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` ♥ cinta' BabyPuteriySweets; Amira

It's 1:07am and I would be hitting my bed soon[: Currently on the phone with ♥Epul Carl Tsm and puffing. Just end my conversation with ♥ Aphie Cine as he have to go under his void-deck to meet his friends and as for ♥Andee Fadly his asleep and he told me to wake him up at 12am but i didnt manage to do so as I check my phone around 1230am. Anyway, you just have to take a good rest or else you wouldnt be healthy. Back to ♥Epul Carl Tsm now. I was shocked to received his phone calls earlier on which was so unexpected. Waaaaaaaaaaaa! I miss his voice, like atlast ~ hehe * I realise that day wasn't a goodbye for me . thank god!

Today I was rotting at home doing nothing much but spending my time with Mummy. Tomorrow gonna be her first day at work and I hope everything would be going on smoothly for you sweets. Insyallah , Amin * hehe ^^ So, Mummy keep on having her sweetdreams at home earlier on until 5 plus pm , and she's awake. Today , ♥Andee Fadly came by my crib to pass me cigar and he spent his day with me. Awwww, thanks love. So sweet of you^^ I SUKAAAAAAAAAAAA! Then, it's time for Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. Waaaaaaaaaa! It's my favourite movie with Mummy and ♥Andee Fadly and he's off homey at 730pm. He told me , he would be heading homey taking cab but when I text-ed him , he was bus-ed down homey . So yea, Had a short conversation with him on the phone and I went online and chatted with my MSN friends [: Afterall, I had some conversations with Mummy and I headed back to my room.

Tomorrow, planning to meet Opik with the rest of his friends including Kakak Shasha but not sure, if the plan really turns out to be like what I wanted it to be. & Just now thought of meeting Nazirul Mubeen and Sheikh Dan Ace but then, last minute cancelled.

I can't make it. I don't feel like it. Abit tired since yesterday after training. So, I stood at home.

And now, I guess, I should end my blogging & continue talking to ♥Epul Carl Tsm on the phone [:

It's raining & it would be nice to hit the bed soon .

Update soon sweetloves. Nights *

♥ Aphie'cine ; ex who never failed to cheer me up when I'm down.

Currently chatting with this ex of mine above. We had not been in contact since I've been with my previous ex but now , we are. Hopefully things had becoming much more smooth rather than before. Instead, I prefered having this kind of way in my life. I just need a space to contact everyone I wish too. & now, we're back close like before, I just wanted to thank him. He was the sweetest ex that I ever met. So sweet of him.

I would like to take this opportunity to seek for apology towards him for all the heartbrokens i've put him through. Not even shed tears for me, but he's willing to sacrifice alot of things for me , eventhough I was so damn hell mean towards him. It wasn't what I ever wanted to do. Things happen for a reason. Even how we go on our separate ways, he would come back willingly to accept me back in his life but as for sure, Like i've said, I'm not prepared . I know, he had been waiting for me for so long ever since I was with my previous ex but he knew that Life have to move on.

I remember all those times, when he always tried to ensure me that he wouldn't let things happen repeatedly and I trust him so much.

i'm just too stuck with the decision. hehe * He was one in a million. He was totally different from the rest of the guys , i've met before including my previous ex. We shared alot of things, and I never regret of letting him enter my life once again.

I remember how I eventually hurt him , having boys behind his back eventhough he was sincerely and deeply in love with me. I remember how he reminded me to be strong when I was with another guy , when I was shedding million tears over one jerk. He was there to fed me when I'm down with fever. How he reminded me to have my regular meal which I almost forgotten to do that every now and then. I really appreciate him. Many things we shared and do. All the memories.You even wipe away my tears when I shed for someone else whereby the truth, I need that someone to eventually do that for me. He was so awesome.

Thanks alot , love. I really am happy to have you in my life and I'm sorry for taking you for granted during my past.

♥ `Achik dot'dot

Damn! Yesterday was so damn tired as I just came back from tarian but still I entertain this guy above.
It's been a long time ever since we chatted with each other ^^
Yea, kindaa miss him ]:
Meet soon, love.

apiz'snake♥

Today, would be posting about this guy^^ It's his birthday. Wuhuuuuuuu! Syg, you alrd reached 15years'old this year. I tak nak you nakal-nakal and do stupid stuff lagiy tau tau ! Kesiaankan Mummy,

& Remember, I'm always here for you. Just a phone calls away or text message kay syg ? [[:

Afterall, we're neighbourhood love. Meet soon, love. I miss you.

