♥

This post is specially for Muhammad Raikhan Bin Rosli .
Cinta yang terindah - AmiRaikhan :)
Right now , check in 5.09am .
still awake :)
i couldnt put myself in bed .

   & let me tell you this ,
   this came from the bottom of my heart and I wish to post it here :D
Eventually you should know the moments , we 're having a hard time with eachother
& EGO stands between our ways . Nobody wanted to give in . Not me , nor you .
I was following my own ways , which I thought things would turn out smoothly ,
   & I was wrong to think that way .
   and for you , you wanted everything to be perfect , and followed every moments you've made.
   Listening to everything you told me to do however i insist of doing it .
till then , one day , we've known eachother mistakes & we tried to solved it together & pulled through together. You gave me this attitude which I hate it the most & I was still staying strong till you let me go .
It was a hard time for me , when you left cause I wanted you all the time being by my side.
   You didnt even bothered about my whereabouts in the past ,
   You didnt even care about what I wanted in the past .
All you do , was to hurt me badly , and shattered all the dreams I wanted to build with you .
I learnt to let you go , & accept the facts , eventhough it does hurts me badly ,
   I love you so much , but I still moved on .
I couldnt deny , that sometimes, I did miss you so much & did have the feelings of jeolousy ,
   Sometimes, when I was walking down with a few of my girlfriends to town ,
   It will reminds me the first time , We dated with eachother.
   The moments , when you wanted me to changed .
   But I just dont know , what you want more from me .
   I gave you what you wanted , but you didnt even appreciate it .
   We contacted eachother & again , we lost eachother .
It hurts me badly , eventhough I do suffered alot , but still Im standing strong .
   Being with the rest of my ex's after you ,
   Nobody , can clone you .
   No one , can even managed to earn my heart , like you do .
   Only you can eventually opened up my heart :D

As time passed by , still I waited , hoping there's miracles between us , and I used to pray hard to get you back in my love life as my love partner & this year 2010 , You came back to my life .
& Ive trust the meaning of karma & miracles. Learnt to let go that someone , if she/he came back ,
he/she would be yours forever & That was so damn fucking true.
Now , Im waiting for you , with all the sacrifices Ive made. i dont wish things went on gone to waste.
I love you so much , & Im willing to wait . Im changing all because of your guidance.
And you made me realized & Love is unexplainable to me :D
   It comes naturally & Im just falling deep in love with you :)
Im just a girl , with a heart & Im sorry for being so egoistic in the past . Im willing to changed into a better person and leading a happy life ahead in the future :) Just remember , I love you .
Im right here waiting for you . precious love <3.

i m still not asleep till now , :)
its 4.38am.
keep on blogging , as long as I can still blog .
Now, just listening to Mimpi Indah and puffing ~
I felt so damn cold -.-'
hais , I simply dont know why .
Hearing this song , makes me break down )':

   this song which I m hearing , really means alot in my life .
   with all the things i went through with Raikhan .
   I couldnt deny that I did reflect back the past ,
   & remember how he treated me in the past .
   I couldnt even imagine that he's changing for now , ( ALHAMDULILLAH ).
   Its hard to see him changing his life into a better person .
   He becomes much more responsible in doing things & have some human beings feelings ,
   He had becoming much more patience in facing all those obstacles in life as well as love life.
   I really appreciate the changes he've made right now :D

Really want to thank god , for opening up his eyes , mind & heart .
his brain is function-ing now :)
that was so damn fucking great now .
However , still I couldnt forget how he hurt me in the past ,
& put the shits , all over me .
The pains , he makes me suffered for all those times,
I've been with him .
Yes, its true . I was Nothing in his life , in the past .
Without him , telling me , but he shown me the answers to all my question .
He used to treat me as one of the posers ,
but as time passed by ,
He saw the changes Ive put through & he changes his mind to accept me in his life .
To lead a happy life ahead in his future :D

   I do my best , to make him feels as though he wasnt like others.
   I ve given him the chances & he doesnt make it gone to waste.
   He's treasuring it :) but somehow ,
   Peeps , i know , you people felt as though his avoiding you people ,
   & you people blamed me for that .
   I dont mind , I could accept that .
   Yes, I dont allowed him to mixed around with anyone anymore.
   But somehow , sometimes, i did close one eye,
   I did gave him some space.
   Have you people ever thought , why I told him to avoid you people ?

