya .

- CINTA ALLAH = Cinta dengan seikhlas hati . Syurga cinta .

it really touch my heart & now , i know wharts the meaning to it . Seriously , i recommend you to watch it . It gonna touch your heart . i swear . Serious . Okay , update soon ayee ? Takecare .

i 'm otp with my Msn peeps while waiting for CLOUD to online .

He is slacking with Eqo , Kecik , Mamat & Ken .

haish . i wouldnt wish to disturb him while he's slacking .

He will entertain me , till morning as usual .

i missh him . Tmr , no plan . haish .

wishing someone to ask me out tmr .

One whole day staying home . So bored .

* waiting for him to Online (:

Ohhhhh deaaarh ! Today , ii wokeup ad around 830am .

bathe & follow mummy down to ShengShiong buy some kitchen stuff .

Wooooah ! Tiring day seyh . Funny tawoo !

i learnt alort of things . Paid all ad the counter & when home .

Before dhat , ii went under the void deck to buy my HL milk .

as i need to drink it everyday in order to be healthy . Hehs ;D

Reached home , help mummy cook & unpacked all the stuffs inside the refrigerator .

After all , i helped her , clean up after Cook & she prepare for work .

thus , i also clean up my bedroom . meanwhile , i get ready for their breakfast ,

Kway teow Goreng ! Wooooooah ! So the penart !

Done with making nescafe for uncle & Mummy .

when mummy went off to work , ii eventually clean up the kitchen on the behalf of her & i peel of the prawns & put it inside the refrigator . while waiting for my brother as he used my msn to chat with Kakak Diniy , i read Newspaper & drink my MILK .

Slack around & wait for abang to end his & her conversation . while he was bathing , was blogging . So fun tawooo ! hehs ;D now , i 'm fcuking tired .

i need a rest . anything will update soon ayeee ?

* waiting for him to Online (:

its seems we're getting much more different since yesterday .

i 'm ashamed . as well as i 'm hurt . i dun wish to thurn out in dhis way .

i never wanna hurt you , nor did i wanna be cruel towards you .

it happen just like dhat , which eventually i never realized .

Ohhhh , God ! Its hurting me .

i keep on thinking since yesterday , is he gonna be far away .

abandoned me alone ? is he ?

will he even care about howh i feel ?

i can't leave him nor did i can stay apart from him .

haiish .

He never knew he means alort to me .

Did he ? Ohhhh , myyyy !

Since yesterday ,

i 'm fcuking SPEECHLESS ):

* its me & zulHilmi

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