For today, I'm too effy tired sei ]: Had Tarian practice just now, but we're not focusing at the tarian cause it's the Kompang Boys whose go'nna have their keluaran on Sunday[i guess]. Was so damn fun just now. I'm sorry to those who I didn't manage to reply your text message/ pick up your phone calls as my battery low. I forgotten to charge my phone the night before.

So, I'm having a busy schdule this month. Next Saturday, Wouldn't have any practice and my plan is to meet Kakak Wanie.

♥Andee Fadly, Sorry didn't manage to entertain you much lately. I really hope you would understand my situation. You have something to committed to , so do i [[: & Somehow, Sometimes, Too tell you the truth, I memang felt irritated. Haishh. Just give me a break kays ?

At around 7pm, still sitting at the Coffee shop nearby to Buona Vista with Eeqo & headed to Teban at around 9pm and meet Abang there. Was actually planning to be home at 1030pm , but too bad. I took the last bus instead . Atleast, I go back home rather than Thawning outside. Damn' , No! I'm too tired & I need to get some rest.

Reached home, ♥Onelesslonelyboy wanted to webcam with me , as It's been months ever since we last contacted eachother. So, yea. I chatted with him and now, ♥ Andee Fadly also chatting with me. i don't feel like updating much. i need some rest.

So , Good night earthlings [[:

Update soon kays ?

♥Damn' I envy her *Picture above[[:*

I didn't get a chance to update my blog yesterday night cause I'm just too tired. hehe* Yesterday i went offline earlier , at around 230am, I guess as A'bai wanted to use the Laptop. So, I need to give and take with him as he's not always here. After all, Yesterday been rotting at home and I'm too tired to go out. I buy myself a new topup card for my prepaid and gave AdeqSmall a phone call. I miss her, damn ![: Meet soon, love. Aww, thought of meeting ♥Nanii Bonchet Meow Meow, see how it goes. Was too effy tired of taking my feet out from homey. Today, Papa's visit & Mummy is attending. I told Mummy to send regards to him. i'm missing him, damn ! ]: Papa, will be meeting you soon too! Yesterday , ♥Andee Fadly came by my crib to pay a visit to me & Mummy. He brought me two Rhinoceros cooling water & two kinder bueno with additional Marlboro Menthol[: Thankyou ^^ Was so much appreciated. Hehe*

~~AND~~

Yesterday I received one missed call and one text message, which was so unexpected for me & i felt so pissed off with him.

Come'on, You got no prove to say that , i pass down your number to others. Woitttttts! Ex, I got better things to do rather than keep on thinking of you and i told Mummy about it, Mummy said, " IGNORE " No point of reply-ing cause I don't wish to talk to him much. He can't always put the blame on me. I'm effy sick and tired of it. He keep presenting himself, while I'm here to really - really erase him off my mind. I managed to get over him every night. I'm not having INSOMNIA anymore. I know, this relationship should really put a full'stop though the real facts is , Yes. I do still love him but it's fading but I just need to stop thinking of him. He's with someone else & I'm happy that he lead a better life [:

People keep asking the same old question repeatedly, " Why, you're not interested to fall in love anymore? " cause I'm too sick and tired and for me, I don't have to rush things. No point cause to me, I need a break now[: Hmms. Afterall, What I've plan is what I really wanted to Aim now. For now, I need a chill pill . I wanted to enjoy my life to the fullest and gain new experience in life.

So yea, For everyone, Much appreciated if you could understand what I eventually wanted . Thankyou ^^

Mummy texted me earlier on, She finished visit-ting Papa and She wanted me to get ready to go Causeway Point. This hour? Damn! My butt stuck at this chair infront of my laptop -_-! As she wanted to start work on Monday, She wanted me to go out with me to Causeway . I told her, more convenient if We just stay and spent our day out in the evening. To karaoke or somewhere.

See how it goes, between the both of us. hehe * I'm happy that we're getting close to eachother[[:

I texted mummy that I'm lazy to go out this hour instead I told her to buy me Nasi Ayam Penyet and we have it together at home and I'll be waiting.

Awww, Currently chatting with Nazirul Mubeen. Eyh , bilaa nak jumpe ? Damn! Aku rinduuu kau ah. Homeleave, maner nak picet aku kan ! ~~Pala buto sama anda~~ ~ hehe * Meet soon tau ! Kinda' miss you ah ! hehe *

For now, I would like to end my post. Monday will be out with Opikk and a few new friends. Meet soon , love.

Update soon, Sweetloves ♥

♥Kecik'Astro

`It was just our history pictures.

Basically, he texted me earlier on asking me to meet up with him the next day but I was't sure if I could make it not, As we'll be meeting up at Eunos. Damn! So far? No, I don't have the to travel there anymore. I'm sick and tired. Oh boy, If you want to meet me, Meet me around my area instead. Well, as he's serving his National Service I sense his changing much and becoming more matured in handling things by himself. I'm glad that he changed but not fully change yet. Whatever in the past, I really had forgiven you but still, there wouldn't be sure for 100% for me to eventually stick wit you again like before. I'm not prepared yet. I'm really sorry.I need a break, love.
Okay, we catch up with you somedays.

i've been rotting home for today while ♥Andee Fadly was out to Zhap's crib to accompany him. I'm not mad at all but just a reminder to him about himself. I know, I couldn't stop him from doing anything, Am i right? :)
But, As a close-friend, I should atleast remind him about himself. So yea, Been rotting at home, doing nothing much. Eventually, i started to think about browsing all my folders and I found some pictures during my histories. Damn! At some parts, everything flashbacks. Wowwww. It was just a mixture feelings. Awwwwww~Asshole:')
Afterall, that's what I did for the whole day.

Would be going on the ~~4th Nov pit~~. Yeaaaaaaaaaaaap, Sweetloves, Wait me up:) I'll be coming . Don't worry, Insyallah * Wouldn't paitau. Pray hard that I'm gon'na be there loh. Remind me again.

Update soon, Sweetloves.

♥ Andee Fadly , Epul Carl Tsm , Ruddy Aden and Nanii Bonchet MeowMeow

I guess it's the best way for me to reveal the truth story right now. I know, Most of you are totally dissapointed and was too damn hurt with my reactions and I just couldnt hold on to it longer. I had enough being accused and I swear that I'm fucking sick and tired keeping it a silent way. So basically, before I could start this post, I would like to seek for all of your forgiveness. I know, alot of people came by towards me , getting through me through Facebook as well as Msn asking me what eventually happen between my Mr "S" which is Epul Carl Tsm and what happen to my friendship between my bestest babygirl; NaniiBonchetMeowMeow. It wasn't as simple as Abc for me to explain each and every single thing, so the best way for me was to kept silence knowing one fine day the truth will be out. So, I've made a step forward to make things clear for everyone.
My point of view, was all of this is just a misunderstanding and some part, It went wrong.

So, I took Ruddy Aden for granted, which I really wanted to apologised to you, for making this decision. I know, I was mean so much mean. I had no choice but however, You left as with some reasons and I accepted it. So, left the part when I was with Andee Fadly , Epul Carl Tsm and Nanii Bonchet Meow Meow. I knew Epul from someone , and I heard stories which I felt like getting close to him and I really enjoyed my days when I was with him. The moment, we shared alot of things every night . Daily routine. But one day, my prepaid went really damn low and at that point of time , Andee Fadly also came into the pictures and that's when the conflicts started. The reason I didn't contact Epul Carl Tsm when I was away at Granny's crib like all my friends knew, When I was at Granny's crib , I wasn't allowed to talk on the phone at night. As, I didnt explain things towards him that's when We drifted away and went away. Out of blue, I found out he was so damn close with one of this girl . i was also heartbroken but I knew we had no string attached. Afterall, I went through a hard time , Sometimes, I miss him. I wanted to text him but I couldnt. I make my own decision to take a step back and just keep a distance away.

On that day itself, I was also having some problems which I didnt managed to handle it. I was pissed off and damn worried about myself. Afterall, Andee Fadly came into the picture, he was facing some problems with Nanii Bonchet Meow Meow too and I'm facing problems too. So that night, we chatted with eachother and I know, How much he loves Nanii Bonchet Meow Meow. How she shattered Andee Fadly's dreams. Afterall, we exchanged opinions. I told Andee Fadly, maybe for now, She's not ready for a long - term relationship. So, i told Andee Fadly not to rush and he also said the same too. He said that, He would wait.
I do understand and I could sense he am sincerely in loving Nanii Bonchet Meow Meow. Afterall, Each and every night we chatted until one fine day, I and him was making a fool at our PM'[s] but when She came online both of us changes the PM. Afterall, that Was the first misunderstanding and Afterall, I tried to explain things to Nanii Bonchet Meow Meow but she don't seems to understand and end up she kept dragging. Day by day, She eventually came by to said, I will be him one day, & I denied cause I know, whatever happens still, Andee Fadly loves her and I'm trying to make her understand but she dont seems to get it. One day, Andee Fadly changes his Profile picture and it was my face as well as Andee Fadly but however, I didnt know it will make it into a misunderstanding situation. Damn ! Like seriously, Andee Fadly loves her alot. Afterall, She went away, deleted me off every where. Facebook, Msn and even strike out my name at her blog links. I was totally dissapointed. I was down, I never knew she would such things. As time past, She abandoned me alone. As it, Andee Fadly & Tom was right by my side, see-ing every moves. i love her so much, and how could she pick this choice in our friendship? I never knew. I keep breaking down eachdays.
And I kept silence. Never knew that Nanii Bonchet Meow Meow would be telling everyone about it. I did explained to her, but when I explained, she just went offline & didnt even want to talk to me. So, for me she's an egoistic.

Afterall, Epul Carl Tsm didnt know that Actually all this is just a changing of status. Cause Andee was heartbroken and I was too damn hurt.She kept having the negative thoughts and she challenged me. We did changed but Afterall, Between me & Andee Fadly, there's nothing going on but we're just close friends. Sometimes , i miss the moments I had with you, Epul Carl Tsm but you still accused me about me & Andee Fadly. So yea, I just kept silence.
For now, I know I'm at fault too. I'm sorry, you can put the blames on me. You can consider it, its your choice but whatever it is :

When Nanii Bonchet Meow Meow, Wasn't around I just miss the times I had with her. The moment, when we both eventually had together. The moment, I was feeling down, sick and you're there for me taking good care of me. I was so happy love. I really appreciate it lots.

And for Epul Carl Tsm, for being there for me when I was down and couldnt hit myself at bed. Sacrificing his time, eventhough how tired and late he would be, he would still call me up and talk to me , accompanying me in bed. I was so damn dissapointed when all this turns out to be chaos.I never told you the truth that, i had fallen for you each day , cause I dont wish to get hurt again.

Andee fadly, a nice guy who listens to my sorrows too and be there for me each day, i'm down.
So, for me , If you three wanted to leave, Then by all means, I'm ready to let you all go.
So, it's fair enough. I'm hurt, as well as you too.

I'm sorry, I miss you three. I love you all, still :') Eventhough sometimes, I felt like breaking down, but I know that Crying wouldnt solve the problems. So yea, Update soon Sweetloves.

♥ Wednesday' Blue. Self reflections for what I've eventually did for today journey.

Currently at ♥ Andee Fadly's crib along with his small sister but she hitted the bed now so left me updating my post while ♥Andee Fadly watching MTV. Was abit down just now, when I was out with them along with the rest of his clans as I pay a visit to Zhap. Afterall, hoping he would be fine and rest well :) I was abit too dissapointed to eventually sense something wrong towards me. Hmms~ But, whatever happens I ought to know that i got to be strong to face it eventhough at some parts, it's gonna break me down alot. Thanks to ♥Andee fadly for being there to hear my sorrows.

Was out from my crib as ♥ Andee Fadly cabbed down from Zhap's crib. I was getting ready at around 3pm and head off to Yishun at 5pm and planned to meet up with Nurul at Admiralty Place. While waiting for her, thought I would be giving my cousin, Dayah a surprise however she wasn't on duty today. So, We went to catch up with Bubble Tea. Awwww~ Chocolate Blended Ice with pearls. My favourite:) but I don't have the mood to drink much. Something was bothering me that moment.

Afterall, when Nurul reach, we headed off to Prime Supermarket and brought some chocs & ice-cream for Zhap and we walked towards Zhap's block and waited for him as he's away. So basically, the first one to meet up with us was Zhafri and we told him to buy for us something and he came back. Afterall Zhap reached and we sat and had some conversations. A few minutes later, Remy and Zai arrived and we headed to the nearby kopitiam which was just opposite my school and we sat there. I don't really focused on what they said. Bumped into Naz and his father but didn't had a chance to have any conversation. Noticing that my DM , was looking at me but i ignored.

Thought of going back to my crib as I'm going to Yishun to over-night at ♥Andee Fadly's crib but we realised there isn't any much time and Nurul was so tired so we cabbed back to Yishun and I had some conversations with ♥Andee Fadly before I entered his house. Came by Nurul and we shared something in the past and we waited for Didi and Ahzan to come. I didn't talk much with him. Maybe, his having a cold war with me about what I've eventually said to him the other day. I'm sorry for being too harsh cause I was not in a right mood that moment.

