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The ferst time , I met you was when you were with one of my close friend , riding around in woodlands with her along with one of your close brother . She called me using your phone , and she told me to delete your number after that and never to call back . I told her I wouldnt and till then , thought of meeting me up under my block and you lived two blocks away from my house . Apparrently , never knew , we gonna be going on with our friendship for over how many months .
We contacted eachother , every Single day . You called and text me , whenever You feel You want too . You showed the concern and care towards me . We became closer and afterall , we left eachother for not so long . You earned my heart , you left without saying Goodbye not even any one text msg or even care to ring me up . I was waiting for your calls till now . Its hurting me , I missh you till now. You contacted with alot of gerls , your tagged , its hurtful but what can I say ? We don't belong together , am i right ? I am nothing to you anyway . I 'm just a gerl next door for you .
You keep on telling me the same answer when I asked you , Who 's that girl . You told me , it was just a friend of yours , one day going out thats all . I trusted you . I told you everywhere I go but why cant you do the same thing ? When I didnt tell you about my whereabouts , you were so mad towards me . You told me you hate my attitude when I was acting to become one stupid typical Minahrep , I changed but why must you leave ? Now , I left alone with nothing . haishh !
I missh you . I swear , I 'm lying by keeping quiet . I wanted you to text me . Why cant you ?
I wanted you to pick up your phone , dial my number and just to say to me , " Baby ! Where are you ? and what are you doing ? " I wish things would be like before , the day we spent with each other . The laughter you 've brought to me . Where did we went wrong ?
Plish . I need explaination . Dun be silence . I need you .

* Breaking down , Silently *

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I 'm nothing to ue bbyg right ? Its not that I dun want to meet you people yet i 'm just busy with my school stuffs and eventually , I had no time for you people . Haishh. Okayy uhs . I cant say much .

I guess , Its time for me to leave . I 'm no one for you gerls .

Takecare uhs . Thanks for the memories .

venue : home in my bedroom .
Time check in : 727pm .

I just received a call from my dad . His in london now ): haish I missh him . So yeaa , He's with my step mother . However , He's getting on well with me and always check it out about me right now . Isnt that sweet ? Hehs. Ohh yaa , Last but not least , I 'm getting close to my step mother . Hmms. Hope , everything went smoothly , Now. I 'm waiting for my kakak Wanie , to come and One less lonely boyy , to ring me up .
He's eating now . So yeaa , Will be waiting . Missing him seyy ):

Okayy , Now . Studyinq / revisinq . Update soon .
andd ` Vanilla Cupcakes was so awesome ,

until the day , we met is always a hurtful day between us . I wish our love stories would be like before but however you eventually left me , without a single word . U told me , I would be the first and the last , but why do you abandoned me just like that ? Leaving me alone and I got no where to head to . What have I done ?
Being so over - protective ? I 'm not but you did . I did as what you 've told me too . But why ? I 'm asking this question . You left me for her and now , She left you , living in a twilight world and You came by to stop infront of me and tell me , how you feel . Its hard for me to accept you back but what should I do ?
Dear , still , my love now , is a mixture feelings . You shut my heart as well as you wanted to open it up once again . I couldn't manage to . I 'm so sorry .

Life have to move on , with or without you . Am i right ? So yaa , I 'm facing it now . I 'm living in my own peaceful world and you came destroying it once again . What eventually you want from me ?
You want my love once again ? I 'm sorry , Its the end . We got to leave eachother . You want us to share the same memories like before , how am I suppose to ? I just can't do it .

Forgive me . I can't turn back the time . Hoping you would understand . Let us remain as close friends .
I 'm getting over you alrd . Takecare of yourself .
I 'm sure , your reading it .

I miss my former outside friends . I miss the times , I had with them . Drink get drunk . Cried and tears being wipe . Shout / scream and Dance together but It seems like it wouldn't turning back the time . I 'm busy with my studies and CCA's in school . How on earth , I could spent my entire time with them . Yes , I miss them alot , but no matter how hard I got to bear with it . Study , get good results , then I can enjoyed .

Today , Notorious Kyd , She fetched me from school ! Touchinq right ? Head home and off to CWP.
ohh Ya , without further adue , now , I 'm waiting my so - to-be test by her ! -.- still got to study hard .
I ask her for it . She's willing to teach , ohh so sweet of her . Thanks love ! :D
Ohh ya . I wish to meet up with you gerls of mine , asap ! ):

♪ List it down. Miss them ):

Hello ! I'm Listing all the ones that I missh so much.

i WILL just Let the pictures , do e talking okeh ?

