♥

One of the kaki gerek's at work place.

Outing once again last night at Cineleisure was so awesome !

A few friends tagging along & It's quite happening until end of the part which is so the " boredom strikes ".

At first , the plan was a bit cock up cause some of them paitau but we still carry on with the plan to meet up & today, I just received phone calls to tag along . We're having a small picnic at Marina Barrage but I'm a little bit tired as I stay out late night yesterday and I'm running out of cash. I need to stop it now :)

So, I'll be staying home playing bejeweled.

A few hours ago, I was texting with boyfriend & there's a minor issue which I just hate it so much.

It was so annoying & I started to hate this life.

Like seriously, I'm being frank here.

What's the stalking part ? It's fucking annoying. It's true that I don't make mistake. I told him my where abouts but I hate people giving him phone calls/text message telling him that they saw me this & that. It's fucking irritating sia. What's the point? You people got nothing to do and keep stalking me telling him about me-.- Fuck ler, get a life. Thank you.

I feel as though, Boyfriend ain't trusting me anymore.

I really hate this feeling as well as the situation.

Might as well, I stay home & play bejeweled rather than meeting up with friends.

I R R I T A T I N G !

I swear sia )':

I got nothing much to update. I'm seriously NOT IN A MOOD.

I'll end my blog post for today.

Will be updating by today :)

If, I get a chance to.

Take care, Sweet loves.

Have been a little moody these days cause I'm having PMS & i feel so irritated by it. Finish up with the cramps real soon. I really want to get rid of it. I hate having stains at time while sitting/lying down): Time check in : 1.27am and I'm still awake. Will be turning in real soon, I can't help it. I need to lie down but It seems that I can't close my eyes. I'll play bejeweled until my eyes can't help it. I'm getting bored at home like seriously. I really want to look for a job. Another job :(

Boyfriend helping me out & I'm really happy cause at least , he still supporting me. I really appreciate it.

Tomorrow plan, I guess will be a littl bit cock up cause some of them ain't going. I will have to go down to Yishun to meet my dearest friend, who just came out from DRC and He wanted to talk to me :) So Yeap, I'll always do my best listen to their sorrows. Will see how it goes tomorrow.

Boyfriend working, If not I would have ask him to tag along with me. Nah, It's okay. Boyfriend, meet soon alright?

IPHONE 4 , I can't wait :) Like seriously. NRIC CEPAT BIKEN! I really want to sign up line :) & I really need a job :)

Okay, I'm done. I got nothing much to update. Take care sweet loves. I love you, Nights. Muacks.

Time check : 1.11 pm. I woke up at 845am and the first thing I check was NOT my phone but my bed afraid if I would have stain it but I didn't. Thank god. Went to the toilet & I found out it was over flow and I have to change it. Get it changed & walk back in my room, switch on my Lap top & check my phone. Nothing. It's not like my daily routine. Every one at home still snoring & I can't imagine that I woke up earlier than the rest of them cause It's not how my routine goes.

After all, I gave a text message to Boyfriend & a one of my bartender still NO avail cause they're still snoring at home -.-' Tsk* So, I did nothing much just browsing through Boyfriend's tumblr but no update yet so I just let it be. He knows when to update his tumblr. I can't force him , right? (: After all, I'm getting bored & I just checked through notifications and played bejeweled for almost 5 hours -.- Irritating sia.

I'm looking for a new job & I really hope I found one cause I really need to support myself as well as help out with the finance that both my parents are facing right now. Lately, I've been sleeping early than I expect. It's great that I can sleep at night these days:) Don't have to wait for the sun rise anymore.

& for my babygirl ; Eda Star, I hope She's doing fine wherever She is. :) I miss the moments that we shared. Seriously, It was quite awesome & the loud volume for the both of us. Damn, It's like thousands of us. -.- HAHAHA!

I'm having PMS & I'm get piss off quite easily so BEWARE with your reactions. There's this one SLUT who ain't talking politely to me so What's the point I'm showing respect towards you? Age doesn't even matter babe. You're only one year older than me -.-'' & I don't give a fuck with you. Cause You're the one who ain't my standard. Like seriously. Pissed off sia.

For now, I've been doing nothing at home & I'm getting bored. Cause I've get used to it going out to work this hour. Damn, really have to look for another job. Maybe, I'm too fussy-.- Stupid ass me. Haish.

& i'm missing best friend. Have not been meeting him up. Meet soon, brah ! & Nana, stay calm alright? Be strong, I've read your blog post and I can feel you. I just hope you both can get back together. I'll try to find time & talk to him.
For what I can see, You're really sincere in loving him & I really appreciate that. It's okay for you to be friends with him this time, You'll never know You'll be his best friend too when I'm not around:) Alright love?

Meet up real soon, Shasha Kecyk. It's her birthday yesterday & I hope She enjoy her celebration. :) Sorry, didn't find time to meet you but I will. Real soon, Seriously, Real soon baby love.

Okay, I'm done updating .

Will update real soon.

Take care , Sweet loves' ♥

p.s : Looking for blog skins now :)

This picture was taken a few days back but I feel like posting it here.

We've not been meeting up ever since I'm working so I just meet him up during my break time at work or through webcam(:

Time check in : 3.35am, Just woke up from my sleeping beauty. Was a little bit tired these few days. Have been committing to work & now, I planned to change another job as I don't think Boyfriend feels comfortable me working as Bartender. I also need to take good care of his heart. Have been hurting him since the first day till now. I don't know, how long will he be patience towards my attitude but I thanked Allah for that. I really appreciate his sincerity & patience. He's such a nice person that I ever met. He was the greatest gift I ever had through out living in this world for 18 years.

I'm doing nothing much just chatting with Boyfriend & listening to music. Eda Star went back to her Sister's crib & I got nothing to stop her but She can come back to my crib as and when she wants :) cause my parents understand her situation.

Remember babyg, I'll always do my best to make you feel strong & stay calm cause I'm doing this to make you feel that I'm sincere being your close girlfriend.

Earlier in the morning, I had my hair cut with Mummy at Woodlands Check point & I bought one sling bag , PINK colour for myself. It's quite girlish but It's nice & simple. It's nice for work.

And lately, I feel great as I've been treated like a princess.

haha, * I thanked Allah for giving me this strength & I tried my best to be polite to them.

I'll be going to sleep once again at 4 am. I'm too tired. Tomorrow, got to meet the Manager at 5pm.

City hall? Damn, like again. But I feel like paitau-ing him cause I don't feel that Boyfriend gonna let me work at Timbre.

Shall see how it goes.

Done updating. Nothing much. & i'll update soon.

Don't want to make my blog dead.

Take care.

Nights, sweet love.

p.s: Will be changing my blog skin as soon as possible when I found one that attracts my eyes.

No problems that's not called Life.

In life, you've to make mistake & learn in order to experience in life.

& not to repeat it.

I went through a hard time & I went through situation. I can feel you babe. Don't worry, I'll do my best to be your best friend who really will listen to your sorrows and wipe your tears when you shed. Cheer up love, (: As long as I'm here.

Insyallah. Amin *

Time check : 4.18am. Just got back home from meeting boyfriend & eda star. I'm really happy that I got time for Boyfriend. Have not been giving him the attention that he needs and I'm really sorry baby. Thanks for understanding me. I'm happy with the four days straight being workaholic although I'm tired. Let's blog about what happen the past few days.

I enjoy being doing hosting at work for the first day. As if I'm the Security as my job is I'm supposed to check the colour of the wrist band in order for them to enter the location. After doing hosting for the whole day , last two hours the gates are open and I help the rest of the bartender to open up the bottles for the guest.

Afterall, head home taking transport & I slept for a short hours and went back to work. Thanks to Mama for preparing my every day meals. I really appreciate it so much. (:

The second day, I was supposed to do the bartender and flooring sadly , Gadi told me to do cashier-ing. I'm quite happy but I'm afraid of having shortage but It's okay (: Everything went smoothly. After all, I'm having a great time cause It's quite relaxing. After all, I'm doing great.

Another two days straight, I did the same thing & I'm doing great too ! Until the end , I was being offered to work with the & I agreed. I explained to Boyfriend & He understand me. I felt thankful to have him by my side. (:

& I really appreciate the last day of work that He's willing to drop by and bought me a pack of ciggs & also treat me popeyes. Thanks baby.

& I'm really happy that I spent a few hours with him just now. I hope he would be happy & appreciate that too.

Now, I'm doing nothing much, With Eda Star at my crib. Will be updating soon. Thanks for viewing. Much appreciated.

Thank you so much. Nights, sweet love<3

Time check in at 9.32am. It's early than what I expected that I should wake up. My eyes can't help it still I got to stay awake in order for me to prepare myself to go to work. These days, I've been committed to work & I've having a great time with the awesome mates. At first, It's quite awkward as days goes by, I found out they're nice people to work with.

It's a tired two days straight for me but whatever it is, I need to be strong to calm myself. MONEY does matters a lot to me. :) I'm quite unsure what should I say my job is cause I've been changing my duty. LOLLs.
The fun part was for me to have a lot of experience with different types of jobs.

I did hosting for the first day as well as the bottle opener. I've been doing more to bartender for just one hour & the next day, I've been presenting myself at the tickets holder as well as bartender & the great part was to stay at the cashier. My heart pounds so fast that I'm afraid I would be having shortage but thanks to Allah that I didn't :) Overall, working is fun.

The most unhappy part for boyfriend is that I can't spend much time with him & I tried to be there for him.
Baby, I miss you too ): Whatever it is, You're the greatest young man who understands me a lot & keep supporting me. I love you so much. I'll do my best to be there for you alright ? (:

& I miss Abang / Shasha so much. I'll meet you up soon:) I got nothing much to update so I end it up here.
Take care sweet loves, I'll update soon & Never let my blog dead. Alright? :)

The April's Babies ♥

Time check : 12:33am. I should not be awake at this hour but I just can't sleep. Tomorrow, I will be leaving home at 230pm to meet up with Nana at Bishan as We're having a short briefing at Promenade. Today, I'm doing nothing much. Keep turning on & off the Laptop and this would be the last time for today. Saw the picture up there? * pointing up * It's the April Babies♥. I started to miss this moment where the three of them were there for me & spend more time with me. Listening to their nagging all day long asking me to change into a better person. To be more polite & more focus in school but It was just a few months in school & I drop out again. I still remember how they eventually been accompanying me to the library & help me out with school. I thanked Ice cause He's the one who taught me Mathematics until I'm the first one in class. I really miss you & the rest of them.

Come back soon, * tear down *. Why must things turn out this way? I never expect it.

I just hope the three of you would be fine. Insyallah *

I love you so much :) & to Kak Wanie, Meet me soon, Alright? (:

Find you when You're day off.

I shall end my blog post here.

Nights, Sweet loves ♥

I just got back home from meeting precious babygirl ; Eda star. Early in the morning, She told me to accompany her to her Aunty's crib at Tampines. So, After several thoughts, I pity her cause She's all alone so I quickly get ready although I haven't sleep the night before.

In the bus, Giggling & laughing out loud as though, The bus is meant for the both of us.

I keep yawning & this is what happen to me.

* YAWN' & YAWN *

until I fall asleep for an hour & drop at Tampines Interchange. Damn, the weather was so hot that I feel like my skin is burning. After all, We bus down to her Aunty's crib & I sat beside her.

All the way, Feeling so shy.

After I fill my stomach & sat inside her room,

& Look after her niece.

Sweet right ? (:

I like siaaaa, this photo.

Can I be a good mother in future ?

Insyallah*

After a few hours & here it goes,

I've started to turn into this way,

& my eyes can't help it anymore & I'm off to bed.

I really am sorry bay, for not accompanying you the whole day which I was supposed to.

After I woke up, Wash up, Eat again & off I bus home with precious babygirl.

Now, I really can't help it to. I'm off to bed in a few minutes time.

p.s : Love meeting me tomorrow. Shall see how it goes.

Nights, Sweet loves.

I'll update soon, Take care.

It's 4:05am & I'm still wide awake waiting for 6:30am. I'll be getting ready to meet precious love at Kallang. We'll be going to lavender to make my NRIC. Finally, I've been waiting for this time. Thanks a lot love.

I feel a little bit abandoned by my own family & Now, I shall say that I need a life to. I need to support myself although precious love never fail to give me my expenses every month when he got his pay.

I'm really lucky to have him in my life. It's not because of money. It's all because he made me realised that I can fall in love once again. Like seriously, He had taught me too much. He showered me with love, care&concern. All this while, It will always be me. I'm the one at fault & always create problems to him. I wonder how he can still stay on. Love, thanks a lot. I really appreciate it so much. You're just the best ever guy that I ever had. Although, there's a lot of problems occur between me & you still you stand strong & never let me go.

I'm touched with every move that you're making love (:

I guess, I'm done updating here.

Shall update soon.

Take care sweet love.

ON BEHALF OF BOYF &MYSELF,

WE LOVE YOU♥

hello baby, nanahershey here updating! believe that this is my first time updating people blog. hehehe. aper i nak cakap pon i tak tau. hehehe. tak pernah update orang nye blog la kan..

k here goes, currently webby-ing with her. dier kelaka, i suka. woots. kiter senang get well w each other. and utk dikatakan, dah lame i tak buat kawan pompan baru. sebab selame ni, ceme lelaki je. hehehe. abe abe, since im attach to her bestfriend. might as well, i make friends too right? hehehe. atleast when i get to know boyf's friends, i would know more bout him. hehehee. so i can understand him and all (:

and baby is one amazing friend for boyf. so jom! i nak korek rahsia pasal boyf from herr. nyettt! i dah dapat sikit info ni. hehehehe. takde laaa. i won't force them(boyf and friends) to tell me about his past. dah dikatekan PAST (: k but its funny when baby storied to me about someone. wahahahaaaa. kalao i mmg kenal that someone dulu, mmg dah kene rabakrabak dgn i.. chit!

i macam paham. hehehee.

baby, i know you have some personal affairs problem. but be cool with it aite. don't think too much, apape pon, friends are there for you. no worries. just move on and always BE HAPPY love. <3 if he was meant to be urs, he will..

now,

let me say something about babyPuteriy.

~SWEET.

~FRIENDLY.

~FUNNY.

~A GOOD FRIEND.

~EASY TO GET ALONG WITH.

i suka ini semue pasal dier. hehehe~

Labels: nice knowing you

*put aside my phone* & i'm puffing.

I just got back from Grandlink with best gf ; Adeq Small. Have not been meeting her up for quite long & out of blue, We plan to meet up on Monday which is just a few hours. I left house at 1045pm & head down to Woodlands Check point to buy myself a prepaid card. Yeah ^^, I got free income for now.

Lately, I've not been in a good mood. I'm to moody. I wonder what really went wrong. I've been rude towards Mama & Seriously, I shouldn't have done that. I've lost my respect towards her. * look down *

Mama, I'm sorry for being such a pain in the ass. I don't mean to. I'm really sorry.

Currently, doing nothing much just browsing facebook & checking mails while Adeq Small on my bed having a sweet dreams. Yes, It's true, I admit I can't sleep at night. I lost my sleep. I should have sleep at night & not to stare at this Laptop. I lost in bejeweled too. )':

Damn, Bestfriend, Oh please. I really need to talk to you.

I got nothing much to update. Off to bed, in a few minutes time. Like seriously)':

I need to stay calm & be strong.

Time matters now. It's just that I've to wait for him to text me up.

Oh, Man! I miss you )':

Call me up real soon, baby.

I was deleted by my own boyfriend in Facebook. How, I wish I could explain. If it's because of my neighbour. The boy next door, Seriously, I swear, I love only Hafiz Jasmin & there's no other. I really hope he could believe me. Yes, I admit. I got a lot of guy friends but there's nothing better compare to him. He's the one who I really love & I want to spend the rest of my life with him.

I really am sorry sayang )': Please, Oh please. Do understand me. I love you so much & when you're okay, do beep me up. I'm really am superb down now. Got no mood.

JUST TWO WORDS , FUCK YOU !

I've a little bit down )':I feel like crying. I just don't know, how I want to explain this.I'm seriously superb down.
It's saturday & I don't believe it that I'm staying home alone while most of my friends out there enjoying their saturday night )': Just got back from a short meet up with Shasha & Abang.I cabbed down to Woodlands CC as Shasha having her kompang training.& afterall, we headed to pasar malam at Woodlands Mrt station. Afterall, I took 903 back home.
I wonder, I have friends around me but I feel abandoned. Best friend busy with Girlfriend.Boyfriend sleeping & turn out we didn't go out.lastly, my dearest mom out with ".." , I'm getting bored.I've been staying home almost 1 week.I really want to spend my precious time for once. For goodness sake)':Kiwak, Aku seriously nak break down siaaaa!
I'm not in a mood.Keep playing bejeweled.FUCK.Okaay, bye.

It's 8:17am & I'm still awake. Just finish bathing & I'm still stuck in front of Laptop. Weee~ Today will be a long post cause I got so much to update. Currently, I'm chatting with Ariff. A friend of mine, who was so sweet to remember me but I don't really remember him. LOLL. & tell you what, I really miss ♥. He's still at work. I thought of meeting him today as I wanted to ask Mama today whether shall we catch up some movies, (: Hangover two. Cause Abang said that It's nice watching that show. Shall see how it goes.

& for bestfriend, I miss you so much. Shall see whether are we meeting each other today or not. It's been a long time ever since we've stop meeting each now. Hmm, Oh yeah. I'm currently chatting Nana Hershey. Bestfriend's Girlfriend. Awww, She's a nice & sweet person. I really hope to catch up some time with her. If Afiq Rahman my bestfriend, so Nana Hershey also the same to me (: Anyway Sweets, thanks for being sucha understanding person. I really appreciate it lots. He's a nice guy. Don't worry. I'm sure he can take good care of you. Insyallah, Amin. I really hope you both would last long. If you got anything to share with me, do text me taooo(:
Feel free, i'll try to be there for you. Insyallah.

Another post for my lovely Spark & Shasha. Once again, I miss you both so much. We shall meet up soon taoo. I miss you both & Abang, actually I'm a little bit disappointed in you but it's okaay, after talking things out with you, You've apologised, it's okay. I'm hurt cause you never shouted at me before&I really feel so down that moment. I really hope you wont repeat it again. Seriously, Love(': Okaay, Whatever it is, I love you both so much. * come, meh sini adek nak hug abang & future in sister in law ! *

Lastly, Oh. It's been five days rotting myself at home, playing bejeweled all the way(: Waaa. It's awesome.
Haha, Okaay. Today saturday, oh please. Seriously, mesti kena ada plan.

Another thing, I miss my child hood friend, Azillah. Meet soon tao, sayang (: I miss you so much.

I'm done updating. Will be updating it real soon. Take care sweet loves.

* papa, di mana lokasi anda ? *

Look down,

The post that ♥ posted for me(:

Aww so sweet of him for making an insiative to update for my blog post.

Actually I got nothing to do & boredom strikes me.

I was at home for almost three days & I swear I can't believe it that I can do it.

Should be cause I got my Laptop with me (:

My laptop is my first love.

I love him so much , He's always there for me whenever I need him but at times, I've to send him for repair.

Damn, Love, please I dont wish to cause any more trouble to me.

Pity me, I've to wait for you to be alright.

For now, ♥ sleep already cause tomorrow he's working & I'm here still playing bejeweled. Got nothing to do. Hopefully, I can close my eyes but I can't. I wonder why.

I admit what my friends said is true, I'm sucha owl lady. Haha!

Wondering, 5th June, Bobby birthday should I attend? I'm not sure about it.

Should be, I'll be attending but I need to ask Mama for money.

Shall see how it goes, Bobby, I wont promise you okaay ?(:

Afraid if I paitao last minute.

As for tomorrow, I also not sure, have not been updated by Kak Yana about tomorrow.

Maybe will be meeting Kak Yana & Bobby.

& ♥ Happy working.

(: I really miss you so much.

Meet up soon, Muacks ! xD

Till here, I'll update real soon, take care.
Sweet dreams loves.

♥ Hafiz.Jasmin

Hafiz Jasmin here giving a Testimonial for BabyPuteriy!

Here it comes Baby.

Hmmm...what can I say...

She is one in a million, a person who is always there to make me laugh if not the least, make me smile :)Thanks baby..you are the light that shines through the darkness engulfing me..
AND She is also a very understanding person...to others I'm not so sure..but from my point of view..i believe that she is understanding and caring and also not to forget is always concern if you are there in need of a person to talk to. Someone who is willing to listen to your problems even though it does not concern her.
Although at times, she can be irritating and sometimes, she tends to nag alot but to me its ok..i think sometime i deserve to be nag at...and nobody is perfect..sampai disini jer k ( until here only ok )*for those who dont understand malay*hehe

BUT on the other hand...
Jeng!Jeng!Jeng!
Takder paperla..dun worry.I'll spill the beans next time..haha :)

Before I actually end this blog, I would like to thank you for the happiness that you have given me from day one until now. Also, I would like to inform u that not once it come across my mind, that i would leave you. I hope this relationship we share would be everlasting,♥ Till Death Do Us Apart..Lastly I would like to say is that I,Hafiz Jasmin, will try my very best to always be there for you.

I LOVE YOU
♥HafizJasmin

INSOMNIA

Skrg, cinta tengah rasa begini )':

I tak boleh sleep ): I dont know why, I swear sia. I've been trying to sleep but I just can't do. Kept playing bejeweled non-stop since last night. Damn, I swear, I can be PRO about it. Mama nags at me early in the morning. Papa reached home already from work & Love is snoring at his crib. Hahaha ! I can be sure about that. Cause he told me, He's to tired.

I felt irritated whenever he started to snore with the " vuuu-vuuu " sound. Kiwak, Irritating sia, I feel like stuffing in the dirty socks inside his mouth.

Currently chatting with Asraf Aslam. Doing nothing much, Trying to be in bed cause I know today I'll be meeting Nazirul my school mate, He's willing to guide me insyallah, I can cope learning from him. & Thanks for the support.

I'm hoping for the best in life. Insyallah, everything would be fine. Mama wants me to take Nursing Course, I'll think about it. I'm doing all this, cause of Mama. I wanted to see her happy&smile.

Okaay, there's a little post about my bestfriend; Afiq.

Whatever we chatted just now, I really hope you can think about it. I wanted the best for you. I went through your shoes before & I don't want the same thing to happen to you. Whatever happen, There's always a reason&solution to it.

I hope you will change, as I promise that I wont stop advising you. I wont :)

ANYWAY, MEET SOON. YOU MONYET !

& For Shasha&Abang,

I miss you both too ! Andd, anyway, thanks for all the times that you both were there for me whenever I'm feeling down. I really appreciate it. Thanks for the support & guidance. I'll do my best to change myself into a better person in future.

I love you both so much :)

& ♥ ,

I miss you so much too ! Thanks for all the support& guidance. Thanks for being patience. I never regret to have you in my life. I know, I've been hurting you so much earlier but I promise I wont do it. I'll do my best to change.

& btw, thanks for helping me strikeout all my wishlist.

I can't wait for the HONEYMOON. haha.

Yeah, tak mo bawak tepi laot tao. Resort'resort ni semua. I takot. TSUNAMI. Seriously.

Belom sempat ku mintak ampun & cium kaki mama,

sudaa ku tergelam. Lagi satu, I pon tatao swim. That's the important thing.

Let's see how it goes.

Should be, I want to go to KUALA LUMPUR.

I never been there before.

If it's gonna be a hard for you,

then we just go HONEYMOON at Nenek or JB's house :)

Okaaaay ?

So, you can also see kila. Hahahaha !

* horrible nightmare for you & me *

hehe. