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baby fetching love <3

siaping now , brb kay kay ?

perfect babyqirl , text me asap.

hais , i miss youh )':

hey , hey ! * smile + waving * its 5.26am , and Im still waiting for perfectbabyqirl to text me .
Doesnt youh even care for me nimore ? Why youh didnt even give a fcuking damn to me ? To text me , to tell me , youhre whereabouts for now ? Hais , We're drifting away. Youh're different , So do ai .
So what do ai expect from youh , am ai right ? Ai cant say much about it nimore.
Still waiting for youhre text messages. Oh, if youh dont even give a damn to me nimore.
Just tell me aites ? Oh yea,
To naf : Who are youh ? Oh , yup . im still with adek , whats wronq ? Why ?
hmm , anything youh would lyke to share to me ?
& to this one bytch ; fcuked ! Youh spammed my blog previously , youh made a joke sial.
Oh , I dont even give a damn to JOE, JOE was just my close friend , perhaps , I need to clarify this ,
Im not his dog and his nothing , compared to AdekRaikhan. Im leading to a happy life.
Alaaa , babe , Stakat tertekan number salah dalam contacts siul =.=' waste my fcuking prepaid to text youh also. haha! Yea, if youh was about to hop into my blog , yea , this is for youh , for sure. Im using his number , for now . Why ? Any prob ?
hais, Relek je girl lu .
Bolayan samerh lu . Frame luh kuh sepuas - puas hatiy kau ! =.=' kuh siket pon tark da heran .
kay kay ,
& for now, im not yet asleep . Still waiting for her to text me & for adekRaikhan homeleave.
Will be getting ready soon to fetch him . Wa, dhy , Kuh rindu sama lu !
haha. Oh , why ? About me & adek get back together, is there any doubts ? Maybe , we both had eventually meant for eachother, God knows. So yea, up to you people kay kay ? * smile *
Hate me being with hym , doesnt effects us at all. Insyallah * smile wide wide *
kay , kay ! takecare .

perfectbabyqirl : im missing youh . hais ,

Pic : had been taken at Marsiling Checkpoint , while playing POOL.

hey hey ! (: Peeps , Im currently , listening to : Perpisahan. Oh basically , Im doing nothing in life.

Not even schooling , was waiting for what the solution about me continue my educations in which School.

Waaaa, I really need to have that Certificate , I swear * sad face * It been few days , ever since , Ive been out suspended from school . I know , I cant continue on this way Perhaps , I really hope that the MOE would give me a better school . I really cant tolerate the school nimore. Every day , I think , what will eventually happen to me in the future. I need to lead a better future ahead. I really want to have my own happy family when I grow up .

hais , Indeed no one seems to understand me . Not even mummy. People thought , Im doing this on purposed.

Im not . Im really cant , Day by Day , I felt depressed . i swear . Somehow , Sometimes , it makes me break down . I simply dunoe why . I hope Mummy could understand .

Shida [ my primary schmate ] gave me job at Raffles Place, I wanted to work there but somehow , I need to ask AdekRaikhan about it . I really hope , he would allow me to do so while waiting for the results from MOE.

& basically , Im having a cold war with Perfectbabyqirl . I simply , dunoe whats happening to us.

I know , She felt hurt and I felt irritated. I still do love her . Things is changing between us and basically ,

I simply dunoe. I really am sorry sweets. It wasnt what youh thought but somehow, I cant get youhre point , and youh cant get mine. Somehow , Youh said , Youh gave in , I gave in too . But somehow , I feel youh dont seems to understand me . For now , I guess , I dont need youh to tell me , where youh want to go , with who or whatsoever. Cause , I guess , Im just nothing & basically , Havent I told youh I changed . Yes, I did.

hais , Im sorry . I dont mean this way .

& youh know what , youh did make me pissed off with one thing . So yea , I kept silence . Im not gonna talk about it nimore.

& to my ONELESSLONELYBOY ; I've been not entertaining youh lately . Im sorry , I dont mean too.