Andd to ue people , meet up soon deh ! :D

Niway , I 'm doing fyne but busy schooling , cca andd study :D

Anything text me ayee ?

Imisshyu people):

iloveyu

Its the end of all the misses ): So , ue people , do contact me . cause some of uer numbers , ai 've lost it .

So sowyy ! Update soon okayy ? Imisshyu ! Iloveyu !* hugshugs *

Earthlinqs ! :D I qot post for today . Seriously, its been a long time since I never get a chance to post my blog. Ohh. Okehh. Today, I was being told about my EBS result ; andd I qot 24/25.

Woww ! Never did i expect. Study hard . Okayy, as time past , I realized about some thinqs in me. So, I qot to buck up. This is the quotes for me.

; The reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they always see the past better than it was, the present worse than it is, and the future less resolved than it will be.

;“If you want to live a happy life, tie it to a goal, not to people or things.”

;“Don't rely on someone else for your happiness and self worth. Only you can be responsible for that. If you can't love and respect yourself - no one else will be able to make that happen. Accept who you are - completely; the good and the bad - and make changes as YOU see fit - not because you think someone else wants you to be different.”

; “Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success. If you love what you are doing, you will be successful.”

You will never know when the person will change and when it comes to changes , somehow sometimes you might like it or maybe you might not . Its your choice of hating the new me . I just cant tolerate and go on any further . I got to change to become what I want and who I really am . You got no rights in my life .
Its my choice and the decision I 've made , will be me who will face all the challenges . So yeaa , its up to you .
I want to buck up and study , to pass my examinations and I dun think its a wrong decision for me .
I got my own life to go through . Your just a guidance to me. So yeaa , Stop being so over protective and furthermore , I 'm not the one for you and Your not the one , I need nimore .

You're just a stalker and you ruined my life . I never hate you , but still I got to leave you .
I 'm enjoying my life with my loves and school . Stop being an irritating freak , cause I hate being over protective by you .

* To that person , who shattered my heart four months ago *

I am a hopeless romantic gurl who brokes all my Boyfriends' heart ):

andd eventually ,

I realized dhat to be your friend , is what I wanted; To be your lover is what I eventually dream of ):

And Life without LOVE is like without blossom or fruit .

You are what never knew I always wanted .

Dun say you love me , if ue dun mean it cause I can make craziest thinq to happen once ue broke my heart

Believe it or not , Its up to ue .

Like Music ; Your voice is so sweet to me.

“Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.”

Pains of love be sweeter far than any other pleasures are.

This is what I feel about love and ue ):

hello hello ! Selamat Pagiy teman teman ku ! :D

now :

Listening to : I believe in You .

Mind : * Kept thinkinq why hansem boyy , din text me once he finish werk ): *

^ Just finished edittinq my new BLOGSKINS , profileSkins for FB / Tagged ^

Lets talk about what ai've been doinq today (:

ohh , Ferst of all , I wokeup ad 8am, reached to see my Hp .

Thouqht I would received Msqs from him , Yet he din care to haff his 1 min to text me ):

Come on , take uer phone , dial my number andd call me up .

cant ue ?

Maybe , uer too damn tired workinq one whole day .

So , I've just finished updatinq new profile skins and my bloqskins.

Tomorrow , schoolinq . Awww ! Ai still havent finish up my presentation .

Toniqht will be my dateline for me , as I qot to email my teachers my works (:

Now , i 'm waitinq for him to text me ):

Maybe , will be meetinq him up today (: as we qot qatherinq ad Granny house !

Its , my COUSIN 's birthday !

weeeeeeeeee ~ ! So , Yeaaaaaa !

Happy Birthday tau , " Nizam " .

Stubborn boyy YET his cute ! :D

Okehh , will be updatinq soon (:

I 'm off to now . finishinq up my projects (:

Music : Mengenggam Suratan (Siti Nordiana)

At Granny house ; Tionqbahru .

* mood - Missing Someone. Waiting for him to reply my text . Tired and Happy *

Wow ! Earthlings ! You want to know something ? Today is my Happiest day seyy .

I missh my qrandparents andd I came visiting them ad Tionqbahru .

Will be sleeping over here . They are PROUD of me after knowing that I came back to continue my education .

Their advises , as pernormal , as well as their Nagging andd Blattering .

Wowww ! Biken telinqa panas . But its okeh uhs , Just listen to them .

I dun wish to be rude towards them nimore .

I will study hard andd I 've put my target for my Journey in Secondary School .

Hopinq , I could achieve it .

Having a GOOD result .

hehs. Study fcukinq hard uhs siul ! hehs.