kay , let me tell you the reasons why .
Have you people even care / bother to wake up early in the morning to just rushed down to his court hearing ?
Have you people really appreciate him for what he did in the past ?
You people , wasnt there , when he was facing the judge.
He was all alone with me & his sibling.
Friends ? You said , He's your bestfriend , friends , brothers ?
But did you people even care when he was in doubt ?
Who was there for him ?
I was there , facing it alone with him .
I speak out to the judge.
But you people , was just slacking around , sleeping perhaps.
I was tired too . Im schooling , but why can I rushed down ?
Have you people thought of that ?
Its the choices you people made , its either You want it , or not.
Yes, I and him , cant forced you people to come down .
But now, when he was having his homeleave ,
You people came by , towards him , saying you people missed him .
Oh my , what Nonsense you people show ?
This is now friendship . This is friendShit !
Now, searching for him . What for ?
Want to ruin back his life ? Come on , think .
It hurts me badly .

Yes, I couldnt deny , He really loves you people.
Appreciate you people by his side , during the happy moments ,
but when it comes to doubts ?
Everyone just went away , leaving him .
& now , his homeleave , you people searching for him .
I couldnt accept that . and I swear, I had the acting you people put towards him .
I felt so damn frustrated.
I swear. Hais ,
and thats' the reasons why , I dont allowed him to mixed around with you people anymore.
No offence , but stating the facts.

Ive been through a hard time with him .
Can you people eventually do what I did exactly for him ?
- Wake him up during his courthearing ?
- Face the judge , & promised will bring him down on time.
- Rushed down & get him ready to his courthearing.
- Sacrifised your sleeping beauty ? Your precious time ?
- Force him & fetch him ?
Can you people do that ? I bet you people cant .
It was a very fucking hard time for me to do it with my schedule fucking packed.
With performance for school ?
Where were you people ?

Im sorry , but this is what I feels.
I really couldnt accept that .
& now , i hope you people would understand what Im going through.
This is what I wanted to post about this morning :)

and precious , there would be a special post , for only you .

Check in now : 302am.
In my bedroom with the lights still switch on followed by the fan spinning right in front of my face ,
along with WINNER Stick on my left hand :)
I couldnt close my eyes , I simply dont know why .
I missing precious and and , today was a special day for Mama & yet , precious isnt by her side at this point of time.
I felt bad , seriously .
Hais , but however , I wanted to say this to Mama :

" Mama , myra nak wish Mama ,
Happy Birthday :) and and Harapan myra ,
moga - moga Mama panjang umur ,
Murah rezeki selalu , :)

Myra faham perasaan Mama tanpa adek disisi Mama detik-detik ini.
On behalf- of him ,
for sure , he wanted to say ;
Happy birthday "

I felt like crying but somehow , I have to be strong enough in order to face all this .
I know, I might not be there for today .
it wasnt what i want ,
I dont mean it )':

I hope , things would be changing soon )':

I miss the old us , being together .
I miss the moments.
Mama, maafkan myra iye ?
Krana tak dapat bahagia kan Mama.

Let me update once again ^^
I have plenty of time to update :D
BabyPuteriy&AdekRaikhan fall in love with this song :D
& the lyrics was totally awesome.
It was like our LoveStories seh ! ^^
I swear , (: hehe *

Kays , the lyrics here :D
i swear , this song makes BabyPuteriy&AdekRaikhan cried '.
hehe* was so unbelievable , (:

Sekian lama terpisah ,
akhirnya kita berjumpa bagai sebuah cerita cinta .
Senyuman yang kau ukirkan ,
Selalu bermain dimata , hingga terbawa di dalam lena.

Bila ku pejam mata ,
Dirimu yang menjelma bertemu kita di dalam mimpi indah .
Kuh sering memikirkan dirimu , Kasih .
Tak putus doa ku hulurkan padamu .

Moga terbuka pintu hati untuk mu ,
Membuktikan kejujuran cintaku
Impian menjadi nyata .
Seandai nya kau terima , cinta yang telah ku berikan .
Akan ku genggam setia ,
Janji yang telah dibina bersama kita menuju bahagia.