Whatever it is , imy )': Meet soon kay kay ?

kay kay , Just now , I went homey , house was full of mess, and I hate it so much .

I called mummy , and scolded her , She kept her mouth shut .

She was shocked , never did she heard me nagging at her , nor did she ever heard from my mouth that I gonna scold her, about the housechores cause Usually I will say , " Why must I clean ? Not me , who mess it up . " however not nimore, I dont care who mess it up , Who did not wash the plates / cups , if i see , the house was full of mess, I will eventually clean it up and started nagging -.-' I dont know why , hais .

Tmr , love coming back at 9am , waaaa ! I really am happy ^^, will be fetching him homey .

Seriously , I miss him . I swear . hais ,

Oh love , meet up soon .

kay kay , I will update soon iye ? (:

takecare ,

lotsa love ,

BabyPuteriy ,

Im sorry perfectbabyqirl , things is changing but still I love youh , & youhre still the one , I need )':

Muahs , sayanq.

Pictures at perfectbabyqirl . Would be uploading it once receive iye ? * smiles*
kay kay , perhaps I should say that ive not been updating my post for almost two days and eventually , it had become dusty by right . kay kay .
To all Raikhan 's peeps : " He called and He said , Saturday , He will be back homey. So anything , myt hym outside hys house , as pernormal & im gonna fetch hym tmr. Anyone wanted to fetch him ? Call / text me tonight . kay kay * smile * "

I was in sengkang for the past two days , and eventually it had been a tiring day for me actually . Been staying up late and however , i really had fun . on the eve, i went training and we practice and was asleep late . at around , 9am the next day , we've been practicing and eventually I never expected that I played the gamelan . But its okeyh , i really had fun . hehs:D i wish to play the gamelan again luh kan * smile wide wide * and afterall , Will be having the practice again on Wednesday . Bare that in mind , sweets . kay kay ,
I've stopped schooling , will be searching for another school to lear:n(:
Kay kay ,
I was pissed off went I came back homey . Walangneh ! Stress siul , the house was full of mess. I called Mummy and nagged at her , She was fucking shocked about it =.=' Waaaaa , Finished cleaning , now slacking .

To be frank , Im lazy to update , and I dont know what to update.
Takecare.
Love will be homey , tmr (:

Let me update about what Im feeling right now okays ? *winks*
Im currently chatting , waiting for perfectbabyqirl to be homey , checking fb & tagged ^^,
oh yea , Im missing someone currently so , I feel lyke doing some random post here.
hmm, my life is not what I ever wanted . I simply , dont wish to elaborate it , but I cant hide it nimore. Its hurting me badly , and I simply couldnt take it nimore. It had eventually come to an extend luh kan , hais )': Someone , sometimes , I cried alone thinking , what my life will end up to be ? I eventually made alot of promises within myself , but somehow , the outcome turns out differently which I didnt expect that too happen ):

I dont wish to quit school again =.=' nor did I ever wanted to go on leading this life without Education . Frankly speaking , the N' level Cert means alot to me, my life. I wish people would understand . I seriously , dont know. Bestfriend keep on telling me , to chill and eventually , this thingy will always happen to the retainers. Hais , Howh do youh people , eventually cope with youhre life , when youh drop out from school ? I know , everyone in my family wanted to see me , with my certificates but somehowh I dissapoint them . Its not that Baby wanted to do this ,
I simply couldnt take it nimore. Somehow , My heart hurts . I cried at night whenever I wanted to go to bed , I cant stop thinking .
This things always crossed my mind .
" Is this what I want ? What will happen to my life without certificates ? Why must i shattered my own future ? Where does the promises when too ? It just went down the drain ? "
I seriously never expected that this would happen . I only spent my time with Shazwan in school ,
for almost three months , with his hope , courages & support . With his help , in my mathematics and notes which I missed out , Wow ! He was a great friend. I dont mind , people saying that Im close to a nerd . So what ?! It doesnt even matter . His a nice guy to be with . He was there when Im down in school , He tried to control me , and he made it . I miss his advices . May it be love , may it be studies , may it be my family problems. He never fails to remind me to Write letters to my dad , never did he fails to eventually , asked me , to be patient and wait for Raikhan when His inside , Never did he lost his temper towards me , He was so sweet .
i still remember howh he eventually made my day , in school and on my birthday .
Waaaa ! I still remember , he willing to passed my present , met up with him outside , just to pass it to me . Telling everyone , my birthday. He was sucha nice guy to be close with .
Thanks Shazwan , I will never forget a friend like youh (':

I wish , I could eventually , continue again my education and get to my goals . Whats happening to me ? My life now ? hais .
Im lost )': Things went so wrong for now. God help me please.

Baby aru balek dariy Kudakepang training . I had fun , knowing new friends and eventually never did Baby expect that Baby could make it seyh , I dapat tangkap the step very the fast . Fuyooooh !
Wa , caya samerh diri gue sendiri * smile wide wide *
Really had fun today , tmr , thawning at Amy's house for the next day perh performance.
Oh yea , Baby actually missing alot of people seyh )':
hais , Firstly , I miss AdekRaikhan , Secondly , i miss Shazwan ; Bestfriend kuh .
Howh they been doing without me ? Hoping , everything would be great luh kan ^^,
hmm , Shazwan , Kadang2 , Myra fetch youh after sch kays ? And for Love , " Dy , balek luh homeleave soon ): hoping this 1st May youh boleyh balek ): " I miss youh Seyh .Hais , Only qod knows howh much I miss youh luh seyh ):
Oh yea , Ayah and Ibu so sweet luh seyh ^^, they are so nice and friendly , never did I regret , Joining that group luh kan . hehs , So yea , I will see howh my life goes on kay , kay * smile wide wide * kay kay , baby update soon iye ? (:

Hey Selamat Pagi teman teman kuh * smile wide wide *
Oh yea , Just woke up . Checked my phone , Received messages from SukiJepon.
Kay done !(: So now, waiting for perfectbabyqirl to wakeup * smile wide wide *
Orang tyto mati =.=' call pon tark gune , tark kan dgr . hahahhaha !
So yea, today aderh kudakepang training aje . hehs ^^, i will be in for just a past time in my life while waiting for AdeqkRaikhan . Hahahah. priwo Sari babe ~
Officially soon ^^, & I checked my tagboard , Someone eventually tagged me .
That is Eyya . I have to say that , yup . I've deleted youh as well as had eventually deleted youhre number . Yup , I dont wish to have conflicts with my perfectbabyqirl again . We keep quarrelling , So yea , I had to delete it but not because of her , Cause we both just dont want anymore conflicts between us.
Kay kay ,
For now , Im waiting for perfectbabyqirl to wake up ^^, hehs.

What can I say ? )':

I cant sleep , I missh him so much .

Thats all , I could ever update about.

Update tmr iye ?

I just woke up at around six plus due to everyone kept on disturbing by calls and Text messages =.=' basket , baby nantok siul . Curently On the phone with perfectbabyqirl , talking about KudaKepang . Yup yup , Im in kumpulan kuda kepang now * smile wide wide *
Sorry baby, cause I go in without youhre permission kays sayang ? Bukan maksud I untuk uwaat decision sendiri but somehowh , It was for my own good , cumerh pass tyme ajee * smile * Harapan , youh paham , Dont get it wronq kay sayanq ? * smiles *
Texting with FeeqAstro and SukiJepon .
FeeqAstro at homey but somehowh , He cant onlyne ): Internet connection kene cut , but i'll be updating his blog in order his blog wouldnt get dusty and for SukiJepon , he was at 236 , Lepaking with the rest of them . Wohooo ! * smile wide wide * I need to make my tyme packed seriously in order for me to wait another 20 months for him )':
I miss youh badly ): Hoping this friday , youh would be homey kay love ?
Im sorry , for deleteng this " someone " at my tagged , fb , msn .
I dont want to have conflicts , jeolousy between perfectbabyqirl , So yea , Ive deleted that "someone" . For sure, wouldnt be contacting her nimore .
now , its youhre turn to delete that someone . I dont know , whether youh have the heart too ,
its youhre choice. Lets see , howh It goes okay ? * smile *
Oh afterall the talking , shedding tears , Mommy tried to talked to me nicely . Aww, Im happy .
Cause ,like atlast , She understand what Im going through .
I really appreciate it loads.
I really want to study , it wasnt that i dont want too ): but my school , was so damn pathetic =.=' especially my principal and form teacher . Youh know , Youh're bitch =.=' ass ! Babi dog dog = bhy , pinjam word youh kejap , kay kay ? * smile wide wide *