Afterall, I went in his crib and now , sitting infront of his computer checking my facebook and Updating my blogpost:) Awww. I'm okay with it now, things had becoming much more peaceful, I guess.

Hopefully. Anyway, I'm missing someone ): Thought of saying something to her just now, but I don't feel it would be the right time. So yea, update soon.

I want to have my late dinner now. Takecare sweetloves.

♥ showing a fake smile.

Raffiq Azhar & YattSmallSmall went homey already after movie marathon with me at homey [: Was so damn awesome. They stay at my crib until 11pm . Thanks tau korang for paying me a visit . Appreciate it much.

Currently chatting with Andee Fadly & also Usin Danielz. For today , I ate alot . Fuyoooh! I'm growing fatter now. Hehe* It's okay. I'm loving it like seriously. Finished websms-ing with my Ex-KecikAstro.
Anyway just a short & simple message to you, " Just calm down. Be strong. I can feel you. Just focus on yourself now rather than you're always into relationship. No point rushing, oh boy . Be a right man first kays ?"

I was touched when he said, I was always concern & be there for him to shared his problems with.
Dearest, eventhough we've broke up doesnt mean that, we cant be close anymore. Maybe, we're fine to be this way. I'm here for you to share your sorrows okay ? * smile wide wide * Cheer up [: & I was shocked,
He listed me as his sister . Damn funny ler you -_-! Okay, what I did today.

I ate two roti prata's which Raffiq cooked for me earlier on & Some tidbits plus biscuits. hehe * additional pepsi for my drinks. I received text messages from Epul Carl Tsm. Hmms,Yesssssss ! I miss the old times , we shared together. Talking on the phone every night but everything happen so fast that we aint close now.

I knew you still read my blog cause of some reasons. Afterall, I'm thinking of updating the real stories and make it clear for everyone. I had enough of you people keeps blaming me cause deep down, I'm dissapointed & feeling so damn fucking hurt )': I'm shedding tears inside.

Sometimes, things are meant to be kept silence eventhough actually it really hurts me alot. However, no matter what one fine day the truth will be out [: It's a matter of time for me to reveal it. I know, I should fight for my rights but I'm just too sick and tired quarrelling over stupid issues that wouldnt get straight in people's mind. It's up to you to consider about it, after you knew it.

For the moment, say what you want to say, blame me for all you can . I can still accept it eventhough it really hurts me alot. Afterall, I knew what I'm doing and some part of it, I'm at fault too. I really am sorry.

Whatever happens,I'm still standing on my own feet.

Ouh, not to forget , Apiz came by to pay me a visit too. I know how he miss me so much, when he hurt me. Ouh adik, meet soon again [: You dont have to so over-stress up over small thingy sayang. Akak here for you & remember you can tell me anything you want. I love you , still [: Cheer up.

I can see from your eyes, you're dissapointed , mad and angry but afterall, I've to learnt my lesson too not get frustrated easily and ended up this is the outcome.

Chatted with Kakak Wanie in the evening, She pay a visit to Abang Wan just now and I really am so happy to hear the news from him. I know, you're dissapointed when you heard about me but I promise you , I wouldnt repeat it again. Thought of Writting to you letters soon [: Wait up for the letters & maybe would be meeting Kakak Wanie this saturday . Hopefully lerr [: I miss her so much ^^ Planned up to go for Karaoke on that day, See how it goes. Will be re-confirm on Friday night ^^ I'll be waiting for you. I miss you love.

Afterall, I did nothing much today [: Update soon ^^ I miss everyone .

Especially my one of my closest Babygirl ; iloveyou, still eventhough we're egoistic.

`♥ Experience is how life catches up with us and teaches us to love and forgive each other. What would life be if we had no courage to attempt anything ?

Having a hard-time now, cause my stomach cramps. Damn. Just woke up from my short nap and tune in to SheilaBunny's Radio station. Aww, they both was so cute ^^ I envy them so much. Hehe* Ofcourse, I wish I could have my love - life partner who can be so sweet. For today, I really had no mood , haishh ):

Currently chatting with ♥Andee fadly like usually :) Didn't entertain others much.

Was surfing something, & eventually I'm learning alot of new stuffs. I had no idea , what to update about today but I just wanted to post this for Kimie Keai & Lulu Siao.

I know, it thrown a big impact to you about your father.

Afterall, you must still let him go, cause God loves him more.