Bila ku pejam mata ,
Dirimu yang menjelma bertemu kita di dalam mimpi indah .
Kau bersinar menerangi kegelapan .
Kau hadir mengerik kehidupan .
Maafkan lah daku , kisah cinta lalu .
Takkan kuh ulangi , kesilapan kuh .

Kan kuh cium tangan mu , Sebagai tanda rindu .
Kan kuh kata kan kuh cinta padamu .

Hello Daily Readers ,
Ive not been updating my blog ever since precious Homeleave,
am i right ? So yea, im free now :D
So let me share with you , how things went on this three days ,
with him by my side ^^ alright loves ? :D

Things went on smoothly , as what I wanted it to turn out to be . I enjoyed my day with him so much .
On Saturday , I went out with precious ofcourse :D Where else , can I be ?
Am i right ? So yea, I was with him all night till the next morning at his crib ~ Enjoying yknow :D
That day , we planned to meet up at 730am , at my crib but he was still snoring ,
and and me too :D , cant be blame. So I waited for him .
Received calls at around 1030am , stated that He just woke up & he will be getting ready to meet me at my crib .
Thought of visiting Papa , but then , He was late & we're supposed to be there at 1pm . So , I told Mummy , forget about it , Im going out with precious . Just send my regards to Papa.
and and , I was late to get ready & precious was mad -.-' but still he was abit patience now.
I get ready from 1pm - 330pm , and while I was getting ready , precious was entertaining my elder brother ^^
& I was about to leave the house , & precious said to me .

" Bhy , today , kita kluar , dont even you dare to let go my hands tawu ".
I was like speechless luh kan , but somehow , I just like , " Hmm. Ah kay loh :D "
Then , after all , we headed to town & we met up with Mummy [ precious's Grandma ] , and we had reunion .
Uncles + aunties . ^^ then , at around 7pm , we 're separated from the rest & headed to our own ways.
I went out with precious , just the two of us .
Bumped into loads of people. Still I was with him ^^ and out of blue , went towards FarEastPlaza, bumped into ShaShaCat ' , waaaaah ~ She shouted like the world is hers. HAHAHAHA ! She hugged me & also precious .
While waiting for RosDiamond & Ronda , I and precious took pictures as well as ShaShaCat' & went they arrived .
We headed to other places & we bumped into Ratna . She hugged precious , & after all , we walked to Dhoby Ghaut & reflect the first time ever we dated eachother & we planned to go to Marina . So we headed taking 190 & off to Peninsula . Bumped into Eeka Small , just waved & we're off . Walking towards Esplanade and headed to Marina Square. We sitted there & it was about time , we took 111 and off to Precious crib.
While waiting , we bumped into Ogy and her BF , and they had a short conversation and off taking 111 home .
And and , we both was rushing towards home. And suddenly , His P.O came, he was late for 5 minutes.
But his P.O , just signed him & i thought of accompanying him & take the last train home however Mama dont allowed. She asked me to sleep over , at first I insist but then , precious gave me this simpity face , so yea ,
I slept over & precious had this conversation with me , and he teared down . I was shocked .
I never saw that tears rolled down his cheeks , till yesterday .
So we're off bed at around 2 am , after having the conversation.

On Sunday ,
He was to be back hostel at 630pm . So we just slacked at home & get ready at around 4pm .
I ironed his clothes like always , and get him ready .
He thought i was going out after sending him , and he was like , '
" Bhy , go home straight kays sayang ? Jangan pergi mana2 "
I was like , Yea . Sure love <3 .
Afterall , at around 530pm , We went out from his house & took 61 back home.
Keesha Babe texted me , and wanted to meet .
Precious allowed . As usual , we went sitting the park nearby the hostel and he went in at 610pm and Im off home to changed . Took lappy , vcd , home clothes & toiletries to keesha babe 's crib .
Couldnt wait to meet Ayra , ofcourse :D
Before , precious went in , he had conversation with Mummy , like usual .
And and Andy + keesha.
He kissed me & hug me . With him waving at me , saying goodbye , makes me cry )':
But im strong . So yea, reached home , Im off to Yewtee , to meet Keesha Babe at her crib .
So yea, I was having a great time perhaps with her the whole night :D
Hehe*
Kay , till here :D
Update soon .

The overdue pictures :

hello peeps ,

im Eyya Seraphiel Daneesya here .