Currently missing : AdeqkRaikhan ):
Howhs have youh been ?
Hoping youh would be okay ,
Eaten already not ?
When will youh come back for homeleave ?
I have alot of things to share with youh.
Like Seriously .
I swear , I miss youh )':
Text me , when Youh've reached homey okay ? * right here waitinq fcukyouh ! hehs ^^, *
kay kay , will update soon aye ? *smile wide wide *

pictures taken by : Perfectbabyqirl - at thomson plaza toilet .

were celebrating my birthday with perfectbabyqirl and mummy .

currently chatting with perfectbabyqirl and KachykzSmallboy .

im waiting for SukiJepon text message.

hais , i hope nothing happen to him luh kan =.=' basket uhs.

please , tark kan satuh satuh nark pergiy siul , naek court , masok , tinggalkan kyterh kan .

hais , aperh nark jadiy ? hais , i cant bare this thingy repeating .

im dead worried now , seriously , my tears rolled down my cheeks , unstoppable.

haiyo. I seriously , couldnt take it nimore.

haiyo. Please god , i need justice .

hais , And for yesterday outing yes , It been so awesome for me * smile wide wide *

thanks to mummy and perfectbabyqirl as well as Pizzahut . So sweet siul dhorang * wohooo *

was so unbelievable for me. i really appreciate it loads sweet loves * hugshugs*

Was awake at 9am early in the morning , so unbelievable maybe im too excited about the celebration that will be held and First thingy , was to checked my phone , miss calls , text messages ? " anyone ? " yup . there is . but cant be bothered.

I texted perfectbabyqirl and told her im awake , and she's still asleep so waited.

but had been told , that 3pm , should go out from homey , so i get ready at around 11plus ,

and slacked , puffing , get ready . was perplexed what to wear .

I took , 5 hours to get ready and found a dress that suits me .

hahs, kecoh right ? then i was waiting for them , however they woke up late and the celebration had been extended to 6pm , and afterall it was 8pm =.=' hehs. then , Im off homey at around 7plus , met up with solihin under my block with the rest and slacked .

took train , stopped at bishan , took cab there . perfectbabyqirl , dont allowed me to go up , she fetched me , when ive reached. So i met her downstairs and she bring me there.

Order pizza 's and pasta as well . Then , after eating , puffed downstairs and we went up , I was shocked when the lights was switched off , was so damn dark , and someone shouted , " Mummy , someone birthday " I was like , what seyh ? cause perfectbabyqirl told me , there will be no cake and present . She lied , suddenly the crews came out with the birthday cake , I cried . I was shocked and I hugged perfectbabyqirl , took pictures and off down to smoke and slacked for awhile . Quarrel with mummy on the phone , I break down , Dont wish to elaborate luh kan =.=

Afterall when Sengkang took cab , get changed , slacked for awhile and this part , I went to meet the JUNKIES ! Waaaaaaaa . Kene birthday bash , by pizza 's and cake ! =.=' hancur bhy .

Went back homey , bathe and slacked . Afterall , waited for the first bus , and before that , Went back homey , taking 161 and was texting with SukiJepon , as he texted me , he was awake.

I was so happy * smile wide wide * and I really had fun .

Seriously , now , Im worried about SukiJepon ):

Hope everything would be fine . kay ? * sad face *

Sweetest moment ever )':

Thanks love.

hey hey ! Its sukijepon courthearing )': hoping everything would be fine .