Whatever it may takes, Babe(s), be strong tau !

Sorry, I didn't had a chance to go there today.

I've told Shasha to send regards to you instead.

We'll be catching up with you soon.

Calm down sweets.

will be updating soon tonight.
As, currently I'm blank now.

Takecare, sweetloves.

If you judge people, you will have no time to love them

♥ Notorious`Lalat ; Andee Fadly

The above quotes, I learnt it from that guy above * Smile wide wide * People thought that we're together instead we're in an open relationship. Wants to make it clear ? Let me explain cause I felt somebody don't seems to understand. If someone tells you they want an "open relationship" with you, that means they want to date you and other people at the same time and are okay with you dating others, too.

So this is what I wanted to explain but no -one seems to understand. Yes, we're close indeed, damn close.

We shared alot of problems together and at the same times, We did create alot of memories. I learnt to appreciate myself and started to realized that, Not everything that I wanted will end up the way I want it to be but I'm proud to be who I am now. I gain alot of experience mixing around with his clans as well as his small sister. I'm comfortable and I feel I can get along with them. Insyallah* It's okay losing that someone eventhough I love her so much but what for I'm holding on and wanted to treasure this friendship if she don't feel the same way. She made that decision but ended up all this as well as our friendship, She's the one who felt so stressful.

Okay, just cut the story short, for now, I'm still awake ( 10:39am ) , I just can't hit myself in bed now. With some special reasons, baybeee :) I wanted to update a proper post about the two days, I've not been blogging. Afterall yesterday night, I was at Yishun with Nurul, Tom, Zhaf as well as ♥Andee Fadly.Slacked at Andee Fadly's crib till 8pm and get ready to head homey. I really had fun the night before. Was so damn awesome & I'm enjoying it. Even at some parts, I felt so dissapointed and I shed tears , but its not worthy to me. Everyone tried their best to advised and console me. I thanked god to have these people surroundings me. It's true at times, Someone that love the most and really wanted to treasure we'll have to learnt to let it go eventhough it really hurts us the most. They're self-centered. Why bother about it . I kept silence and reflected back everything.

i know, that you didnt get the real facts, this is what you want dearest. I felt being challenged by you and now, It ended up this way. I went away and they ( Tom, Nurul, Sad , Andee Fadly ) was there for me whereby actually I wasn't close to them before. In fact, I've granted your wish. You kept having negative thoughts and you keep accusing me, rather than you accuse me, it's way better for me to eventually make it reality.

I never wanted to betray you. Have you ever give a second thoughts ? Have you ever heard any explaination from us ? Indeed you're telling the whole wide world to know about your bestfriend and your admire.

If you really love him , you would do this to him yet you did. Numerous times you hurt him. He's a human being like you too and he even had feelings. How long you're playing heart games with him ? What you earn from that? you're attached at that moment and we really had problems. He shared with me his problems and I shared mine. Maybe, yes . He made a mistake by putting his profile picture my photo and his but have you ever wonder ? We made things clear that, we're just close friends but seriously you really challenged me.

I was totally dissapointed in you. Let everyone know about this, but they're just listening to only one party which is you , then the other two parties ? However, I wanted to tell them, get the facts right before putting themselves involved in this matter. To me, you said, you doesnt need any more explainations. It's fine with me, but what I ever wanted is, Just keep your mouth shut. You're spoiling our reputations. However, they never knew about you yet. How about I post the real story soon to make everyone to consider . How , are you prepare to know about it ? Have you ever thought that one fine day, things will be revealing and I swear, people would be laughing at you babe, :) Trust me.

Do what you wanted to do now, Just wait for the right time for everyone to know the facts. I'm totally sick and tired with all this. I know, you're just too envy babe but both , I and Andee couldn't do much cause we both the real stories and some of them knew. You're too pain in the ass babe. That's all I could say.

You never ever thought what will happen afterwards. Afterall, just play harder. We watched you but wouldnt make much chaos over this cause for us both, Everyone at fault and you can keep putting the blames on us but not you. Anyway, I guess by winning will bring rewards to you :) So, it's okay babe. Just carry on. All the best in your life. I never regret of losing someone like you who doesnt even appreciate us and the journey we gone through all this while. Take good care of yourself. Don't ever regret what you did. Anyway, you taught me the meaning of " Accepting the facts, " BUT instead I guess, You should said that to yourself first .

Okay , for now. I'm done updating. Continue chatting with ♥ Andee Fadly :)

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