Updating for my sister , Babyputeriy's blog for a surprise post .

hehs . the main fact is dhat i didnt tell her dhat i'll be here to update .

most probly , she's still somewhere out there .

so nevermind , just a surprise for her to read when she comes to read her bloggie . or update for herself .

so yeaa , hearing some improtus from her .

yes , i admit . i havent been with her for some time .

but doesnt mean i dont care yaw !

we often text / call or webby when we have a chance to .

and update each other over recent improtus .

so yeaa , i heard stories .

and , i'd like to say to babyputeriy to keep staying strong and endure every single thing

dhats meant to happen .

coz we are no one to stop em from coming .

this experience is for you to learn my dear .

so you will be stronger and never weak .

so ppl cant play punk with you .

seriously .

as for you , maybe many improtus did happened but you havent learned much yet .

so now is the tyme for you to accumulate every single experience dhat you can gain .

pure patience is most important .

but remember dont let this kind of things to affect your normal life .

life goes on my dear .

communication needed between you both .

just be patient , and things will be on your side ~

kay love ?

stay strong , remember your promise to me [:

and love , remember , im just a call away sister .

xoxo !

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It wasnt what you ever think , things would turn out to be .
My heart hurts alot , with the surroundings & things that had eventually happened in between this journey between us .
I simply , dont understand , What more do you want , do you need ?
I really hate what had happened recently , you took this , just a joke .
But deep down , have you ever thought , how much will it hurts me ? I never blame on you , I never regret but I did once regret for now , taking good care of you but you dont seems too -.-' Ive been patience with you , ever since , we've been together.
Too many sacrifices , Ive made . Im hurt )': Somehow , sometimes. I feel like leaving , but because of loving you too much ,
makes me , stay on with you . I love you so much .
Think through my dear . Please . I love you so much .

Hello hello daily readers ! :D * smile wide wide * oh yea, now check in at 10:19pm ,

I just reached homey , precious sent me back homey , but until Woodlands Interchanged.

But nevermind, I understand his situation . Atleast he has that guts to send me atleast to Woodlands. Kay , let me talk about today, kay kay * Kening up up *

Really am fucked happy with what eventually happened earlier on (: & as what Ive planned to meet up with Keesha & Andy , happened in the end * (: oh yea,

Actually , the day be fore , i went to Yewtee , to KeeshaBabe 's crib uh (: Happening jugak uh. At first no plan , kinda mendak . Thought of meeting Mummy ( Precious Granny ) but i didnt managed too . -.-' Things went on differently . KeeshaBabe , texted me and wanted to meet , as she was all alone with ayra at homey so yea . I cabbed down to Yewtee :D & Atoy , called me up , He asked about precious but i told him , I wasnt with precious loh ):

Afterall , I was at KeeshaBabe 's crib & we shared some personally stuffs & it was unplanned that I will be sleeping over at her crib uh kan , but it happens just like that . So yea I was sitting all the way , at her crib & we did Karaoke & things went on , smoothly. & at around 7plus , precious called me , & told me , he reached homey & we had some personal stuff to talk about & I thought of treating KeeshaBabe & we went out to Yewtee point & we eat ~ Huhu. Murtabak for her :D & Thosai Masala for myself :D we sit & had a long conversation , was on our way homey , but still we can sit nearby to the playground & talked to her & things went smoothly . I enjoyed with her :D

Today , precious beep me & we meet up with Atoy . Everyone came down to my crib :D WAAAAA ! & waited for me to get ready and we off town . precious , me & Atoy first then met up with Ogy & " ..... " , and I beep up KeeshaBabe , while walking , i was texting with KeeshaBabe , & coincidently , we bumped into eachother & we planned to had our dinner at Orchard plaza & we off to FarEast , meet up with the rest , then I went homey with Keesha babe , precious & Andy . Wow ! It was a great day * smiles * & tmr , will be meeting up with precious . He's coming over , Im cooking for him ~ huhu. Western , as he requested :D & we planned to go to karaoke or maybe , we'll be heading to town after wards, see howh it goes :D & precious , i love new us ~ Hope , it will stay on this way , love .

I loveyou .

