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Wow ! i 've just wokeup . Hmms . Ferst of all , I wokeup text Ice andd called up KecykStar . WOOOOW ! His mad ad me , cause I havent finished up my 6 days of homework . I slept yesterday with my sis , until I 've forgotten that I have to finish up my School Stuff . I 'm too tired andd doesnt haff the courage to do all those stuff . I wasnt in a MOOD . I dunnoe whyy . Haishh !
Today , our plan is to meet up my BabyG . NiniNonet andd Checha Del Uno .
I 'm haffing my fun time with them . They really am so understanding .

Okayy , I guess , I will finish up my stuff . I couldnt take it nimore . Tired deh ! hehs ;D
I wanna take some rest ferst . hmms . Okayy , off to bed once more . Tc .

I 'm abundantly confused with everything in life . Am i doing th ' right choice ? is this whart i eventually want ? Is this what I need in life ? I guess , I 'm lying too much . I dun wish too . But what shud i do ? I 'm avoiding everyone . I 'm avoiding the ' reality . I 'm living in a life full of miserable andd lies . I shouldnt haff be in dhis situation . I 'm making a mistakes . I 'm totally confused . I couldnt stand breaking down . I couldnt live in this life full of misery . Why must I lie ? Its full of WHY ! I couldnt take it . I shouldnt , SHOULDNT , shouldnt be in this situation . I 'm waiting for that someone to open up my heart . To make me feel that I 'm being pampered . I missh those times . I couldnt take it . I missh having him right here . I couldnt live this way . i missh him , andd i missh th ' family . The times , I get alot of advises , happiness . He gave me hope of leaving , he gave me th ' choice andd solution in life . He care for me so much , like no one else do . I wish you would forgive me , I couldnt take it this way . I swear .
This song , which I wanna dedicate to you .

; Perpisahan .

I wish you would understand . Sorry , to hurt you . Forgive me baby .
Wish you would be right by my side . I wouldnt make the second mistake , if you come back to me . I love you . Only you . I realized it now .

I 'm ad my sister areya 's house . Ohh my , I missh AchikDotDot but yet , when I was on my way to meet my sis at Bugis , I saw a long number from overseas , I was wondering who could it be , yet It was my sayang ! cutestuff ; achikdotdot ~ ohh , heard his voice , makes me wanna cry . I was about to breakdown . I missh him truckloads , he will be back soon , andd I 'll be waiting for him . I could take it . I dun know , why i can missh someone badly . Haishhh ! I wish to fetch him once he arrive in singapore . hmms . Okayy , lets talk about today . actually , my plan to meet my sis was because I wanna finish up my homework , but afterall , we went shopping with family deh ! i love it . sis buy new stuff , andd i just accompany her . dad and her maid , went off early , as we went to slacked for awhile . met up with sun andd his peeps andd went to macdonald for dinner . wow ! so damn hungry . hmms . till then , we catched our bus 980 , andd went home . now , i'm slacking with her ad home andd I saw iikiy ad tagged . he matches with me . ohh , god ! i missh th ; memories i hadd with him . I went wild without him . He used to show me th ' path , but yet , I 'm lost without him . Life haff to move on . I missh him . Wish he would be right here . With me . Now , his attached andd I couldnt turn back th ; time. I dun wish to make his life miserable ): I dun wish to hurt him once more . I dun wanna be attached to anyone . dun wish to make anyone hurt right here . I guess , I move on without him . andd now , I 'm confused in accepting people . must i move on ? with another guy or must I stay put being single ? Ohh , help me . give me th ' solutions . am i being taken aback by his words ? or by his reactions ? I missh him . I just am so speechless now . Its hard for me , to make that choice . I love him . God! Being dhis way now , doesnt turns out to be what i wish . I'm just lying to myself . Am i ? I guess . I need a solution .

heyy ! now , baby on the phone with Ice (: lol. He was so sweet uhs seyy ! As well as I'm chatting with him . We both just came back from watching movie andd Having our dinner ad CausewayPoint . Its been a long time since , we doesnt meet up . hmms. I also missh him deh ! Okayy , after eatting , we went to smoke andd we play arcade . Till then , We brought two movie tickets andd I watched 2012 again ; for th ' four time . I was fcuking cold andd went t th ' toilet for four times . I ate aalmost all th ' popcorns . Lol ~ hmms. Then , th ' movie ended ad 925pm . we went back on a BIKE andd luckily he lived nearby , Two blocks away from my house . So , we slacked under th ' void deck andd finished up one ciggarette . we went home . Andd There ' s one stupid guy , irrits me alort ! neeh , Nvm , End alr . Now , I wanna do my stupid reflections andd off to bed . Lol ! Okayy , update soon ~ bubbye !

; Achikdotdot- my one less lonely boyy ! ((:

ohh boyy ! you 're gg off tomorrow ad 12pm , i gonna missh you alot seyy ~

sorry , i couldnt send you off . haisshhh .

i apologized alott .

better takecare of yourself tauu .

missh all those times we 've had together . Thanks for being there whereever I feel so down andd My ups too ((: Wish you would stay . But I dun think , You can .

Just wishing you to go safely andd come back safelyy !

Dun forget to buy me SOMETHING tauu ! ((:

Niway , Sorry uhs .

I didnt talked much tonight on th ' phone before you leaft to Indonesia .

I was not feeling well also uhs .

No matter whart , I miss you alort ! ):

Text me once your back in SINGAPORE .

Right here , waiting for you ):

wowwww ! Today , I just came back from sending My crush home . He was from my place chatting with Mummy andd He also accompany me to ShengShiong early on ((: He so the touching . We hadd our dinner together andd We spent our time preciously . He accompany me study andd We hadd some fun together ! Hehe ;D He was so cute uhs seyyy ! He washed all the' plates dhat we both ate whereas I insist . Hmms. Nvm , its ok ((: He very the hardworking . till then , We smoked , slack ad My house andd we chatted alort of things . He 's my NUMBER ONE ! I never regret of being Left by SOMEONE after all ! As I 've met someone new . Much more understanding ((: hmms . today also mummy andd papa 's anniversaryy .

wishing them happy life . i missh dad uhh . haishhh . ok , i update soon . now otf with achikdotdot (:

I updating dhis blog about Yesterday as I didnt haff the time to update Yesterday .
Fuuuuhhh ~ I guess , I gonna haff fever soon ): Hmms. Come on , dun be . I coming back to school in howh many days . Wowww ! Dhis countdown , wasnt suree , gg out with Who yet .
Hmms . Okayy , Lets talked about whart I did Yesterday . It was so tiring until , when I went back , I felt So tired ): Lol. I fall asleep. Hehs ;D Okayy , I wokeup early in th ' morning as I 've t reach school ad 9am to meet up with My Principal But I reached school ad 830am . Wow ! Half-an hour early uhs seyy ! Be punctual andd I dun wish to get scolded by my Principal . Reached andd She's attending with Some meetings with th ' teachers in her Office . Easy t say , She needs t attend t alort of meeting Yesterday . I waited for th ' Bookstore to open as I wanted to buy Schoolbooks andd SchoolSocks . Hmms. While waiting , I 've written some reflections andd Mr George inform me , to quickly buy andd change my socks . I did whartever th ' teachers told me too do so . Wow ! Alort of teachers seyy , they saw me andd They still remember after I left school for two years . Hmms. I 'm in their Horrible stupid NIGHTMARE ! okay , after I brought th ; stuff , I ran to th' meeting room andd met up with MY PRINCIPAL . never Thought dhat , There will be alort of teachers but I 'm strong t meet them . They accepted me once again andd They were so welcoming . I got alort of praises from them ((: hehs ;D After that , I met up with Mrs Lim , My COUNSELLOR ! I missh her alort . She told me , to face th ' ups andd downs andd be strong for everything andd control my temper . Afterall , I went home , Talked t th ' security guard also . andd they were so happy dhat I 'm back in school once again . I came out of school andd texted Achik andd told him , Today will be watching movie with him ad 2pm . I went back home , Online andd Chatted with Wan as well as Fiq - Giler . Wow ! They wine me up siaaa . Okayy , after dhat ad 11am , I get myself ready as I will be meeting Achik ad 2pm . I thought I 'll be late whereas Achik also . So , while waiting , I karaoke ad home andd texted with CRUSH ! Lol. Then after dhat , I went out ad 3pm , andd met up with my ex - schmates Zul . He was shocked when I told him , I 'm back in school once again . But he advised me alort . Afterall , Achik came andd I went to him . We went to buy movie tickets andd I treat him FOOD ! Nasi Ayam Penyet ~ Wow ! Delicious . hehs ;D Afterall , while waiting for th ' movie to start ad 510pm , I went to smoke andd Shopping . Achik accompany me . Afterall , ad 430pm , Achik andd me brought Large Popcorn andd Two cokes . Wow ! It was so cool andd I enjoyed th' movie alort . Ad 720pm , We went to smoke andd I 'm rushed to sembawang as I wanted to meet CRUSH also . I took 962 to sembawang andd Waited for him to finished takraw andd we sat at the nearby FITNESS andd Chitchat . Afterall , I followed him back home to put his stuff , andd went to 7-11 . Brought some stuff andd I andd CRUSH ate Ice-cream while waiting for the bus to arrived . After eating ice - cream , th ' bus still havent arrive yet , But when I 'm smoking STUPID DOG ! Th ' bus arrived . Haishhhh . Then , I went back home , Texting with CRUSH andd Otf with kecykStar . Until I reached home . Reached home , Msn , Webcam with Wan andd Fiq andd otf with KecykStar andd CRUSH went to bed alrd as today his working . Now , I 'm waiting for him t come back home ((: andd meet me ad my place . Weeeeeeeee ~ Misshing him seyy . hehs ;D

Hellohello. back once more. Lol ! Ok , baby LAME !(:
Alright , tmr I 'm schooling but I 'm still awake now. Okay , Just finished up my reflection homework and I also just came bacq awhile ago.
haishh. Just now, I met up with "CRUSH" . Lol. He came without me knowing. Hehs;D
Never did I expect dhat, we had a crush with eachother . He ad Yishun, which I never knew . Till then Zirca andd today , confession been make. But we take a chill pill. his gg 18 andd next year , Both will be busy with our own stuff . But whartever it is , we would eventually find sometime t spent together . His th' fucking BEST ! I swear. hehs ;D right now , I am chatting with one of my ex , CLOUD . hmms as well as just finished websms - ing my " CRUSH " . His sleeping andd told me t off t bed early as tmr , I 'm schooling . After sch , I 'm meeting up AchikDotdot t watch movie before his off t indon ): I missh him . His my fcuking GOODLISTENER .
andd his so sweet ! hehs;D Okayy, cut it short .
Today , I went t play POOL ad Marsiling Checkpoint with " CRUSH " andd his two peeps. I was so shocked when eventually he came t fetch me. It was like , WOWWWW ! So sweet seyy.
Then , we off t play POOL andd I met with Imam , "(insert name)" andd "(insert name)" . I forgotten th ' other two name . haha! Okay , till then we slacked andd slacked . until 11plus andd off home . I send him t the busstop andd he went home . Reached home , websms , chat with Ice Earlier on andd then CLOUD . wishing KecikAstro , Happy andd Lastlong with his Gf. hehs ;D as well as mine too !(: hehs ;D Leading t happy life . Cutting my Hair , soon ! Rebond + concave (: hehs ;D Okayy , till here , update soon (: Takecare.

Hellohello ! Baby just wokeup ad 5pluspm . Wow ! Betol2 perh tdo kan , kan , kan ?
Mestiy uhs , COME BACK ad 930am . Wow ! Dhat was so th ' ferst time I could tahan my STUPID mata , Open BIGBIG ! ;D Lol . Okay , now , Websms - ing with my CRUSH !
hahaha . He was so sweet , He ad his friends ' marriage andd I 'm ad home . I 'm too tired .
If he doesnt got any plan , mostly , he will meet me ad my place I guess . hehs ;D He was so sweet uhs seyy ! I dun noe why I into him so much . Whenever , he walked pass me , I was like ,
Ohh MUM ! Why my heart beat so FAST like never before ? Why cant I just look ad other places when I saw him ? Why must my EYES looking ad him ? Andd I never talked t him until Yesterday ad th ' bartender . Wow ! He was like , I fall for him meh ? No uhs , I 'm not ready .
Lek , chill , t early t fall in love andd being attached . We 're getting t know eachother more (:
Was it real love ? I 've met him ad Yishun , but I never realized . He told me , he wanted my number on dhat day , but tarq thurn out , cause I got hal andd he asked his friend , his friend dun haff my numb . Afterall , we met ad Zirca , I was dancing , He look ad me . I met him outside Zirca , we just SMILE t eachother andd Once again , I met him ad Maya CLUB . Th ' ferst day , we talked t eachother . hehs ;D Pandai otak dyea ! Like ask me , attached kerh tarq , namerh siaperh nih semuer . CUTE keper ? hehs ;D then , mintak number .
I was drunk yesterday . He took care of me . We went out for awhile , andd sat ad th ' nearest t Stamford Raffles andd We smoke (: we chit - chat andd I hadd fun . He was so gentlemen uhs seyy ! I swear . hehs ;D Afterall , I went inside , I dance , but he doesnt even dance . He look ad me dancing only . Baleq . He meet me ad 7-eleven . andd we went home by BUS 961 . Time flies so fast . Seriously . I was so shocked . Is this REAL LOVE ? Some one , tell me (:

Update soon okay ? Tc .