Okeh , i want to continue revisinq , Update soon (:

Takecare . Kayypohhhs ! hehs.

hello (: ai 'm off to qrandparent's house awhile more . Miss them so much , its been quite a lonq time that ai never qet a chance to meet them up ): so , today andd sunday , onlie my free day out to qo wherever ai want.So , yaa . They called me , asked me to meet them up .

Gonna be finishinq up sch stuff ad qrandparents house uhs (: self study there.

Ohh yaaaa , Ue can just throw away uer phone .

Cause ue dun even qive me a min for us .

haishh .

So , yaaa . Gettinq myself , ready off to Grandparents house (:

Update soon awhile more okehh ?

When , ai reach grandparents house .

Marsiling to Tiongbahru ! Waaaaaaa . Bercinta ku , di dlm train .

hembusan angin bagai membawa berita,

berita yg mengecewaknku

apa yang terjadi bukan yang ku impikan

namun ku tabahkn hati ni

sayangku

ku tahu kau tak ingin begini

tapi kau

sanggup lakukannya

betapa

hatiku hancur musnah berderai

tidak seorang pun yang memahami hati dan perasaanku

kerna cintakanmu

ku jadi begini

kerna sayangkanmu

ku telan semuanya

betapa hebatnya

kau dihati ini

kenapa kau tk pernah fikirkan ku

mengapa si dia menjadi pilihan mu

ku sedar siapa diriku disisimu

disisimu

ku harap suatu hari kau kan mengerti kasih

siapa diriku disismu

pengorbanan ku bagai tak pernah dihargai

ia bagai angin yg berlalu

sayangku

ku tahu kau tak ingin begini

tapi kau

sanggup melakukannya

betapa

hatiku hancur musnah berderai

tidak seorang pun yang memahami hati dan persaanku

kerna cintakan mu

ku jadi begini

kerna sayangkanmu

ku telan semua

betapa hebatnya kau di hati ini

kenapa kau tak fikirkan aku

mengapa si dia jadi pilihan mu

ku sedar siapa diriku dihatimu

kasih

betapa hebatnya kau dihati ini

kenapa kau tak pernah fikir hati ku

mengapa si dia jadi pilihan mu

ku sedar siapa diriku disisimu

disisimu

whyy is it tt something tts supposed to be

sweet and tender and warm

can change so fast into something so

bitter and hard and cold

whyy is it tt when ur at ur happiest moment

something always happens

andand wreck so much damage

andand break all ur hopes and dreams

whyy must people say all these sweet words

when they dont really mean it

when they're just hoping to get

andand when they do they'll leave

whyy do people change so easily

especially their hearts

how can someone change from being this today

to become another person the next

andand the worse is

whyy must we be so easily affected by all this

its so easy to get distracted

by all these matters regarding the heart

when will it be the time for me

to really feel what it its like

to just cry out in happiness

not in solitude

maybe its meant to be.

[notoriouskYdbouncingoff]

heylow ! heylow ! heylow ! heylow !

[notoriouskYdpoppingin!]

it has been quite awhile since i last met up with my one and only baby sis !

not a wonder she was uber eager to meet me (:

even voluntered to fetch me all the way from jurong eheh !

hees, was so touched. ily !

anws, she took the bus from woodlands to jurong and i met up wit her at jurong point.

i was busy browsing through my favourite shop ; COTTON ON, hees,

when she arrived and told me that someone wanted to meet her,

well to that someone, i only have this to say ;

"bro, bukan nk ckp ape uuh eheh, tapi lau org da tknk tuu, just move on jee uuh.

kau asek mintak, asek ikot, asek tanyee,

da mcm irritating stalker au !

scary uuh broo !

serious shit, i noe i might be bias uuh eheh, but after wad u did

to her, me as her sis, i can feel the pain she went thru.

frankly, u were such an effin bastard. bt this is btwn e two of u uuh eheh.

i dun wanna intefere, tapi just back off abit and gv her space yeah ?

favour uuh, before anything unwanted happens yeah"

seriously, im effin proud of my adq (: (:

she has really changed her ways and trying hard to be a better person !

and i really hope tt everything go smoothly fer her, she's been thru

a lotta shits, this i can tell tho she doesn't say it, i can see it

from the way she talks and the glimmer in her eyes.

eventho i cant be with her everyday, i hope she knows that im always here fer her !

iloveyousoomuchadq !

i know i cant give her the world, tho i wish tt i could,

i know i cant solve all her problems, tho i'll be here to listen,

i know i cant always be wit her, tho i'll always be near,

i know im not the best sis she has, tho i'll still gv her my all,

i wont give her empty promises tt would break her,

cos so many promises made were broken,

so i dun wan to say sugary sweet werds,

but let me just prove by bein by her side thru it all.

ohoh, andand before i end this short and extra post,

iloveyousomuch !

kydlovesbbyputeriy !

with watever tt is left of my heart.

