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PERCAYA PADAKU

♥ Addiction

It's 610am and I've been listening to this song repeatedly. I really can't put myself in bed. I wanted to tuck in as soon as possible cause I've been waking up from bed so late&Mama really hates that but I swear I've been trying to sleep early but I can't. It seems as though something bothering me, is there?

I'm not really sure.

Mama wanted me to get engaged with ♥ as soon as possible but I'm not really am ready yet. Talking about it seems to be a little bit fear & traumatic for me as I used to get engaged but I talk a step back cause I'm not really keen.

I hope things will be alright. I'll be taking step by step and I don't wish to rush things.

Basically, I've been thinking what should i do now in life,

I've gotten my result & seriously I'm unhappy although both my parents proud of my O's.

I done badly actually ):

I thought of taking N's next year & I thought of asking my ex form teacher from my secondary school to tutor me . Shall see how it goes. I want to get my NRIC done first & I thought of asking Mama whether if she's able to bring me to hols. I'm getting bored in this small country. I need new environment although it will take me for a week. It doesnt matter.

6 more days to Grandmother's birthday. She wanted something but Nenek, Er, ♥ haven't give me money so I shall give you in belated. I thought of staying home today but I thought of having a day out with ♥. Photoshoot him. Pity him not having a nice new display picture in his facebook.

Mine too, will do it real soon. Shall see where's the nicest place to shoot. Although it's just a CANON small camera but still, still if we know how to snap it, i'm keen that the picture will turn out nicer.

& For now, I'm out of topic. I got nothing much to share.

I'll update soon. Real soon.

Take care. Sweet dreams.

Obviously, ♥ is snoring right now in his locker room . hahaha !

DONE!

I'll be upgrading myself as soon as possible.

As for now, I've started to take my TEST.

Damn, it's quite difficult.

Actually, I was unhappy with my result but my parents were so proud of me that I've made it.

Insyallah, I'll see what I want to do.

Should be, I'll be taking my N's too.

So, I got two certificate&I'll be going to ITE.

As what Mama wants, She wanted me to take Nursing Course.

In order to make her happy, I'll be taking that.

Afterall, it's a bright future for me cause I can work there for ages.

Insyallah, Let's see how it goes.

Both parents not working today,

Should be, there's a plan.

But I'm quite shagged today.

Shall see how it goes.

Okay, I'm done updating.

Update real soon, Take care (:

HAPPY MOOD

cause, Lap top da okaay (:

Thanks to BOYFRIEND ku.

aww, so sweet of you.

Okaay, It's 2:49am and I'm still awake although tomorrow, I'll be having my test at 2pm.

I think, I can make it. Insyallah. Cause It's a must for me to go.

Listening to RADIO 89.7FM, while puffing.

Mama&Hafiz da drop dead.

Oh no, she's coughing. LOLL.

I pity her, she's not feeling well. Damn ):

I really want to take good care of her.

I don't know what to wear tomorrow. Should i wear the white long dress or just t-shirt&jeans?

* thinking * Nevermind. Shall see how it goes, tomorrow.

I wanted to post something but I don't know, should i?

Nah, nevermind. Forget it.

I got nothing much to update but LASTLY, I'm happy that my Lap top working now (:

no more, borrowing. that's for sure.

hehe *

Okay, i'll update soon, takecare.

Nights, sweet dreams.

Muahs.

MY FIRST WOULD BE

I MISS MY BESTFRIEND SO MUCH )':

meet soon, Mohd Afiq Rahman.

& Here, I am posting again. Don't wish to see my blog dead. I would like to thank ApekLurb Cinta once again for borrowing me his Laptop. hehe.

Much appreciated. Okaay, It's 1.42am, I just got back from meeting Bai&Hafiz.

It's quite boring at first&I thought of going home but after all, I decided to meet them once again.

Cause while walking, I bumped into Papa and he asked me to accompany him to M1 at Paragon so I agree. Afterall, He told me that He will sign up for me LINE in order I'm gonna learn how to save my prepaid. Insyallah , I will do my best.

I brought a new white long dress which I never imagine that I'm gonna learn how to wear dress. Bestfriend was so happy when I told him that I'm starting to wear dress cause no one can believe it.

I'll try to change to become lady light. hehe *

Bestfriend, I miss you so much. Although, Yes I admit I feel like killing you for not meeting me but I understand that You got to spend time with your new GF & I really understand that part. Wish to meet you soon. Remember to bring her along alright?(:

& I can't wait for Tuesday. I'll be taking my O's test. Please , pray hard for me. Alright? (:

I'm done updating. Nothing much to update.

Take care sweet love.

Nights.

Hello. (: It's 4:16am & I'm still awake. All alone inside my room and still holding on to ApekLurb Cinta's Laptop. Will be returning back to him by tomorrow. I really want to thanked him for borrowing me his Laptop. As for today, I woke up a little bit late & i didn't managed to watch Bella. Afterall, Mama get ready to work & I'm still slacking at home doing nothing until Papa told me that He's having his two days off and he wanted to go for urine test. I got no plans and intend to follow him to Yio Chukang. I quickly get ready& waited for Papa finish getting ready.

Afterall, headed to Yio Chukang & off to Yio Chu Kang. I didn't talk much with his friends & just waited for him to finish his urine test afterall we headed to nearby Coffee shop & slack there for a while. Took pictures& uploaded it through Papa's phone.

We thought of going to Double O but BOTH of us felt tired and head home. Watch Kurafat in Youtube and Mama got back home& Papa went to bed. While I'm here, facebook-ing & doing nothing much. Miss Boyfriend so much): Love, meet soon.

I got nothing much to update. Will update real soon. Take care. Sweet dreams. Muahs.

First of all, I would like to thank ApekLurb Cinta for borrowing me his Laptop to play for the whole night in my room as he'll be using his IPHONE to play his facebook. You're sucha nice neighbour I ever had.

It's 610am and I'm still awake while playing facebook commenting about our past with EdaStar. Flashback everything I find it so funny. We've been through that situation at the age of 13-15years old& now, We're seeing other teenager reacted like what we used to be. I admit that, I should behave like an young adult for now as well as change the way I talk towards the elderly.

These days, I feel something aint turning out right&I'm doing my best to be strong. Although, It hurts me badly keep quarrelling every day & night still I've to accept the facts that they are still my parents and I should be an obedient lady towards them.

I'm really sorry that I didn't talk much anymore& have been hiding with you, love but you don't have to worry so much cause I'll be fine soon. I just keep strong & stronger each day:) Insyallah. Amin.

& for now, I'm doing nothing much in life. Will be trying my best to look for a job:)

Let me end this post cause I got nothing much to post today. Take Care. Sweet dreams & Sleep tight.

I've been away from posting my blog for quite some time& I started to miss my blog post.

Have been waiting for Mama to send for repair until now, I wish She would be doing it as soon as possible.

I miss Laptop so much )':

Lately, I've been facing some minor problems which I don't wish to share with anyone not even with my own BF. It's quite awkward to keep it to myself cause usually I'll have someone to talk to but for now, I ain't gonna trust anyone anymore.

BF got so much things to settle & I've to spend less money buying new stuffs for this few months. I'm gonna understand you. You don't have to worry. :)

& I really envy brother when I heard from BF that he got New IPHONE! )':

" B, I pon nak )': "

Nevermind, Shall see how it goes.

I got so many wants&needs but I've to wait patiently.

I'll get it as soon as possible cause BF always try his best to give whatever I want.

Insyallah ; AMIN.

I'm done with blogging, Will update my blog real soon :)

Takecare, Sweet dreams.

Love you.

Muahs.

While eating CHIPS MORE&listening to Ressa - Menyesal. I'm feeling a little bit down and I can't sleep well. I wish everything would be alright real soon. Insyallah, Amin.

For now, Baby right beside me sleeping while I'm using his laptop updating my blog post in order NOT to leave my blog full of dust. Mama just got back home&She's resting inside her room while Papa is NOT at home. I'm happy that he started to work&I really hope everything went smoothly for him. Of course at times there's something gonna occur but there's always a solution to it.

Okay, after deleting my facebook account, I feel that I got nothing much to do & it's not compulsary for me to have Laptop with me cause at times if Baby drop by, He can borrow me for a few hours. I hope, He's fine with it. I thanked god that today Baby sleep silently and NOT snoring cause I felt irritated when he did it.

Haha. & tomorrow I thought of going CDC.

I wanted to apply some courses for myself cause I don't have any qualifications.

Either I'm gonna finish up my education or I'll be taking Make up&Hairstylist course.

Depend with the situation. I must take one step at a time.

I got nothing much to update.

Will be joining Baby to Sweet dreams real soon.

Take care.

Nights.

I've deleted my facebook account&If you want to get through me do text me at my phone:)

&I'm sorry to a few of my guy friends, I may not entertain you guys.

I've left my blog dead for quite some time and I started to miss updating my blog.

I've been wondering when will Mama send for repair.

I can't update much, I'll try not to make my post dusty.

Update real soon.

Take Care.

Sweet dreams.

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