Today kan , Baby Happy sungguh ! Sumpah ~ hehs ;D I met up with th ' guy yang I had a crush on ZIRCA day seyy ! He was ad Maya today . I was so shocked . My heart , beats so fast . Never did I expect seyy . Andd I also never expect dhat Eventually , we exchanged number after talking ad th ' bartender while I andd him , was Drinking . He take good care of me , while I was damn fcuking drunk . I went home with him taking bus , 961 . We chit - chat andd I really hadd fun . Until then , we close our eyes , andd went t lala land . He doesnt , I alone . hehs ;D I slept ad his shoulder until I ter-sleep ad his lap ! hehs ;D Reached woodlands , we slacked andd keep talking , hearing music . Great uhs ! I never knew seriously . Now , I reached home , I 'm websmsing with him as my prepaid low . He told me , he wanted my number , since th ' day ad Yishun dhat was our ferst time met . Till we met ad , Zirca thru maya now ! hahaha .
Okay , update soon (:

Ferst of all , Would like t say dhat , Pictures will be uploaded soon once received by dhis ONE CUTE GUY dhat is : AchikDOTDOT !(: hahahaa .

Okayy , Today , I never sleep . Last webbcam andd chatting was with Ahboy (: He accompany me while I get ready t school . ad 805am , Mum sent me off t th ' busstop as I 'm off t school .
Till then , I went t sch alone . Ad 9am sharp , I reached school and waited for my time t meet up my dearest PRINCIPAL ; Mrs Kok . She was so sweeet ! (: Yohhhh . Okayy , then I read t her one of dhis Letter . She gave me th ' booklist andd She brought me two books for myself .
She really wants th' best in me . I felt so lucky as I wasnt like th ' rest of th' student haff t come t school and stay all day long (: WOOOOW ! She is a caring and understanding Principal .

Okay , Afterall , I got homework t finished up . I went home andd wait for Achik and Kid as they accompany me t COMPASS POINT t buy some sch stuff for myself . I went andd met new peeps . Which is Syuk , Ina Tora andd lots uhs . They seems t be friendly .
Ad around 710pm , I off as I wanted t catch a MOVIE ad Yishun with My God - brother .
He missh me andd I missh him too ! (: hahaha . We watched 2012 , as I 've planned once t watch it with my exBoyfee , which doesnt thurns out t be ):
hahaha ! nevermind .

But I 'm looking forward t watch Twilight . Same goes t dhis MOVIE , thought of watching with him . But nevermind (: hehs ;D Okayy , so . eventually , leading a Happy life .
Friends surrounding .
Clubbing tmr , Schooling somemore . Ohh damn ! Must be tiring for me . Whart i Care ? hahha ! okayy , update school .

I got alort of homework t be done (:

Its been a long time since I din online andd update my blog . I 've been busy lately .

Hmmms . Life is so great . I dun feel like being attached or needed a guy .

Clubbing is whart I 've been doing since th' brokeup . Missh him ? No uhs .

I never knew whyy . Eventually , I 'm only taken aback by th ' brokeup andd felt abashed with his words talking about th' history between us . Till then , I 'm happy now .

I just wish he could SHUT his MOUTH up ! Cause , his Words isnt needed ! (:

andd I 'm back in school andd DAD is BACK !(:

OHHHHHH ! DAD ! MISSH YOU DAMN MUCH SIAAAAA ~

andd finally I 'M close to my FAMILY now ! andd Busy with School stuff ! (:

Ohhhhh ! after a Brokeup between me andd Cloud . I was Like , Ohhh Lazy t Find Boys uhs .

But afterall , When I think bacqq , I can be in relationship but it wasnt SIMPLE . Mawu ENJOY japp uhs . I 'm close t Joe currently .

Hmmms . I andd Him nothing . He take good care of me andd He understands me alort too .

I 'm now busy slacking with them , andd CLUBBING / DRINKING ad Night ! Wow ! (:

Poooopssss my Life . I really Enjoy ! I hadd fun ad MAYA on thursday Night .