Just reached homey , I was away at Sengkang , last night =.='

update about yesterday awhile more.

nqa sending photos.

senang nye , kau ckp .

ey , kau cuba dalam aku perh position , mawu kau depression siul .

harapan masuk dlm IMH siak kau !

=.=' buduwwwwwww perh legung !

hey hey , baby down )':

currently chatting with kachykzSmallBoy.

basically talking about his brother and adekraikhan ,

I cant blame youh nor youhre brother for what happen .

and eventually , I just simply dunnoe what else to say about it nimore.

The best thing to do , was to wait for the three of them to meet up and we will know whats the real thing that went misunderstood .

I know youh miss youhre bro , i also miss him .

we're facing the same thingy .

it never been easy for me to be alone .I simply dont blamea nione for sure

bare that in mind iye ? (:

done with my sayings .

Hey teman teman kuh . Selamat pagiy deyh * smile wide wide * now , check in at 944am , waaaa ! Siang baby bangun kan ? =.=' tark pernah pernah , Sunday bangun tyming giniyh . Selalu maseyh nqoroking . Most probably , at this hour, Im still tired luh kan , But maybe Im too excited about today celebration ~ huhu ^^,

Cant wait to myt Perfectbabyqirl and her Mummy . Hehs xD They had eventually plan something for me , I eager to know what , Hopefully It would the best day ever for me ^^, luh kan . hehs xD So yea , babes and dudes of mine , Khorang very the sweet luh seyh , im Sweet 17 this year , and I really had loads of presents Ive received rather than last tyme when I was in two years back having celebration with Family . Waaaa ! Yesterday , I wish all my preciouslove was there , especially Papa Nizam ): But however , Atleast , he still remember my birthday . Papa , next year aderh luh kan ^^, 18 years old , must be grand for me tawuk tawuk ~ * smile wide wide * and it would be completed having AdeqkRaikhan and youh back together with me * smiles *

So yea , im perplexed what to wear laterh on . hehs xD * THINKING * think luh baby , think ~ huhu ^^, So yea , I hope today , as what perfectbabyqirl said , would be enjoying day for me , hope so . * kening up up * I would like to have a memoriable birthday with her and her mummy ^^,

kays , now both of them , still sleeping . See howh it qoes luh kan .

and for me , awhile more , will be checking my dress and what should i dress up today ^^, kay , update soon love (:

To the world you may be one person,
but to one person you may be the world.

I MISS YOUH ! =.=' buduwwww ~

im tuning on to : This I promise you. - N Sync.

wohoooo ! Perfectbabyqirl kuh , otw homey somehowh She didnt reply my text messages perhaps , I do understand , most to most , saving prepaid or prepaid dar mampus kot =.=' hmm.

Today , perfectbabyqirl come down for my celebration , So sweet of her* smile wide wide *

tomorrow , She make it up for me (: Isnt them sweet ?

Oh yea, ZyraBelly , I never believed our birthday falls on the same date , hoping youh would be going smoothly with youhre husband ; ApekJambu iye ? * smile wide wide * Stay strong iye ? Youhre sucha sweet girl .

I love to view youhre blog , update always tawuk tawuk~ Eager nark tawuk , and btw, Jangan lupa , letak youhre babyqirl perh photo when She's delivered , iye ? (: Happy for youh .

Hopinq youh would be happy with youhre life ahead xD

And perfectbabyqirl ;tomorrow will be celebrating my birthday once again .

Waaaaa ! Alot of presents Ive received * smile wide wide *

Let me share it with youh people iye ? (:

First of all ' it was AdeqkRaikhan who celebrated my birthday at his homey , while his homeleave on

18April2010. Mama cooked for me = Curry Daging + Mee Goreng. Every year , during my birthday they 'll cook for me , and will be celebrating at his homey . Be it , we've broke up , or still together.

Oh after cookinq , it was him who will feed me and Abang also did.

Mama will wish me luck as well as the rest * smile wide wide *

ice cream , after eating and we walked at the park , behind his house nearby the old train cause he knows i like it so much , sitting there xD

On 21April2010 ' , called up perfectbabyqirl met up with her.

Clock strikes 12 , will be celebrating with her at my area.

and yes , it happens. I spent my day from midnight , share things out and she told me her feelings and thoughts which makes me feel so touched.

thinking about adeqkRaikhan and Papa Nizam as they're inside.

Wish Notorious Ice, birthday and we met up at circle stairs.

and he gave me this one china cent .

so sweet of him .

that will remind me of him , and I will keep that.

drank with Perfectbabyqirl.

On 22April2010', my actual birthday,

received messages , phone calls , tagged , fb , msn by friends, cousins and etc.

Afterall , meet up mummy and ate Banquet , Received pooh .

Kakak Dynie spent her time with me , and received Necklace and earings from her with Cake from Bengawan Solo.

On 23April2010' , babygirl; Mas and Aishee Sea'man, treated me at banquet , watch movie at Tampines mall.

received birthday present from = Shazwan Bestfriend.

On 24Apri2010' which is today ,

received T-shirt OP from Uncle and Auntie.

40bucks from Grandparents.

Birthday cake ! * smile wide wide *

Spa - on Monday , 26April2010'

On 25April2010' , im not sure yet , where perfectbabyqirl will be bringing me too ~

hehs . See howh it goes.

So yea, I really appreciate them . I really had fun seyh .

Oh thanks people.

For bringing me happiness.

Babyputeriy aru bangun . huhu ^^, just updating my post as what Ive post earlier on at 811am right ? * smile * so yea , now , check in at 540pm ,

listening to : ku ingin kamu and Hero . Actually today at 8pm , there will be a birthday celebration for me and atok but im a bit tired and I dont feel like qoing . I dont know what to wear sey =.='

pathetic right ? I know . hais , then Perfectbabyqirl havent woke up =.=' haiyo.

Call her even her Mummy still didnt pick up =.= must be so tiring for both of them .

Tomorrow , myting mummy and perfectbabyqirl for another birthday celebration for me .

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww ! khorang sweet sey ! ^^,

appreciate it loads luh kan ,

kay , let me tell youh about yesterday . Fulerhmak ! =.=' kuh mciam nark sepak siul mukerh tuh pompan , sumpah ! kalau kuh tawu , kuh dar sepak terajang dyea , mawu puas hatiy kuh kalau kuh tawuk kuh kene expelled =.=' buduwwwwww uhs bhy kau ny ! =.='

Tarkper-tarkper , ny hari , hari tuh pompan , besok-besok hari kuh * smile wide wide *

kays , afterall , I met up with Apizawa after school as well as Aishee Sea'man .

Waaaa ! Wire kuh lari gilerh .

Hey babes ~! Sorry baby lambat seyh . hais , Then afterall , we thought of waiting for Shazwan cause he wanted to meet me luh kan , to pass me something * which I dunoe what it is * then , its like , everyone hungry so we proceed to banquet and while in the lift , I bumped into my cousin ; kakak Dayah and Im with her , wohooooo ! ^^, i miss her luh kan . hmm , then exchanged number off to banquet . Brought nasi ayam for the 3 of us luh kan ,

then after eating , Shazwan came with present ! (: awwwwwww , he was so sweet luh kan ^^,

then afterall , we all went to smoke ,

after smoking , send shazwan to the library , went to washroom with apizawa and we 're off to khatib taking cab . Afterall , I went there with them , Slacked while waiting for Aishee Seaman to get ready . Wohooo ! We're talking about apizawa 's son . hahahaha !

Afterall , we planned to go town to watch movie but its raining heavily .

we changed our plan , and we went to tampines mall .

after shopping , we planned to watch Movie ; Ice Kacang Puppy love ,

kiwak ! Touching siul , cerita dyea ! I swear luh kan ^^, huhu.

Then afterall , we went our separate ways .

I went to myt perfectbabyqirl and the rest at sengkang taking 27 and 82 * smile wide wide *

afterall ,

im lazy to elaborate about me being with them .

then , i went homey , perfectbabyqirl sent me there . XD sweet right ?

hey daily readers , will be updating about yesterday when i wake up later.

Tired , just reached homey at 811am .

kays kays ? (:

takecare.

Selamat petang semuerh * smile wide wide *

Oh this post is for : Ninibyby , anak kerbau manerh nta .

Ey sayanq , thanks tawuk youh had the time to view my bloq * smile * So sweet of youh .

Youh seems to know , much about me , never did I expect .

Wow ! So sweet of youh seriously .

My blog , my say , I will try to bucked up abit to make my stories abit Spice for youh . If I could aye ? * smile wide wide *

Youh had the time to view my blog ey ? Never I expect , and youh know my birthday , ,wow ! Youh were so sweet to remember ,

I guess , youh used to be close to me ey ? Hahahaha . Oh , thats great .

We'll meet up some day iye ? * smile wide wide *

eager to meet youh seyh . And btw , Thanks iye , for tagging me , everytime youh viewed my blog .

Atleast I know , youhre here for me .

and spare a little time to eventually kept reading my chapter of life .

Keep on reading aje .

No doubt about that & btw , do mind , have some guts to put youhre url iye ? (:

I hope to hear from youh soon love <3

sayang kau banyak banyak ! <3

nark kiss ?

nark hug ?

nark kiss , muaaaaaaaahs *

nark hug , myt uhs .

kays ? (:

takecare sayanq !

alahai , wa pissed off siul dengan tuh pompan sialan =.=' sumpah siak .

tark perh luh , aperh mawuk cakap lagi ,

aku kan jahat dimata cikgu cikgu phat skolah situ =.=' walau apape pon , tark perh uhs .

kuh tawuk kuh kene bucked up tuh je yang kuh tawuk .

kays , since da tark leh masuk skolah lagie , kuh try charik kerja dan duet2 yang kuh dapat , kuh akan blajar untuk saving .

dah continue blajar , amek private N uhs .dar terpaksa siul .

kuh maseh nark masuk ITE , blajar , Poly , U kerh .

hmms , this year sumpah , sial . =.= suey untuk kuh ! =.=' pala bundek !

Aku kene ny mciam . Ny hari kau pompan , besok2 , hariy kuh . kau tengok uhs , amciam jadiy dlm life kau .

kau uwaat ku ny mciam .

and to perfectbabyqirl as well as adeqk Raikhan , and mummy

Im sorry , I dont mean to dissapoint youh people .

Maybe this is what My life fated to be .

For all the sacrifices Ive made in order to come back to school and study , walaiooooo ! =.=' this is what I get .

I cut my hair , which I dislike having short hair , instead now , My hair short , I still cnt move in to class instead suspension.

Try to control my anger , but explode as Ive been irritated by youh =.='

and to my teachers, I really appreciate with the fcuking empty promises youh've given to me =.='

sucha pathetic school !

babi dog dog = bhy , pinjam word jap . geram siul .

With all the money , I wasted on school .

This is what I get in return .

Fuck uhs!

Pissed off gilerh siul =.=' kau tengok ajee uhs .

Youh may have it for now , Im sure all the teachers / principal , will hate youh sooner or later.

SATU WAJAH , DUA SIDE ! =.=' PUKITIANG !

babyPuteriySweets , would like to thank her peeps / family and cousins for wishing her happy birthday , be it through FB , tagged , phone calls or text messages ! (:

Thankyouh love <3

perfectbabyqirl ; ItaMisskeycoh

Bestfriend : apizawa ,

Bestfriend : Azillah

Bestfriend : Aishee' Sea'man

Bestfriend : Shazwan

Notorious Ice , Notorious Kyd , Mummy , daddy , Babylove ; Raikhan , Yassirah , FeeqAstro , Mummy Ita , Izmir , SpadeyLautner, NiniCyner , EyyaSeraphiel , Madam Rehana , Mr George, Shazwan 93-6), Haikal , Zetty ,kid Sanchi , Boi Tata , Kiki Ai Ai , Ihsan Senior , Kathy Quai Quai , Jonjon kia , Lolok Hustler , Kecoh Irrits , Kecyk Retro , YanCiner ,

IdaSepet , Shafawani , Shawindah , Daya Pink , Yeen Ciner , achik dot dot , Kakak Dini ,

Joe , Abang Fad , Ah Dee , zie , Thaqif , Denise , Pipin , Eeka Small , abang spark ku , Azmi , Mainna , shakila , sarah ,

atok , nenek , Amalina , afiq , azizah techno , nani , syafiq azman , apeezbabylove , radzaly , fyq , fai .

and if youhre name isnt include her , do tell me iye ? (:

thanks for all the wishes love ! (:

hoping it would come through luh kan <3

happy birthday to me ; BabyPuteriySweets ; Amira.

and youhre turning sweet 17 .

wishing all the best and hoping all the hopes and whatever things will come true .

happy in life ahead.

happy birthday to us both ; Ice and Babyputeriy(:

when the birthday girl met the birthday boy .

the birthday boy , bites her at her shoulder which she felt painful ):

awwww , what sucks man !

i never knew this would happen , that we eventually had spent the nyght even for short yesterday (:

so yea , myt laterh ice

^^, happy birthday to you .

happy birthday to me ! (:

hehs , yup . thanks to all my friends , especially perfectbabyqirl for her day with me that we shared yesterday night when the clock strikes 12 midnight . We met up and things went perfectly fine * smile wide wide * perhaps , I didnt attend school which I was supposed too )': luhhh , bachen uhs me ! haiyo.

Kecoh ryte ? So yea , I wish things gonna be fine .

I want to come to school today (:

awhile more , I will be siaping , eventhough , Im late .

when the clock strikes 12 midnight , which is 22april2010 , mark im sweet 17 .

I never expected that tonyte will be my birthday . Im growing older which I thought I should change my mindset and resolution once again . Things was going on so chaotic in school today which was beyond control .

i do realized that Ive made a mistake and Ive made that choices .

I need to face the consequences for that actions.

Tomorrow will be the conference day , and i'' promise to myself not to eventually start my old self once again .

I wanted to change for the best and focus on my studies.

Im growing up even much more older than I ever thought .

For once , I really wanna thank god to allowed me to step in this world and see the human beings surrounding me , be it they hate or like me . i really want to thank my mother for giving me a chance to stay in her stomach and carried me all around the places for 9 months . with the hardship she've made by giving birth to me .

By feeding me , sacrificing alot to me . Giving me courage and hope with everything I did to eventually stay strong in this world .

To my brother , eventhough , we;re not that close as we are supposed to , I understand , You still care and always there for me . Youh both showered me with alot of love , care and concern . You gave me hope and support to face all the obstacles in the chapter of my life .

With all the shits Ive put youh both through , but still , youh all , gave me chances to stay strong .

I appreciate it lots .

To my step dad ; eventhough Youhre inside , Im sure youh will still remember my birthday .

I miss youh , I wish youh were here on my birthday . Im turning 17 , but youh wasnt here , I felt abit down .

I dissapointed in youh , for making that actions in life .

Hoping youh would change when youhre out .

AdekRaikhan ,

to youh , I miss youh alot . I know youh remembered my birthday and this year was unbelievable to me , when Youhre not around beside me , like youh used too every year . I miss youh . But Im glad that youh did celebrate my birthday on sunday .

Which was , so thoughtful of youh .

And thanks to my bestie ; for being there for me . and Reminded me , about my birthday lately . which I actually had forgotten . and to my perfectbabygirl , will be celebrating with her this sunday , thanks love for being there .

I appreciate it lots .

Tonite , the first thing i will do , was to pray and cry .

I hope things would be alright for me .

Cinta'BabyPuteriy Sweets |Amira
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