Hello hello ! :D My daily Readers , babes & hunks , i just finished up cleaning my room . Now it was superb awesome . Neat & Tidy . Everything was in place. However , at first , i was so damn tired to clean it up , but I made my room like " Karang Guni " Crib , so yea. I have to clean it up before precious get to know that my room was in a mess. -.-' ~ Oh yea, I did went to work just now. Wow , it was so tired & I really had a bay + good day with them today :D Things turns out not that smoothly like what I ever wanted . I had to be in mates with new collegues , & they dont simply understand. When we 're eventually instructed to do the pick up at the Kitchen to serve the guest . Oh my , I was damn mad . Everything was cock up -.-' I had no choice & I have to do two things at one time , Serving + pick up . whereby I wasnt supposed too -.-' But there isnt any other choices.
With all the mates , I had , only one who can easily catch up with what Ive said.
Hais. I was assigned to do , three tables. One is my table & another two was my mates.
But they make it cock up . They was supposed to serve my table first -.-' but they dont wish to listen . Ass hole ~ Hais. Coincident , today EekaSmall , FafaaBoncet & Kathy Quai Quai working .
So yea, but I couldnt entertained them . Im busy with my own stuffs. Alot to be done.
But today , almost 5 people , asking me , " Da derh boyfee ? " hais.
At work , I dont like to mixed it with my personal stuff-.-' So , i didnt even bother to entertain .
So after work , cut it short , I met up with my other three besties , & went to Office to collect our pays. Afterthat , We had our dinner at Macdonald -.-' Plan to eat at Sakura but they changed their minds. So yea, I only ate Double Cheeseburger , cause I dont have any appetite too -.-' Pathetic , yea for sure. I know :D then , after all , we went on separate ways. Fad & Akid went home & I took the train with Hasbi only to City Hall & he went back Bukit Gombak & I went to Bugis to shop :D
Hehs . So yea, I brought precious new things :D As what he wanted . As what Ive said, I will eventually fulfilled it , Yes I did :D so there shouldnt be any problems.

p/s: Hey ass ! Are you coming back tomorrow ? Waliao yu ! -.-' Hais. Didnt bother to beep me. No time ey ? Hmm. I miss yu sey pantart bhy ~ Hehs. I love yu .

HELLOHELLO ! :D * Smile wide wide + waving * Hows your day daily readers ? Hoping everything went on smoothly . Kays , ? (: I have a great day at Work today . Hehs. Precisely * Kening up up *

Things went on , as what Ive planned to do the day before . Thought wouldnt be working , but I was wrong ,

Praying hard that they would put me in one of the Slots at Suntec City , & they did . So sweet of them * hugs *

Cause , I wanted to earn money , for precious . He wanted to go to East Coast , in order for that , I need Money to eventually bring him out * wink * . Would make up his day , to be a great memoriable day for him this week . As Ive promised that I would do that . HAHAHAHA ! Oh yea, Lets start the topic by telling you , daily readers , what I eventually did today . Oh yea , the day before I slept at 6am & wasnt thinking of anything .

Was waiting for Deeky / Shawn / Sharon to update me about my schedule. & thank god , the moment I woke up , I received text messages from them & they put me in one of the Slots . * excited * Oh yea, I eventually spent the day out with my collegues at work ( Suntec ) & I quickly beep up Fad & texted Hasbi ( bestie ).

However , he didnt even bother to text me -.-' pathetic . So yea, we planned as usual , to meet up with Fad & Akid to go to work together . So yea , met Last Cabin towards Marina Bay & we planned to meet up at 2pm but I waited for them for almost 1 hour plus & was so damn pissed off -.-' Buduw . Hais.

Then , while waiting , I called up Hasbi but he didnt even beep me , & I thought he was asleep .

When I went into the train , out of blue , I saw Hasbi was there . I was so damn pissed off , & told them ,

to eventually treat me , cause I waited for them so damn fucking late & my make up was almost melting .

HAHAHAHAHA ! & They agreed * wink * So yea , we stopped at Bishan & took the Circle Line & Stopped at Esplanade. & walked over to the Hotel . Quickly , I get ready to changed into my uniform & almost 4 plus pm , & we had our briefing once again . I was being separated by Akid & Hasbi . Still with Fad. Like always :D So yea, there wouldnt be any problem . Today work was so damn slack . I slacked the whole hours at work & we ended early , cause the event ends at 9am . Get ready to changed & we took cab & off taking cab to Office to take our pay :D Then , i kept some of the money , to another wallet of mine .

so yea , tomorrow , work starts at 7am . Wow ! Wouldnt be sleeping , afraid I would be late.