Met up with Dice Lakko , Aan Lakko , Iikiy Lakko , Blossom , Joe , Remy Angkong , Areya , Hanis , Faazchine , Nadt , MyraDarling andd Some of th ' peeps dhat I know . I love dancing With Iikiy . He pops my DAY ! (: I hadd fun with them . Tmr , I couldnt wait siaaaa !

HAHAHA ! With Areya andd th ' boys ! (: Joe andd Ice , told me t take good care of myself . andd promiseh , anything t call them up . I wouldnt make them worried about me obviously .

Okayyy ! That Night was so fun !(:

Okayyy , Update Sooon ! (:

ps : I 'm busy with my stuff so lately , i din update andd even Online (:

So anithin , Beep my PHONE !(:

- I missh AchikDotdot andd NaniiBabyBonchet !

HEYYY ! childhood friend . Wanna wish You ,

" Happy Birthday tawuu ! "

May your wishes come thru doh ~

Takecare of yourself .

Hope you change for th ' better .

Takecare (:

Things is quite different now . I felt so fishy around with him . I dunnoe whyy .
I trusted him , but then , whyy must he wanna come dhis to an end ?
He said , We just cant make it thru in relationship . This is all th ' phart andd parcel of life andd we haff to go thru . Whart is the meaning of Life , if there isnt any ups andd downs .
I never wish to OverProtective towards him . I love him . Yes , Somehowh , He thought ,
with all my reactions brings to , Worst andd there isnt any trust .
But , He get it wrong . I love him .
But whart was his motive ? He missh th ' times , we hadd together as a close friends .
He found th ' happiness there .
Lovestory in Friends andd Lovestory in RELATIONSHIP , is totally different .
I could give andd take with him . I could make him , Happy like I used to .
But he also , needs to play apart of it . I 'm hurt , I really do .
I just dunnoe howh shud I express more .
He means alort to me . I trusted him , with his words ,
I trusted him with whartever he did . I gave him th ' chances to change andd I also needs him to know dhat I really wish People would change Thoughts of him .
I tried to be strong . To face it . To endure every single things dhat people said .
I wanna prove them wrong . Whyy , cant he play apart ?
Whyy must all dhis happens ? I wanna make his SMILE once again .
Th ' moments , he embrace me full of his LOVE which I could feel . Was it all , thurns out to be just a Memories which Never be repeat once again ? He never knew th ' love , th ' sacrifices I 've made for him . Th ' moment where everyone , were so shocked andd pestered me to breakup .
I dun need th ' solution . I swear , I know , He can changed .
In order , he wanna it to be . I really needs him . Th ' sweetest moments , when he was eventually there for me , when I need him . Th ' moments , we shared alort of things , stories , make me sleep before he did . Kiss my FOREHEAD in order to say " Baby , Sleep ! Your in my security " I felt so , peace with him . I felt things were so sweet like before .
Th ' ferst month . Th ' times , we treasured . I hope , he would think thru all of it .
All th ' moments we hadd . Th ' times , we shared .
Th ' ups andd downs . Th ' quarrels , is phart andd parcel of relationship . Quarrelling is better . Its whart I heard . To many test . Its us . We make it thru .
If I could , Whyy cant he ? Must he gave up ? Just like dhat ?
Wakeup Sayang ! You 're to stressup andd I know , there 's something going on somewhere .
Its a matter of time to tell about it .
God knows well .
But whartever it is , Yup . I love you alort .
You just think thru all those moments we hadd .
The times , th ' smile andd laughter we shared .
Just think thru .

always said I would know where to find love ,
always thought I was so strong enuff , andd be ready .
But sometimes , I feels like i could give up .
But you came , changed my world now .
I 'm somewhere , I never seen before , Now , I realized wharts th ' meaning of love .

In my heart , my mind , its so clear now .
Hold your hands you gort nothing to fear .
I was lost andd I tried to rescued .
I completely , In love with you .

When I think of whart I haff ,
andd dhis chance is completely nearly lost .
I broke down andd tears roll down my cheeks !

Now ad Bf house . Hmmms . He is getting ready to Joe 's bfdae party andd I 'm on my way to my grandma house . Ohhh ! I missh granny . Now , I felt so lonely , bf doesnt always spent his time for me but yet , I understand , He must be with his boys sometimes (:
adleast , we meet up andd just now , we slept from 730am , till 2pm andd wokeup .
I cooked andd we watch twilight ! hahahahah .

He tried to find time for me , i guess . but somehow , Nevermind .
His busy , doesnt mean I can flirt .
I love him . Okehhh , Blog soon .

Takecare ayee ?

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