[notoriouskYdbouncingoff]

Yesterday , I went out to Jurong Point to fetch Kakak Notorious Kyd to come to my house .

I head to Cotton on andd we went out to Smoke and went to Macdonald .

As per normal , Girls talk uhh kan . hehs.

After that , We took train head to home .

Last min , went to Civic andd Met up with my Schmates ! Wow .

So the misshes them alort ~ huhu .

TALKTALK till , we went home .

Reached home , I went to bed . Today , ad 8am , schooling ,

I took cab to sch . Reached sch ad 730am off to My Dance Practice andd off home .

Now , I want to get a rest .

Afterall , Going to Nenek 's house laterh on (:

Grandparents , waiting for me (: huhu .

Study there.

Then tmr , come back home lurh .

So , update toniqht ,

Tc . ILY .

" Whatever a CHALLENGE , we have a CHOICE "

maybe , ue people never realized dhat ai chanqe but some of them do . Ai 'm willinq to change into a better person . Ai really want to study hard and show to everyone dhat Ai can do it (:

P/S : No matter , howh hard . I will try .

Music : What Hurts the most .

Textinq : Ice .

* Online , doing presentation , Sad , Happy and feelingless *

Ohh , Yup . Today , I got to finish up all my presentations before my dateline (: andd ofcourse my Malay's homewerk . Ohh , I 'm doing great in school but Still i dun wish to be close to anyone .

I want to be alone and my aiming now was to go to School andd Learn andd not to Mingle around .

I really need to study hard .

Okeh , Let's talk about today , I woke up at 545am and get ready to school .

I was sitting , haffing breakfast and I went off to school ad 645am . I missed the bus , Aww !

I cant be LATE ! So , as usual , Cab lurh (: hehs.

Afterall , I reached school ad 659am . Just nice . Hmms. Afterall , I waited for My principal to arrive and let her sign me in for my learning journey . Till then , After signing in , I really attract teachers attention .

They gave me extra attention , i know , howh they really want me to join the class , eventhough , I left far behind but still , I will be strong to face it okeh ?

Furthermore , I got to stay regular in school . Active in school much more better .

I'm enjoying School for now(:

Tonight ; Small Gathering ad Home . Must attend , So I got to finish up my school assignments andd Projects. Update soon . ayee ?

&& my gerls , I missh ue . Meet up soon (:

I am reading one of this book which is : The Power of PrincipaI influence with Honor .

Music : Doa perpisahan

Text : Alif , Ice and AdeqQudut .

* Tired , fed up and Sick *

Pertemuan kita di suatu hari

Menitikkan ukhuwah yang sejati

Bersyukurku kehadap Illahi

Di atas jalinan yang suci

Namun kini perpisahan yang terjadi

Dugaan yang menimpa diri

Bersabarlah diatas suratan

Kutetap pergi jua

Kan kuutuskan salam ingatanku

Dalam doa kudusku sepanjang waktu

Ya Alloh bantulah hamba-Mu

Mencari hidayah dari pada-Mu

Dalam mendidikan kesabaranku

Ya Alloh tabahkan hati hamba-Mu

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Pahit manis perjuangan

Telah kita rasa bersama

Semoga Allah meredhoi

Persahabatan dan perpisahan ini

Teruskan perjuangan

Kan kuutuskan salam ingatanku

Dalam doa kudusku sepanjang waktu

Ya Alloh bantulah hamba-Mu

Senyuman yang tersirat di bibirmu

Menjadi ingatan setiap waktu

Tanda kemesraan bersimpul padu

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Music : Bleeding in LOVE (:

Text : Abang Fad ; Abg Spark ; AdeqQudut .

* Eatinq , chatting , surfing net *

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ABANG KU !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUHAMMAD RASUL BIN AMIR !

To this 19 year - old guy , been living with him ever since 17 years under one roof (:

Today , it is his birthday and abanq , uer growing one year older .

You dar tua doh ! hahahaha .

I mishh ue . Hmms .

Do take qood care of uerself .

Be a qood guy andd Someone meaningful (:

hehs .

SOWYYY ! BIRTHDAY NO PRESENT ):

andd ai 'm wishinq ue a happy great day on uer big day !

Have fun love :D

Happy Birthday Sayang !(:

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