Before taking the train , We went to Orange Julius & Fad treated me * smile wide wide * .

Okay , then off home . Before that , I went to the nearby shop & buy ciggarette & went home * wink * .

P/s : I really had fun . Precious , I Would be fulfilling your wishing this thursday love :D I love you ~ I miss you so much ~ Meet up soon :D

hellohello , earthlings :D
ie just finished changing my skins ,
it was just for a moment , kays ? * smiles *
oh yea, now , already 337am . Time flies so fast , am ie right ? ie'm glad. ie couldnt wait for precious homeleave on Thursday .
Yea yea , but tmr , ie must be working to earn money . hehs :D oh yea, just now , ie was all the way sitting at home alone . Nothing much basically , it was just that whenever , ie'm off , ie dont feels like going out. Yup, ie know, ie'm weird but ie'm lazy to go. Oh yea, today , the hot topic was that , ie found out whose the spammers. I dont feel like revealing , ie'm shocked & ie dont believed what ie found out . ie gave eyya Seraphiel Daneesya phone calls & she also couldnt believed it . Hais, but its okay, still ie wouldnt hate her (: Oh yea , most probably , the Guest , it was different IP , & ie m not sure , whether it was the same person but using different computers or what uh .
Hais, but atleast , ive found the first spammers right , ? (: Okay , drop the topic ,
let me share with you , what ie felt for today.
I miss precious of course.
Hais, come back again for your homeleave.
That Sunday , when ie sent you back hostel & stay on & waited for you to go up to your dorm , i was like . Oh this is what you usually do in your room . However , tears rolled down my cheeks , but somehow , ie have to be strong , am ie right ? He'll be okey , in there (:
& ie believed that for sure.
Things went on , smoothly lately & ie wanted to grant precious wishes this thursday for sure.
So yea, I hope he would love it much .
& atlast , ie succeed to earn his granny heart .
Wow ! It was unbelievable. Thank god ! Amin. Oh yea, to Mummy .
I dont wish to regret this time round.
What ie wanted was your blessing for our relationship & ie dont wish to see you , hurting me again . I forgive you but still , im hurt )':
I never expect that . the words you used to labelled him , was hurting me badly . I remembered how the last time , you love me being with him but now , I hope you would realized & am really apologizing . Hmm , ie wanted to make him , my last . So yea, its my problem for sure. Ive gone through this far , & ie dont want things to go down the drain kays,

Kay, whatever happens , Amiraikhan will be sticking together :D Thats' final.
& precious , dont worry , whatever ie've promised in the cab two days back , will ie fulfilled it .
Dont think to much . All i ever wanted to see you , was to be happy & come out from hostel soon kay shayang ? Im right here waiting for you love <3

You came into my life unexpectedly,
and everything took a turn for the better.
Your warm eyes, your laugh,
the sincere way you speak,
and the kindness you showed me,
all became a part of my life.

As you unfolded yourself to me,
I discovered more and more beauty.
I have never seen so much
gentleness in one person.
Without even knowing it,
you were slowly making a place
for yourself in my heart.

It used to seem so hard at times
to feel so close in a relationship.
But it’s so easy to feel close to you.
I can’t tell you how nice that feels.
I realize now that I had never known
what it meant to be loved
until I was loved by you.

hello readers. ny shashacat.

i'll be updating for bbyputeriy sayang today{:

cos dier malas lah kan rasenyer. hehh!

timecheck: 12.01am

Actually, i taktaw nak ckap aper, jadi i sembarang jeh eh bby?

Huakhuak~

Had a chat with her just now.

Baby & Adek Raikhan misses me? I miss you both too lah, sweets.

kalau nak jumpe, ask for my number from Eddy okies?

he has my number. i hope you both leadinq a happy life dear.

i nak koranq last lonq, and iqnore the musibots yang spam bby nyer bloq.

iqnore, and qo on jer kayh ? hehe.

i nak koranq last longgggggg, saaaampaaaaaii married.

tros jempot i to your wedding! YIPPEEEE~

ahahahah. ok. i dah merepek.

bby, must rest well tauw. you havent been sleepinq kan?

nanti sakit kan susah, dah no money nak shoppinq. takleyh qi work.

bhy, meet me soon okayh?

i miss you badly. manymany stories to share with you.

