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Happy birthday One less lonely Boy ! ((:

IMYSM !

Meet up ad Downtown tmr .

Ohh ! 29th Dec , off to meet Notorious Kyd ad Juronq last cabin off to Buqis as what we plan the niqht before (: lol . Okehh , so we went off to Buqis , ad around 6 plus was our meet up time uhs . Met her , talk andd talk . Reached buqis ad around 710pm , if I 'm nt wronq . We planned to catch up for dinner andd we 're off to Dinner uhs ad behind Buqis Junction. Till then , after eatinq , ad around 8 plus we went to buqis Street ! hahaha . While eatinq , we talked about what happen on Last thursday when I went drunk like hell which falls on my bad day uhs ! lol .
Till then , I slacked her , I hadd fun with her uhs . The funniest part was ,

" Adeq ! kakak , want qo cotton on sey ! ahsal tarqde seyy ? "

hahah . Then I told her , wait I call mummy ask mummy uhs . I asked mummy ,

" Mummy , cotton on phart Buqis phat ne ? "
I thouqht she was talkinq about the ILUMA tawu , check2 , buqis junction tinqkat duerh .
We walked andd walked tau . Went to This fashion andd Stuff , but I just couldnt find what I wanna wear . Lastly ! the funniest phart , we tried to qo to the 2nd storey to check it out.
It was ad around 9 plus . Cotton on , almost closinq . I was lauqhing like hell . When I shout ,
" KAKAK ! COTTON ON ! " She was so happy but It thurns out to be a rushinq time for us uhs ! then , I like rushinq , pick anytinq uhs . then I saw dhis one dress , so I brouqht it when She told me dhat She also qot one uhs . So , we paid up andd went off to Buqis Junction.
Thouqht of buyinq shoe . In the end , We forqet about it , andd walked towards one of dhis shop uhs ! She wanted to buy two . Then we checked left , 14 bucks but one piece 10 bucks , she wanted to buy two . So , BOPIANG kan ? We rush uhs , to POSB ! We walked , rushinq . Kanchiaonnng ! hehs :D the best phart when we return the shop still open . hehs :D
After all , we waited for the bus , 197 as we planned to slacked ad Eastcoast uhs .
I never expected dhat It would be fun . Before that , we qot no plan , we thouqht qoing Karaoke , ad Grandlink , but we chanqed our minds andd continue to our destination andd we reached parkway parade . Walked to 7 - 11 , buy Biq qulp andd one of this Ferrero rondroin eh ? Somethinq like dhat uhs ! lol . Then , we 're walked towards Macdonald andd slacked there . While on our way ! hahahhaa . We saw 4 doqs . Both scared uhs . Tapie aku step heroin !
Lol . Then She asked " kalau dierh kerja kiterh amciam ? kakak , masuk dalam air . "
then I said , tarqpe uhs , masuk ajee . Kiterh dar standby baju (: hahaha !
till then , she wanted to tell me , about her experience about doqs uhs . Skalie , while she wanna tell me , qot bike , Skalie she thouqht dhat the doq behind , padahal , Bicycle uhs !
So I shout , " kakaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak ! "
then I pulled her . Terselah her Mukerh mciam tarq leh carry punye mukerh tau ! She shout adeq back ! Then I said , Bicycle , She thouqht Doq runninq towards us . We lauqh andd lauqh until We sat ad dhis one place andd while chattinq about 1 hour plus , we bumped into Iikiy andd Dice all uhs . Cause its Dice 's birthday , So I wish andd Huq him . Talk andd talk .

we 're off to Macdonald andd We hadd our supper . Talked talked talked . Suddenly kakak said , She wanna cabbed down to Woodlands to meet up Abanq Wan , So I follow uhs (:
then we picked him up andd off to Woodlands Checkpoint andd they sent me home (:
Howh sweet of them . But I really am happy (: Seriously .

Thanks for cheerinq me up love . Hope to meet you aqain !
Lastly , I LOVE THE WINNIE THE POOH BEAR ! (: So , sweeet !
Kakak , play dhat stuff andd in the end , qet . Ferst try seyy !
Lol. I 'm happy to haff her by my side (:

tarqde maksudnya , nihh semuerh . Sumpah ! i know , i 've trouble you . Forqive me .

Now , I swear , I wanna be alone . I wanna stay home andd just be quiet . I wanna kidnapped myself .. I never thouqh dhat dhis will happen . Now , I realized no used of haffinq friends surroundinq me . No one even care . No one even understand howh I feel.

They know , they qot prob come searchinq for me . Whart the hell ! I quess , I wanna back off .

GOOD BYE ! MONSTER FAMILIA andd EVERYONE ! I just wanna pull throuqh on my own .

I 'm too fcukinq hurt now . I couldnt stop breakinq down .

I swear . Its hurtinq me .

WHY MUST WHEN YOU GERLS GOT PROB , THEN SEARCH FOR ME ?

WHENEVER I 'M DOWN , HAFF YOU GERLS EVER CARE ?

HAFF YOU GERLS REALIZED I 'M IN PAIN NOW ?

NO ONE ! NO ONE ! NO ONE !

Piker ako boneka paa ? ako bukan . ako senyap . Just because I was to be told to do so .

I never thouqht dhat dhis will happen .

So , now ! I will qet a life . andd stop searchinq for me .

I qot to leave you gerls .

I 'm sorry .

Hey there earthlings ! EyyaSeraphiel here . pinjam blog babyputeriy adekkush . heeeee ! omg , im so happy that i managed to pull through my surgery . My last surgery that is , now im 100% healthy . no more surgery to go ! yeapah ! happy siol . facing death was the most painful and scariest thing ever . but i was given a chance to live my life once again . ;D

Many thks to BabyPuteriyKecykMonster for her support and concern for me . Hearing her cry makes me strong to pull through at least i know she wants my presence . ADEK , im still here ok ? To understand you and hear your whines to me . Dont worry . Maseh blh lepak umah kakak ok ? I missh mummy . ;D tarqperh2 , one day i come down . ;D okayy .

so i just got discharged from hospital . really was a bad experience , i dont wish to elaborate here . but im happy that im now safe and sound . no more surgeries to go ! weeeee ! ;D Thks to my bf , Fyq Gyler , who is now at hongkong wyth his family . thks to hym dat i didnt cancel the surgery . He gave me the support and all . thks alot bby . Please take good care of urself at hk . tmr u coming home right ? ;D i'll wait for ur return . . ;D I love you so much bby . . and bby , i pulled through the surgery . coz you gave me the support . ;D i miss you truckloads ! argh ! lol .

And adeq , thks yea kasi aqu luahkan niey smuerh phart blog kaw . heeee ! syg kaw many2 .
Takot jgk kaw ehy ilang aqu ! haahs ! da , im here now always and forever . ;D ILY bby . sorry aqu upload gmbr niey . hahas . sweet memories ! heh . drunkard face !

Its kinda a Bad Day for me Yesterday in the CLUB andd Outside the Club ! I was drunk like hell andd even I was like so FCUKING clumsy . I never knew all this thinqs dhat happen to me . Its kind of hard for me . Errrr , To many Stuff . Nini Nonet ; my babyqerl , come to fetch me ad home andd we went there . We took bus 961 andd half way throuqh , I thouqht of qoinq to Toilet so I tell Nini , We drop Somewhere uhs . Half way throuqh , we drop andd I didnt realized dhat My ezlink went Missinq in the BUS ! Wow ~ I quickly took cab andd followed the bus .
Halfway throuqh , I stop andd open the door , Andd I went to the bus andd said , I wanna check my Ezlink . It was so lucky of me (: hehs :D andd Now , we 're off to Maya Club . Met peeps andd lastly , I went rabak siaqq ~ I swear I drunk Until My phone drop in the River andd i lost my key afterall , i quarrel with ICE . haishhhh . I cried like hell .
dun wish to elaborate more .

off to somewhere andd went home with ICE ad 530pm took bike .
now , otf with adeq . i gt new hp (:

Currently Listening to ; Keep You much Longer - Akon :D

Alright , I just wokeup andd went to buy cigarette under the void - deck andd now , I 'm still stucked ad home cause I 'm abit tired this few days didnt take good care of my Health .
Right now , I 'm texting with " M I C K E Y " . hahahahhaha !
I 've told him . To stop all his NONSENSE . He langgar - langgar seyy his Probhation . Aperdaaaah ! Haishh . Kecoh uhs dierh tuhhh .
He said , He will listen to me . ( Boleh percaya paa ? hehs :D check- check mciam paham deh )

Okayy , now . I 'm bored . Stress . perplexed sehh .
Chatting with Eyya Seraphiel to let out howh I feel about myself , my love life .
Now , I guess , I 'm off to bed once again .
Tmr , aderh celebration ! Cant wait .
Monster - Monster ku ! Bertemu esoqqqq ! (:
I love You people .

hey , im F Y Q G Y L E R update baby blogs for today .!. kinda sleepy here , but nvemind syg kat EYYA nyer psal ! haha =)

I FALL in lOVE wITH EYYA SEY !!!

B , when de 1st we met n spend tyme together i fell lyke mcm bedek gytu dat we together . is dat lyke im dreaming . bout when ue talk bout ue dat fall for me , i fell very2 shoke , until i cant say a word in my mind. when we having fun together , i see ur smile . i fell my love to ue is increasing . in my heart saying dat , can i love ue ! i scared dat all my felling to ue is not serious n scared dat ue anggap me as ur friend not more . but when ue citekan ur story bout ue tersungkor seeing me , my mind is lyke rojak . =) i said to myself , were ue looking at me all de tyme . from dat tyme i caught ur felling for me . n we are having together , nite until dawn we were laughing all de way . i never fell tired lepak wif ue . when i send ue home tyme , i fell sad n miss ue . even we together nite until dawn , i still miss ue n ur smile ! to be frank , i have fall in love with ue !! my heart is just for ue .. n now we are together to make love n move on with our relationship .. i ProMIse ue , i will love ue until de end of my lyfe .. n i promise to mysel , ur de last gerl dat i want .. there is no after ue ! ue are my only love .. there is no someone else .. to be frank again . to me ur are de cutest n nice gerl dat i have ever met !! from now on , ur are loved by F Y Q G I L E R !!! we will last long , ever n ever .. nobody can seperate ue apart .. if ue all do so , things never work .. cause i had give all my love to EYYASERAPHIEL !! bby , all dat we been true together , i will make dis a memories for us .. happy , sad , angry , we must go through together .. i promise dat , even if someone make us to break apart , i will wait for ue to come bck to my heart .. i PROMISE with my full of heart !! b , promise me dat ue will never leave me alone !! cause i love ue with full of my heart !!! promise me kaey b !! i will remeber our promise dat we have done !! pliss dont break ur promise n break my promise !! okaey eyya ??

is de end for today !! i will love ue eyya seraphiel hunniey for ever n ever !!

19/12/2009 we met on de riverside at BOAT QUEY !!!

I LOVE UE SAYANG !!!!

its bothering me . I 'm perplexed . I 'm in love with you but I just dunnoe howh , why does it happens andd why does it thurns out to be in this way ? I take it seriously But i dunnoe why .
I 'm hurt now . it was his choice . Yup , if we found someone new , one will haff to let go eachother .
so now , he made his choice of leaving me .
Last msg received from HIM .

" Gdnite.Um.Btw.U can go bck to ur ex.Gd bye yeaa? "

I 'm speechless . I dunnoe what to epli to his Last msg . Maybe he found someone new .
I have to respect his decision . My heart is burning inside . I feel like crying .
was it meant to be in this way ? He gave me alot of courage and hope .
He told me to come back to continue my education with his hope / courage brings me up .
But now , I 'm confused . I felt so hurt. Can I make it ?

Now , I realized that , I love him . Now I realized that , I shouldnt have went so far .
Now , I realized that , I shouldnt be in love again . FEELINGLESS AS EVER .

Everyone is having a fun time with their indiviual Partner left me alone , with this misery .
I dunnoe . Now , the only thing in my mind , I need him . i missh him .
If we 're meant to be together . We are meant too ! So , I guess . Silence is what I should do now. The only thing .
I regret what I did in the past . I regret every single thing .

p/s : God . help me . I cant do this alone . with this shits / miserable lovelife .

Earthlings !
Sweeeeeeeeeeeet kan dhorang ?
hahahahaha ! sorry kakak , adeq churik pic !
lol .
I really am happy to see kakak sedaraku ; EyyaSeraphiel with FyqqGilerh !
They understand me alot andd I dont see that they quarrel all this while .
Its great , hoping that they will understand eachother andd value eachother in the future .

I wanted to wish you both to LastLonger (:
I 'm glad that , eventhough I 'm still lonely , but they both gave me courage and Hope to live life to the fullest .
Soon , Fyqq is going to Hongkong which hadd been told a few days back from Kakak Eyya .

Fyqq : Baby narq bilang Fyqq , dun you worry . I will make kakak happy without you presence by her side for the moment . I 'm sure she gonna missh you badly but I will accompany her throughout Your absence okayy ?
andd Lastly I wanted to tell You .
take good care of her tao . She 's a nice gerl . Dun hurt her . dun waste the chances that been given towards you .
She isnt like other gerls , you think she is .
alright ?

Eyya Seraphiel : Ohhh kakakku (: hahahaha ! Alright , I wanted to tell You dhis , dhat I will support You all the way . I will make you happy for the rest of your life . I 'll treasure You well andd I will be by your side , Whenever Fyqq is out to Hongkong .
Dun you worry . andd I wanna thanked You for making me happy okeyy ?
You're the FCUKING NO 1 BEST ! (:

For the both of You : value eachother , trust andd Lastlong tao . I 'm happy to see the both of You together . I will stand up for both of Your rights while You both in this Journey .
Fyqq , baby dun care about your past . I only need one thing from You , prove it everyone including Your EX ! dhat You wasnt the BOY who they Used to know .
You changed . I dun wish to see one tears drop from Eyya Cheek , if I do ,
You will get it from me.
Hurting her , Your my FOOD !
understand ?

Okayy , I 'll update soon (: Tc love .

I just simply dunnoe why I couldnt close my eyes . Something bothering me ,
which eventually hurts me alot . Am I lying with the feelings I 'm going through ?
I dun wanna get hurt nimore . Errr , I ' m confused . Perplexed with everything .
I was taken aback by the brokeup , andd its hard for me to fall in love with anyone .
I 'm perplexed with the choices , I dunnoe what I want .
Is he the one I wanna be with once again ? or was this another guy , who eventually could open up my mummy 's heart ? I viewed alot of people blogger andd its kinda hurt . Most of it , was ATTACHED andd somehowh , Its kinda hard for me .
Yet , Now . I 'm all alone , felt so feelingless . Someone hadd eventually open up Eyya 's heart andd She 's happie with him . Yet , I 'm all alone . Felt as though, NO ONE CARES . the one who eventually tried to earn my heart , doesnt manage too !

howh i wanna be with them ? Explaination plish ? Haishhh ! But I really wanna say millions of apology to you boys ! I dun mean to hurt anyone right here . Its kinda hard for me .
I dun wanna be with the person who eventually loves me , but I never felt the same way .
I dun wish to play STUPID feelings towards You Boys ! Sorry .
I 'm sick andd tired . I dun wanna lie to myself nimore , falling in love with the person , I dun even wanna fall for . I 'm really am Sorry . Forqive me plish !

Now , I 'm just waiting for the right time , Who gonna earn my heart . Proving to me , Howh much he loves me . I feel like being a BIO - SEXUAL ! No , I cant . It never gonna happen in my life . I dun wish toooo !

Ohh , update soon okayy ? I'm too speechless . I dunnoe what else to say .

p/s : plish ! help me . I wanna sleep .

Hey earthlings , Eyya Seraphiel Hunniey here updating in my dearest smallsister , BabyPuteriy's blog . ;D adeq aqu kemaruk bacerh buku sampai blog pon aqu yg update . taqperh2 . okayy , see that picture up there . it was before going to maya club . ;D heee ! like twins right ? i know . many said that . ohh well , but we're not twins k ? kakak and adeq okayy ? hmms . things i'm gonna say . baby's been a great company to me . she's been here wyth me throughout evrything . ups and downs . we take good care of each other . i love her company . and omg , we can be the craziest of the craziest sisters ! hope people can bare wyth us ehy ? haha ! well , she's been a nice girl . always ready to stand up for my rights . and make me have hopes again when i fall flat to the ground .

Baby , i dont really have much to say about u here . but you know i always have alot of things to say to you .

Dearest younger sister , though we've never been really close before , but i hope that we'll be together forever and ever . As so you know , i'm always here for you . Never have i turned my back to you . Even if you tested me to my worst patience ever , i will never ever lay my hands on you . I want the best for you . I dont want you to feel down or anything . Coz you are never alone and will never be alone . I'm shure . My dear , forget ur past and kiss the future ayte ? Promise me , that you'll be studying properly . Future is bright ahead for you . Since you got a chance to be back in school , please i want you to make me , mummy , papa and abg proud okay ? We put high hopes on you . If you have any difficulties , come to me first . I can render help whenever you need me . ;D Baby , you are the only hope , the youngest in the family . Please let mummy and family feel proud and happy . though you're facing problems even now , promise me it'll never affect you and ur studies .

Darls , LOVE is a matter of tyme . Let it come on its own . You now need ur family , and education on highest priority and enjoy life wyth ur friends . About LOVE , i dont want it later to affect you or ur studies . ok ? I dont want my lil sister to be hurt . for you , i will never think twice of hurting somebody who hurts you . Though one day , if i were to move on in my LOVE life , i'm still here and u're still my priority . I'll never let any guy separate us . Dear , promise me ok ? get things done for the better in your life . lastly baby , kakak will always love you and support you in whatever you decide in life . Anything goes wrong , im just a text / call away . ;D remember that ayte . ? ILY my sister . I know you love too kan kan kan ? adeq bradeq biol doh ! Eyya Seraphiel , tarq pakai paa ? haha ! lol ! okayy . till here peeps , dont ever think of hurting my babysis ayte.

Okay earthlings , EyyaSeraphielHunniey signing off ! ILY BabyPuteriy .

i want this 060609 , to be back once again . I 'm confused with my lovelife .
I need him . He knew howh to take good care of my heart . With all the ups and downs we went through , He never fails to take good care of me . he OBEY all the rules and regulations for me and him . would you be mine once again ? i kept silence over all this while trying to hide this feelings . No one can tear us apart . Dice , thanks for being there . He earn my heart . You gave me hope andd courage to carry on with this life .
You gave me the things I need . The loves . care . concern .

The memories had been flashback since the last time i saw you , iikiy ! )":
I wish You would understand howh i feel . will you be mine once again ?
I knew , I ;ve made a mistake of leaving you . hurting you without me realizing that you love me so much . Why must we talk things out after the broke up ? Its fcuking to late for me . andd for me to regret of the breakup . You moveon , so am i .
I tried to make things right .
But you still wouldnt come back . so , i let it be .
But still , we did hadd some fun in the club . You take good care of me eventhough You're attached andd Your gerl is in the club . But You doesnt even care a single bit of her . Yet , he saved me from that guy . Thanks alot ! I never expect ! thanks love .

if in the future , we 're meant to come back , I 'll surely accept you .
andd appreciate you well .
Let just see the miracles aites ?
I pour alot of tears this few days , thinking of you .
BABY MISSSH YOU !

THIS GONNA BE LONG POST FOR THIS GERL UP HERE !
I DUN CARE UHS , KAO MALO KERH APERH.
ISHHHHK ~
AKO TERKEJOT NAN POMPAN OBSSESSED MCIAM KAO !
LOL . KATERH TARQ HERAN , TARQ GUNAKAN SIHH FYQ TUH ,
KNAPERH LAGIE KAO NARQ NAN DIERH ?
TARQDE SENSE .
OHHH YAAAA !
KAO SAKET DIERH . LUPA UHS ! KESIAANYAA ! TARQ SANGKE EHHH !
ISHHHISSSH !

FYQ , AHSAL TINGGAL KAN DIERH , CHIAAANYE DIERH !
AHSAL MUKERH DIERH PECAH EH ? KERH DIERH BAWA DAR LONGGAR RABAK ?
ISSSHISHHH ! KESIIANYE DIERH !
COME MEHH , NAN EYYA !
EYYA TRY MAKEOVERKAN ?
BOLEHH PAA ? ISHHH ! CONFERM FYQQ MUNTAH ~
LOL .

THIS IS ALL THE POST AT HER BLOG ! (:
READ THROUGH BABYGERLS KU ! HAHAHAHA .

( but dat gurl fall in love wiif eu so juz go on krg pon p club same2 smua kn so yeah , im goin att soon n get a new life too ... )
- GOOD SEHHH ! DAR NARQ ATTACHED ! BAGUS UHS , TARQ KACAO HIDOP ORANG , ANDD LABEL AS POMPAN OBSSESSED ! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA . MEMANG DHORANG NAEQ CLUB TOGETHER - GETHER NAPERH ? JEOLOUS PAAA ?
NARQ JOIN ? TAPIE TARQDE GAP PHAT TENGAH UNTUK KAO UHS .
IKOT KITERH JADIE STALKER , BOLEH PAAAAA ?! LOLLLLLLL.

( wahahahahahahahahaha !!
knpek aku ktwe ? nk taw asl ?
psl konek die dlt aku kt msn lh sei :)
wahahahahahahahahahaha !!!
thank eu 4 de info bbygurl :)
syg krg byk2 dri yg laen :)
okay lh ku tknk ckp nama tpi tkmu terse jek kay :)
dis ladys add ku kt tagged den die add ku kt msn
tpi aku taw yg die nie suke sumone okay aku tk amek taw n heran pon :)
so smlm aku on9 die off9 den mlm ku on9 agy die da dlt aku :)
bile bbygurl ku blg aku yg PM tagged die n ex ku same , so satu jek aku blg bbygurl aku smua , "APE AKU HERAN SIAL PMPN TU SUKE EX KU ? LYK I CARE ONLY WIIF DAT MF ' wahahahahahahahaa !!!!!!!! tpi sumpah ah pmpn bdh fall in love dng jtn mcm DIe , eu noe i noe kay bbygurl n ex2 die :) okay lh sakit prot ku dri tdy ktwe psl nie hal :) slalu aku akn ngis nie tk :) wahahahaha ! okay wateva lh kn3 ? aku tk ape heran lh gurl :) tpi kn tkpek2 , eu noe i noe bbygurl :) 21 dec meet we talk many2 about dis hal :) cmfn best ! wahahahahaha ! okay lh dun talk abput dis two prson tk gne :D )

- KAO TAO KERH ? YANG EYYA NIHH TARQ BERGUNA ? KALAO TARQ , NAPERH SIHH FYQQ GILERHGILERH KAN DIERH ? SEDIH KAN DIERH TARQ NARQ ACCEPT KAO BALEQ . ISHHHH ! NAMPAK SAH , KAO HEARTBROKEN , PHASAL TUH LA , KAO BOBAL PHASAL DHORANG . NIWAYY , KHORANG TARQDE LIFE UHS NARQ BOBAL BOBAL PHASAL CERITA CINTA ORANG ! ISHHHH ! KALAO FYQQ TARQ BERGUNA , AHSAL OBSSESSED ? SAKET DIERH EHH ? ALAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALAAAAAAAAAAA !
CIANNYE ! HAHA ! CFM BEST , PHASAL RAMAI ORANG NARQ FYQQ NAN EYYA !
EEE ! I SAYANG YOU SANGAT SANGAT ! NO WORRIES , ADEQ I PON ACCEPT U !

( hey !
juz get info again :D
fyq da jmp jge lh org yg syg die
im not jeles at all n upset :D
i hup eu will last long wiif eyya :D
klu krg lm mataer pon i really hup eu guys wiil b :D
last lng kay :D
info i get all dri ur bbygurl n kwn krg juge :D
hapi MATAER !
n last long :D )

- TERIMA KASIH BANYAK BANYAK OKE ? I WILL LASTLONG ! DUN WORRY !
TENGOKUHS SEJAUH MANERH OK ? ANDD BTW , ERRRR ! BABYGERL I BILANG U ?
SAPERH SEYYY ? TARQPE LAAA , BAGUS JUGAK !
JADIE INFO DTG PHAT POMPAN OBSSESSED MCIAM KAO !
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! COME ON , HE FCUKED YOU , BUT COVER THE FACE !
KESIAANNNNKANNN ! PERGIY PAKAI APERH TUH NAMERH DIERH ?
ALLLAAAA , YANG KASI WANGI PEPEK ?
NARQ , AKO INTRO KAN KAO ?

HAHAHA !
DAR UHS , POMPAN KAO TARQDE LIFE UHS ! ATTACHED UHS KAO ! LASTLONG TAO
OK ? SYGGGGG KAOOOOO ! KALAO BOLEH AKO NARQ SIMPAN KAO KAT RUMAH AKO , JADIE MAID AKO , BOLEH ? AKO DAR KEKURANGAN MAID UHS ! MUKA KAO PON MCIAM MINAH MINAH INDON ! BOLEH UHS ?
GIGI KASI STRAIGHT EHHH ? TERIMA KASIH .

EARTHLINGS , I LOVE YOU PEOPLE !
TAKECARE . TARQ PUAS HATI , KITERH JUMPERH ? OK ?
SETTLE THINGS !
MAO LANGGAR WIRE , JANGAN LA , SALAH ORANG !

Ohhh , ADEQ NINI TICKLE D MONSTER (:

I 've read through Your blogpost Recently . Okayy , Yup . I also missh the memories we people hadd fun , get drunk . Clubbing andd Stuff . We 've used to promiseh NOT TO LEAVE ANY SINGLE ONE OF OUR BABYGERLS . andd Go through all the UPS AND DOWNS together .

As what Today , We 're drifting apart , I realized . But We 're gonna get back together asap .

As soon as , Cheha , NOT BUSY andd You too ! (: Okeee ? Coz I andd Kakak , wouldnt be BUSY but I guess , Kakak will ABIT uhs . hahahaa !

Okayyy , we 're gonna MEET THIS THURSDAY ad MAYA CLUB ! To celebrate NINI STUFF . As she PASSED her N-LEVEL(: Okayy , done ! Update soon ~

Dengar eyy !
Saperh saperh Yang bobal phasal kakak Sedara aku ; Eyya Seraphiel !
Kao dgr tao . Ako cakap satoh benda ajee !
BUTO / PUKI SAMERH KORANG !

Ehhh , I guess You people Tarqde LIFE ! kakak ako kacao khorang paa ?
tarqde perh . Stakat phasal satuh BUTO ! Mepek siak .
Tarqde Salahnya , kalao dierh narq pergiy nan FyqqGILERH Oke ?
Yes , they are in love / without in a relationship .
They wanna know eachother more .
Ehh , COME ON uhs ! People will change . Dun expect dhat This will continue on throughout his LIFE future Ahead kan ?! andd Lagie sato , ahsal Obssessed sangat ?

Common , kao dar BREAK siol nan FyqqGilerh ! Skrg , FyqqGilerh dar move on , kao uhs move on . Skrg , ako narq kao delete blog kao Yang phasal EYYA SERAPHIEL andd ako Pon narq kao tutup kao perh MULOT ! Kao dar langgar wire kiterh ! Palapuki perh pompan ~

Kao , tunggu ajee uhs . Ako dar cakap ako boleh baeq nan kao . Tapie to bad , Nihh kakak sedara ako . Kao dar buruk kan namerh dierh Yang sebenarnye dierh tarq bersalah
Satu ajee Ako cakap nan kao . Bear that in MIND !

TOLONG JANGAN JADIE BUTO MISKIN ! BOLEH PAAA ? FAVOUR .

Maya CLUB Yesterday (:

I saw one of this BOTAK Hair andd dhat was ; CLOUD ! Haha .
He was there too . I was drunk like hell . Enjoying my life with my gerls .
But EyyaSeraphiel , went somewhere with FyqGilerh andd i ' m all alone .
With Nora Dice and Bey .
Yesterday , I was like very the WOW ! Its unexpected dhat three person asked my numb .
But NO ONE , i DIDNT give anyone .
Lol. andd Yet , I 'm just enjoying myself .
Now , I want to continue Eating .
I will update Soon (: oke ?

Takecare .

Labels: its a LIE that I'm attached (:

Right now this GUY above * ICE *

He 's at chalet since Yesterday .

Hmms.

I missh him deh .

Okeh , he did text me . Asking what I 'm doing andd My whereabouts.

Issshk ! Actually , I 'm just bored so I post about everyone who I missh andd LOVE (:

LOL. Okayy , Now , currently , We did spent some time together with Eachother but

he really am enjoying his LIFE .

maklum uhs , darh BUKAK TAGGING perh -.-

Okayy , we meet up again okay syqq ?

` The guy who LIVES two BLOCKS away ; - / akudimilikkinya(:

This GUY above * P A P A ku *

His my Dad . I missh him .

come back soon , would You ?

I cant tolerate all this nonsense ad home nimore .

Niway , hoping you wouldnt create anymore trouble once your out .

Feel the regret that Your going through all this while .

andd The times we family hadd fun .

I missh those memories.

Once , Your out ; 7 MONTHS more .

Plish , I really wanna plead You !

- Papa , change for the better okay ? Ily (: I 'm willing to accept you back as the head of the Family , dun care about what people said about You . cause , I know you much more better than anyone else do ~

This HUMANS up here ; ILOVETHEMSOMUCH !

; Aan , BabyIkiy andd DiceLakko

I missh those times , I hadd with You peeps .

I wish I could come back once again with you people.

haishh !

I still remember the moments , where I used to haff my ups andd downs ,

they were so sweet to be there .

Especially , Dicelakko .

He understand andd know me FCUKING well .

Even somehowh sometimes he did hurt my feelings ,

but he do understand me so FCUKING well.

He was always there for my ups andd downs .

He gave me alot of advises and Hope to move on in LIFE .

even when , I 've brokeup with Iikiy , but still we do meet andd talked about both our LOVESTORIES . He really am A great friend .

I missh the three of You so Much ):

This BOY above * ONE LESS LONELY BOY *

His the one , who always been there for me , my ups and downs .

His to special in my LIFE .

we shared alot of things together .

The moments we had still fresh in my mind (:

I love him so much andd he mean alot to me .

- I and Him , we 're to close . We 're not in a RELATIONSHIP .

I missh You .

We meet up soon okayy ?(:

This BABYGERL above * NaniiBabyBonchet*

She's my everything .

Eventhough we 're not that close nimore ,

But she 's still in My mind andd she 's always the besh !

Among all my babygerls.

No offence .

Stating the fact about her (:

I missh you ass !

Ohh , now currently chatting with her .

Lol.

Funny uhs .

Our conversation paling SIAL .

babyputeriykecykmonster ; ᵅᴷᵘ ᵍᵒᵒᵈGIRL ♥ says (3:26 PM):
kau mciam , isap konek !
hehs :D
narq cakap .
I aderh .
hehs :D
[b]` NaniiBabyBonchet[/b] says (3:27 PM):
ii yg ader
eu tkder
ii kn ader konek dngn pepek
tk ingat ke?
babyputeriykecykmonster ; ᵅᴷᵘ ᵍᵒᵒᵈGIRL ♥ says (3:27 PM):
haha !
ingat .
tapie , i tarq narq maen nan u .
konek u kecik .
tarq rasa siol ~
[b]` NaniiBabyBonchet[/b] says (3:27 PM):
kurang asam
babyputeriykecykmonster ; ᵅᴷᵘ ᵍᵒᵒᵈGIRL ♥ says (3:27 PM):
haha !
kurang ahsam paa ?
hehs :D
[b]` NaniiBabyBonchet[/b] says (3:28 PM):
aah larh abey!
babyputeriykecykmonster ; ᵅᴷᵘ ᵍᵒᵒᵈGIRL ♥ says (3:28 PM):
haha !
u nihh ,
memang the fact paa .
konek kecik .
mau cakap ape ?
kiterh kan pernah narq maen dlm handicap .
thrus tarq jadie ,
phasal ....
i nampak konek u kecik !
lol.
babyputeriykecykmonster ; ᵅᴷᵘ ᵍᵒᵒᵈGIRL ♥ says (3:29 PM):
thrus i step , " U ! i narq gihh kencing "
[b]` NaniiBabyBonchet[/b] says (3:29 PM):
nk SL tk?
babyputeriykecykmonster ; ᵅᴷᵘ ᵍᵒᵒᵈGIRL ♥ says (3:29 PM):
lol.
LIDAH u pendek !
eeeeeeeeeee ~
-.-
[b]` NaniiBabyBonchet[/b] says (3:29 PM):
nak!
babyputeriykecykmonster ; ᵅᴷᵘ ᵍᵒᵒᵈGIRL ♥ says (3:29 PM):
i punye ajee , SEMEURH PANJANG ! :d
[b]` NaniiBabyBonchet[/b] says (3:30 PM):
perasan
cpatlarh bie
ii nk SL
babyputeriykecykmonster ; ᵅᴷᵘ ᵍᵒᵒᵈGIRL ♥ says (3:30 PM):
baeq2 aku narq update blog ~
kau nih .
thrus tarqtawo narq update ape
lol.
[b]` NaniiBabyBonchet[/b] says (3:30 PM):
　tkpah sudah
blogpost tulis psal convo kiter ajer dh ckop( :
babyputeriykecykmonster ; ᵅᴷᵘ ᵍᵒᵒᵈGIRL ♥ says (3:31 PM):
haha !
Ye uhs tuh .
[b]` NaniiBabyBonchet[/b] says (3:31 PM):
rambot ii dh panjang kan kan kan?
HeheHExc
babyputeriykecykmonster ; ᵅᴷᵘ ᵍᵒᵒᵈGIRL ♥ says (3:31 PM):
okok baby uhs .
hehs :D
[b]` NaniiBabyBonchet[/b] says (3:32 PM):
Hmmmms
babyputeriykecykmonster ; ᵅᴷᵘ ᵍᵒᵒᵈGIRL ♥ says (3:32 PM):
hmms .
miang kau eyy !
maen pantart kau ~
[b]` NaniiBabyBonchet[/b] says (3:32 PM):
maen arh
yok!
eu punyer panjangkan?
ii nk!
muker maintain
rambot pon maintain

- OKAYOKAY ! Whatever it is , YOU ! MEET ME SOON TAO ! IMY ! ):

Lastly , this two babygerls of mine * ShaShaCAT and RosDiamond *
ehh ! IMISSHYOU BOTH ! ):
Meet up soon deh .
We make outting okay ?
Now , you gerls busy with eachother stuff
Susah deh !
hehs :D But , remember . Your gerls , still in my mind .

Meet up soon deh ~

Okeokeh , till here deh . We talk about the one , i love and the one I missh (:
Hoping to meet them up soon .
CHIIIIIIISH !
Okayy , Now , i wanna get ready cause I wanna Go club andd meet the rest of my peeps.
Takecare , ILY ! (:

Will update soon .

AchikDotDot here agn .
updating for Babyputeriy for the third time .
Okay now , i'm kind of use to this stuff .
Haishhhhhh , Today seem like a really Bad Day for Me .
Haishhh .
Lpas Satu , Satu . haishhh !
I'm Really really really fuck up with this School Mate of Mine .
But Ie cant do anithing , He help me alot .
His like a Brother to me .
But , Wad he did was Really really wrong .
He shouldn't Have Accuse her that way .
haishh .
His Intention was good , but he should have told me .
Not Baby .
I'm Really Fuck up now .
Haishhhhh .
& One Last Thing , I Hate To be Controled !
Only Special People will i listen to them .

Labels: TryingJanganRestless .

I 'm back now , thanks to ` AchikDotDot , my One less lonely Boy for updating my blog for me while I 'm away from home :D Yup , I missh him andd I missh mummy ad home .

Now , I 'm back (: Err , I 'm waiting for `AchikDotDot to online . Yoooooh ! His so sweet .

Ad around 9 uhs , he online . I kacau him ....

" SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYAAAAAAAAANG ! "

lol . Kecoh uhs kiterh duerh . Suddenly His schmate Msg me , asking me , whether I andd Wildan in a relationship , I said No .

We too close . dhats all uhs , why . Then he said , dun influence him andd all stuff . wth ! Since when seyy I influence him ?

I din ask him to escape for home late ad night to meet his friends , its his choice. I can only advise .

I also know about his parents andd stuff . But I never teach him any stupid Stuff siaa !

I didnt ask him to smoke , drink , club , Escape home etc.

haishhh ! Its better if I and You , stop contacting eachother .

Right ?

If I 'm influencing You. I 'm sorry .

I 'll get lost .

ANDD I 'M NOT IN A MOOD !

Hello people !
*Waving*
AchikDotDot here updating for My Sayang agn .
Hahas !
*Look Up*
Swit ehs gmbr pt atas nheq .
Cute gila sia my syg .
Hahas !
She Told Me , This was taken by her fren when she was missing me .
when ie was in indon .
hahas , sedih siol .
Hahahas !
She's Currently Pt Bedok , At her fren hse tk slh uhs .
Tmrw she'll be coming back .
&& IMissHer Siol !
hahas !
& One More thing , her voice is coming back !
Wooooooooooo ! happy siol !
Suara ChipMunk Dhe Coming back deh !
hahas !
Must be my prayers uhs nheq .
hahs .
Lol !
Miss her alot !
Kae dah byeeee .

Labels: TheJapaneseRose .

Hello People !
AchikDotDot Here Updateing for BabyBonchett . Hahas !
Okayy , idk , wad to write -.-
Never in my life ie write nheq benda .
Okayy , i've been chating with her since 4+ just now .
I had a Shock of My Life just now .
She told me she muntah Darah .
Wth -.-
Darah , eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
Geli siol .
Da tuh tkpe , nk pujuk dhe suroh pergi doctor .
fuhhhh , Punya luhs susah .
Pujuk Monyet mkn Pisang pon tk susah mcm nheq luhs :D
hahs .
Ok esk , kne standby org suro pegang nheq baby bonchet abh paksa dhe mkn obat .
Woow !
Ganas nyerh aku .
hahs .
Tmrw bringing her see doctor .
Harap2 saket biasa jekk luhs .
Okayy now idk wad to say oady .
Okayy byee ;D

Labels: TakJumpaRindu ;D

I wokeup ad 430pm , cause KecykStar called my phone . 7 missh call andd 19 msgs received from different person . Err , I ' m nt feeling well , dhis past few days . hmms .

I 'm having bad cough andd also , headache . I cant tolerate it nimore . I must get well soon before school re-open . I wokeup , talked on the phone andd Off to clean up the house ,

eventhough I 'm nt feeling well . Finish cleaning up ad 5plus as I didnt clean up my room .

I want to shift my room . I wanna move in to my brother 's room . Okayy , now currently chatting with ` AchikDotDot . My bestBoy ! His bringing me to polyclinic tmr .

Take some STUPID MEDICINE . lol . hmms .

Okay , maybe wouldnt be gg to Maya on thursday . hmms .

Till I'm okayy . I dun think I can dance well . Haishhh !

Okayy , will be updating soon .

Takecare .

hey im AJIN SANTORO

I m helpping baby puteriy update her blogg...im not into tiz ting so i dunno knw no much

haha...i got to knw her from tagged..n knw im chatting wif her,,but before i knw her well i saw her at marsiling..i saw her wearing brown long sleves n blue jeans..damn was she hot. i smile at her n she smile back, n den i cai !!!haha...but im telling u guys out there she has 1 deadliy smile tat u will wan to see...but she's cute...i love chatting wif her, some tymes we played games...

but she some tyme not tat gud at games..lyke belo..haha(jk ehk baby.dia tau aku mati)hehe...i tell u about her..she sweets, cute,has her ways and loving... she looks like an average gerl...but u should see her in da club..she's one crazy cheek..haha..tats all i can sae...im getting a headache doing tiz ting..haha tc..hug for baby !!

hey , im fyq gyler updating her blog today is de first tyme i went to blooger . haha . okaey2 , im not ss kaey . haha =) . im a friend of babypueriy , i found her beside boat quey an the name of de club MAYA , i lyke her style . haha =) for me baby is nice n sombong a little , but 4 me she cute . haha =) if ue all want to knw dis sweet 16 gerl named baby is freak . haha =) we always talk at msn mybe msg for awhile . but we can will be close friend in de future . if my im not dead first . hahaha =) im happy to be her friend . she is all of it . n btw i getting happy cause dis is my first tyme update people blog . haha =) thank baby cause ue trust me on dis . LOVE UE MY FREINDS ! ! !

from ' F Y Q G Y L E R

I meet my sayang just now ! haha .

I 'm late for about 15 mins just now .

He waited for me ad BNS , alone .

Ciaaaanye dierhhh .

Sorrysorry !

* apologizing smbil piat Telinga sendiri *

Baby missh You so much deh .

Dpt jumperh , Kiterh slack2 ad Block 360 , then Kiterh take pics andd I dapat gift from Him .

oooooohhhhh ! So sweet of him to buy me one ad Indon .

Never did I thought .

At ferst , I 'm nt in a mood . Darh jumperh , mood thrus turn out Baek .

hahaha !

I really hadd fun with You .

Odw back , phat Busstop ,

I RECEIVED MSG FROM SOMEONE !

haha !

Wan KishMeiKaTo ! Lol.

His back from Genting ! I missh him jugak tau !

lol . Ok , I 'm chatting with him now .

Andd I'm waiting for Ajin Santoro to Online .

Dierh maen takraw deh !

Tarq narq ganggu .

He wanted to rush home , I told him , Not to .

I 'll be online sampai pagie , so Take his time .

Now , update blog , dgr lagu [ Everytime We touch ] - touching tau !

hahaha !

will be updating soon :D

takecare .

Ohhh my god ! Wire aku darh Larie siol niari . I 'm nt in a MOOD .

Aku nga tdo , mak aku kejut kan aku , mciam narq terkejut kan aku , Kasi aku mampos !

Dierh cakap Achik tuh msn , aku cakap nan mak aku .

" Pandai2 perh masuk Msn orang "

dierh katerh , " mummy narq check benda jap "

Buto uhs ! nihh kasi aku peng ! narq check , masuk Account kau sendiri .

Lain kali , jangan Serbu aku perh privacy .

Then , I dunnoe uhs , I felt irritated uhs today with AchikDotDot .

Padahal , I wanna meet him . I missh him .

He wants to go Pit , but he know I siap lambat , I aru bangun .

Rape jam Siol baby siap ? Tell me .

Beh , blg Last minit .

Kau kalau narq pergi , Kau Go ahead . Aku tarq pergiy uhs .

saperh suruh bilang last minit , kau narq aku rushing ; tarq dapat uhs .

Behh , lagie kau narq baleq before 7pm , kiwek ; puas hatie tarqya jumperh cause tarq sempat !

travelling dierh . haishh ! Binget uhs .

* sumpah aku tarq tau kenapa *

Hello ! :D today baby chat nan wildan all day long tau .

at ferst , dierh tarqde mood .

baby heran kenapa uhs . I asked him , why .

He said its hard to explain till then kiterh bobal2 smpai dierh narq blg baby .

thrus baby cheer him up .

Then , kiterh maen bowling .

haishhh .

Dierh menang lagie -.-

But tarqpe uhs . hehs ;D Satuh hari ,

U tgk , I kalahkan u pulak .

Hmmms !

ok , now , his off to meet kid .

kluar pagie deh . Kul 2+ am tadie.

hmms. He asked my permission ,

I said , Its his choice deh .

He said , its my choice .

So , tarq kan tarq kasi .

I give him Go out to meet Kid.

thrus now , chatting nan Ajin Santoro :D

kawan baru deh . ahaha !

he the one , who taught me play Bowling .

haha ! cute kan ?

till then , why chatting ,

aderh uhs satuh insan nihh tegur .

Zulhilmi ; cloud .

So , I just chat with him like usual .

He told me , darh lamerh tarq bobal .

lol .

so , I exchanged songs . bobal gituh2 .

andd now .

SAAAAAAAAAAAAP !

kecikAstro pulak .

Pity him .

Just brokeup with his gf .

Stay Strong deh .

andd me now !

* waiting for my Bestboyy to baleq dr jumperh Kid *

* cant wait for tmr *

i wanna meet him seyy ~ haishh .

Mishh him like hell .

Ohh god .

His someone special to me ~

I swear.

i love him & i missh him .

His to close for me ,

I can shed a tears if he went off from my life .

I couldnt take it.

I dun wanna anything to happen between me andd him (:

I get sick and tired siaa ! serious damn shit ! I guess , I wouldnt wanna ACCEPT anyone .

I wanna wait for my ex . His the happiness among all . I really adore his sincere and his loves.

I shouldnt haff hurt him . I shouldnt haff make things went worst without thinking .

Haishh . Now , I regret of leaving him .

I wanted him back . once again in my LIFE .

seriously ~ But Yet his attached to one of my bbygerls ' friend . Which eventually hurts me alot .

But he wasnt to be blame aniway . haishhh ~ But he doesnt seems to care about her .

What the hell ! I was in the CLUB with him , andd he dance with me , and His gerl were dancing with other Boys and he doesnt mind about it . Oh my God ! He doesnt care , where his ex went to ~ What the Fish . hahaha !

But afterall , most of them Knew , i Was his EX and they said , We both suits to be together .

But howh ? Haishh ! I guess , I 'll wait for him .

Hoping he would realized . I still wanna him back once again . He earns my heart .

Muhammad Fiqkri .

Baby tarq tau , I confused . Sumpah ! i confused gilerh siak nan dierh .
Its up to him now . Dierh narq ikot , perjalanan dierh sendiri ker tarq . Phasal aku darh malas uhs narq layan dierh . Seriously . Hatie aku darh betol2 terluka . Haishh ! Binget ~
Seriously . I swear , I nt in A mood ! Brother kau narq step FANATIC nan aku ,
ehh . Common think uhs . andd btw , JANTAN KALAU KAU PIKER AKU NIHH POMPAN ANDD KAU TARQLEH SENTUH / JANGAN PIKERKAN AKU POMPAN UHS . MAU TRY UHS SIAL ! BUTO KAU . MUKERH PECAH . ADERH HATIE NARQ NAN AKU NAN KAKAK AKU ! BOLEH JALAN UHS . NO TASTE UHS SIAL JANTAN MCIAM KAU ! BUTO ~ andd Lagie satuh ; KAKAK NAN AKU , SURUH KAU TUTUP KAU PERH MULOT KALAU KAU MINUM , WE CANT STAND IT ! THANKS ~
ARAB ! aku malas uhs narq layan BUTO mciam kau .
hanya satuh ajee . Jangan fikerkan aku POMPAN / Kau boleh FANATIC nan aku ! Tarqde time mau layan kau perh perangai .
Gt , alot of things to do ! ok ? Takecare boyy ~

websms-ing with WILDAN BABY KU ! (:

i miss him so much while he was nt in Singapore .
i dunnoe why , i missh him so much .
It seems to be different when his not around .
I felt LONELY andd I really cant forget about the memories I hadd with him .
Before his off to Indonesia ,
we spent the last day together .
The memories still fresh in my mind .

* maner tarq , aku rindu dierh mciam narq mampos *

Now , his BACK ! Wow .... I really am Happy seyy . Cant wait to meet him deh .
I missh you love ! (:

Meet up soon taooo !

One less lonely Boy , your back in Singapore (: Ohh , I missh you damn fcuk . I wish I could be with you right now deh . I never thought that you would text me and told me your back . I received your msg ad 8 plus , While waiting for my sister ad the Last cab of to Club . I blinked my eyes sense of unbeliavable . andd I was so shocked , I wanna shout andd tell everyone your back , but I need to kept silence cause , my sister is nt there . I 'm alone andd I swear people will thought that I 'm insane . lol ! Till then , I smile brightly andd I told everyone , dhat your back in singapore andd everyone knew dhat I 'm so fcuking happy .

But , i 'm unwell dhis days . I 'm sick andd i 'm haffing stupid sore throat . lol .
Get rid of dhis soon . plishhh !

haishh . andd lastly , i forgotten dhis one ass part ! haishhh . iikiy , I really pity him . ohh my god ! dhat incident , i cried seeing him in dhat manner after the club . I 'm sorry , I tried to stop them but Nobody seems to listen . I 'm sorry .

Ohh . i wokeup ad 3 pm . I lied to him . Eventually , I 'm sorry . But no matter what , I 'm the ferst one to wake up , betol tarq ? He was so fcuking late seyy . He wokeup ad 330pm .
Wth ! But atleast , he still got the chance to chat with me .
hmms. Ok , wildan is back andd Wan is going now. I gg missh him . wth !
I 'm haffing dhis bad cough which I couldnt tolerate it nimore . andd Wan , so sweet sia !
He was so damn concern . lol . wth !
He told me nt to smoke for awhile due to this bad cough I got .
hmms . Ok , I gonna missh him .

Haishhh . Oh , do take good care of yourself . Text me when your back from Genting .
Ok ? (: I dunnoe what to wear of to Maya CLUB today .

* think ! think ! think *

It seems so hard for me , am I falling in love ? Even if I do , I just couldnt make the step forward to be with you . I do really had a fun time with you . Chatting all day long till dawn . But still , its kinda hard for me . I tried to take a step back , but Its kinda hard for me to leave you now. I 'm so into you . Maybe , your the one who eventually holding on to the keys of my heart but I knew , I knew its hard for my babygerls to accept you to become mine as I 've made dhis stupid betting without thinking .
haishh ! and now , I 'm stuck . Maybe , you dont realized dhat , I 'm always haffing an Eye contact with you in the club .
Maybe , you may never knew , the silence in me , deep down , My heart says " I wanted you " .

I guess . By keeping silence and never show it you to you by my reactions is better . I dun wanna you and me to step forward .
I dun wish too . I dun wanna anymore heartbrokens for both of us .
Haishhh ! Ok , but whatever it is , I wish you will take good care of yourself when your away .
Tears that rolls down my cheeks while I was chatting with you , Was so unbelievable .
I just dont know , why .
I swear , I gonna missh you . Like I always do while waiting for you to online.

But whatever it is , thanks for being there .
I 'm really am happy to have you by my side (:
Maybe , i should say " I love you "

Labels: it is you ? maybe I guess. THINK THINK THINK .

hellohello ! (: back . Hmms . Today . One whole day staying ad home . Just dun wish to Go out .
I missh You , wildan . Hmms . His coming back today (: Cant wait to meet him . lol .
But, my prepaid Zero ! Ohh my god ! I need to topup my prepaid by today . before gg clubbing in order he could reach me thru . Okay , I just went out ad 515am , to buy Cigarettes under the block . Lol . din stop today . Hmms.

Ok , wildan is back . andd Wan is gg to Genting with his family . I gonna missh him now .
haishhh ! everyone is enjoying their holidays yet I 'm still stuck here in Singapore.
No family outting . I dun feel like I do haff any . Haishh !
I 'm hurt , But nevermind . Its just for a meantime.

Dad 's out andd everything gonna change ! Absolutely . Tonight , out with bbygerls gg CLUBBING ! As usual , come on its THURSDAY NIGHT ! But Ahboyy 's nt coming down .
Haishhh ! Nevermind , Still gt Saturday (:
lol.
Okay , i 'll update once I 'm free / bored .
Takecare .

I 'm nt gg out today . Hmms. No plan ; No mood .
Now , I 'm all alone ad home . chatting with ApezCine andd Currently thinking of some messages I received last Night . Haishhh ! I 'm confused . I 've changed ? Since when ? I didnt knew what I should do . I 'm nt ready to fall in love . Why cant he just get that in Mind ?
why he wanna force me , his rushing things .
I 've told you , what I felt since the last few months . Havent i ? Why are you so obssessed with me ? Come on , get lost with me . I 'm sick and Tired . I dun need You to become my Bf .
I need You just to be with Friends with me . Atleast I did give you a chance to get close to me , am I right ?

Think through , Its not only me in dhis world . I guess , there 's much more better girls out there . You can eventually go with . Its hard to open up my heart for now . Even if You do , I wouldnt want to jump into relationship .

My ferst priority is be with my girls . They are my Happiness andd haffing them by my side , is fcuking complete . I swear .. I dun need Boys . Just let us be a lil ' bit distance away .

This words :

- Baby SUMPAH ! Baby darh RIMAS ! Rimas dgn you ,
dengan kelakuan dan tingkah laku you yang sukerh naahhh , control i !
I benci . I bukan sesiapa dalam hidup you , sekadar kawan biase .
You gt no rights to stop what I 'm doing andd What I want .

You asyik2 , stop i untuk berjumpa dgn kawan2 , I rimas ! Kawan I lebih penting dr you .
I narq you , jauhkan diri you dari i !
Jangan ganggu hidup i lagie . kalau you betol2 sayangkan i , just let me be .
andd jangan kongkong i ! Lastly , jangan ganggu hidup i !
I tau , you akan baca blog nihhh !

So , takecare . Itu permintaan i .

I m met dhis guy above ; KecykStar .
Today he treats me alot of thngs . He paid all my food andd I was am so touch whenever he smile.
His having dhat sweet smile , which No one can even make me smile. Lol !
okehokeh . Lets talk about just now . What eventually happens was I was like so fcuking bored ad home andd I 'm waiting for someone to ask me Out andd dhis cute lil ' boyy , did . He was so sweet !
Ok , meet up ad Bugis . When to hadd our dinner , bumped into iqababy andd her clans . Till then , after dinner , We window shopping andd off to watch movie ad 930pm andd ended ad 1130pm , rushed home taking bus 960 andd ad Marsiling , I took cab home . Till then , now off to bed .
hehs ;D Ok , update soon .

ily ! tc .

Forgive me for not accepting you guys . Forgive me , if You felt as though , I was playing games with your heart . I 'm not ready into love.
My concentration now is for my Bbygerls , club andd finishing up my education . I 'm really abundantly sorry . I dont mean to hurt nione right here . I swear . Its a matter of chance . If you really love me , there isnt a need to rush things andd if you're meant to be mine , it will happen sooner or laterh . We dont need to rush anything , am i right ?

Most probably , You guys , are fcuking nice andd treat me fcuking GOOD but I just couldnt make it nimore in falling in love.
Andd even , I 'm Betting with someone not to fall in love with anyone . Or else , I will lose her . I dun wanna lose any of my bbygerls nimore.
I rather lose boys than I lose my bbygerls. They mean alot to me .
Anywhere I could find love. Its a matter of time until , I 'm ready andd the betting is over . Ok ?

To Silly ;

I 'm so sorry . I dont mean to hurt you . Its a matter of time for me to be with you .
The memories I had with you , i do hadd fun . But , I just am not ready to fall in love now.
You control me , even We 're not together . What will happen if you're officially mine in the future ?
You hates whenever I 'm busy outting with my bbygerls but you should know ,
You love me , You need to accept my bbygerls too ~
I need time . I need to spend more time with my bbygerls.
We 've got alot of plans . Every single day .
Whenever I'm free , you never wanna meet . So you cant blame me andd my Bbygerls.

To kecyk ;

Thanks for understanding me , but no matter what , Its hard for me to fall in love , this time round.
As stated above , Betting andd busy with babygerls.
I understand , You're also busy with your boys too .
Its great , but still , My bbygerls is my ferst priority now.
I 'm so sorry .
But yet , I do love it , every single moments I had with you .

andd you both :

Baby Treat both of you , the same . No more , No less.
I love being with you both , but I cant be with you both .
Hoping you both , could understand .
but no matter what , I wanna say Thankyou So much , cause you both , take good care of me , when I was in the club with my bbygerls.
thanks alot ! (: You both , were so damn fcuking sweet !

andd to my bbygerls :

No matter , what happen . I 'll make you gerls , my ferst priority (: no matter what .
I realized we 're all busy with eachother andd Spent most of our time , Thawning ad eachother house andd our gerls day out every Thursday andd Saturday (: I wish , we would haff an everlasting friendship .
" FEELINGLESS " is what we are , except for one of my bbygerl .

Cheha : Lastlong with your bbylove tao ! (: Do take good care of your baby . She is so the ' cute deh .
Nini : Just enjoy your life , Your still young andd We dont need boys now ! Let him be your fav. ex , just rmbr the memories you hadd , with
him . ok ? be strong to face everything in life . If I andd Eyya can make it , Why cant you ?
Eyya : We 're to close , cant afford to lose you . Thanks for the advises . I had fun with you (: andd I dun mind being with you 24/7 , cause
we 've never been bored when we 're together . Feelingless is what you are now . I understand . Lets just enjoy andd forget about
haffing relationship .

Ok , till here then . Dun want to say much . Ok ? Andd btw , to you people , I aint what you think . I can be loud , I can be aggresive , arrogant , I can be irritating andd i can make you hate me too . But get close to me . Judging me , talking about me [ negatively ] but never knew me , what for ? Its up to you uhs boys & gerls . As i KNOW , I wasnt what You think I am .
This is all , part andd parcel of life . I understand . Ok , till here .

Babyputeriy will update soon aite ? takecare .

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