Shasha Sayang Bbyputeriy(:

many many huqs & kisses from me to you, love!

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hey , this guy above " the love of my life " , in another words, his my another half :D oh yea, ie'm missing him now. Yup, ie know, pathetic, cause we just met earlier on this morning till evening * tsktsk * still , ie do miss his voice ofcourse. hais. precious in hostel for now * smile wide wide* ie cant deny , that ie wish he would be right here with me , now. But however, obviously , he cant do that for now. Hais, ie'm just updating about what eventually happen for today , ouh yea. Some parts , was so damn touching for me. hehs :D So yea, ie'm just waiting for his return , as in discharged , december next year ): Waaaaaa~ ie know, it was so long , but nevermind, its okeh , ie'll be waiting (: So basically today , ie woke up at around 7 plus -.-' pathetic , ie know.
ie should fetch him at hostel , but then , he left before ie came. Thank god, we've planned to meet up at homey, the day before. HAHAHAHA! cute kan ? ie know, precisely :D
Oh yea. what happen for today ?
woke up at 7 plus, siaping until 830am . Left homey at 9am and took bus 903 and trained down to tanglin.
Reached at 1012am , & saw Cik Noah , the first one, then ie went to meet him . ie was shocked to see him standing infront of the gate -.-' ey , bhy ! kau tawuk je, kuh nark smpai . hehs:D cute kan ? hehs. Salam-ed him and met up with Cik boy & Auntie wasmi , salam-ed & talked talked.
Mama was still sleeping , ie was thinking , whether the plan to go to EastcoastPark , really gonna happen , the answer is NO ! A big NO !
Hais, precious was not in a mood -.-' due to this issue , & he doesnt even wants to talk to anyone including me.
& he eventually took out this one word from his mouth which makes me , went so damn down & feel like giving him a tight slap -.-'. ie never expected that. ie reminded him " you're not changing because of others, and you have to appreciate the changes you've prove to everyone. ie know, you're not gonna be way back to your history behaviour. I know, ie saw the changes is coming back , & howh many times , should ie remind you , my dear ? & you should change sincerely , & not because of others. Maybe, your parents doesnt even care about you , but ie do . Remember that , & ie swear , ie gonna hate the changes in you ." He was shocked when ie speak up earlier on , and he kept quiet all along -.-' but he was so damn rebellious. ie was about to bring him out for some special occasions & he denied -.-' So , yea. I know , ie cant force him . Am ie right ? So , then ie started to changed the way , my facial expression & he knew that so damn well. at around 4pm , he started to get ready , and ie was like , " Sayang , it was still early . Why must you want to go back hostel at this hour ? Even if your'e mad at Mama, dont include me in , ie didnt plan all this . Hais, Yes. She promised you , but she didnt carried out her duty , but maybe you may not know , she's damn tired yesterday so she was asleep till now. Its okey love, ie spend my time with you alright ? dont act this way , kays ? your'e spoiling my mood too . making me pissed off again sey . hais. " and he was looking into my eyes, and he was like , kay , get ready , we go out now, to Mummy [ granny ] 's shop . So yea, ie was like kays . Giving him a smile . And we went Orchard Plaza taking bus 111. & reached around 545pm . Helped Mummy to close the shop & we went down to had our dinner & ie was having some personal conversation with Mummy before precious came down , cause Mummy told him to take something , which she forgotten & I was talking with her all the way . * smile wide wide * So sweet sey ,
& ie felt the bonding is getting much more closer for me & mummy for now. And it sounds so damn great :D
Afterall , we had a great day , precious ate Mutton chop , ie get icelemon tea for myself & coke for precious , SoyaBean for Mummy :D & we took cab off back to hostel at around 7pm & we reached the park at around 715pm and we walked towards Hostel & met up with Ouhgygy , as she wanted to meet Rock & we walked towards the hostel together , & ie was like waving all the way , to precious & ouhgygy to her CINTA , and we're off home by cab :D stop at bukit batok , took 963 , & off taking 903 home.
& now, ie'm doing nothing. ie'm not working tomorrow.

p/s : ie had short conversation with precious in the cab . He was so sweet but his face was like being labelled as " tarkperlu gituh kan " hehs. :D So yea, ie cant wait for his homeleave ^^, kay , precious . Iloveyou .
dont be afraid, ie'm all yours :D

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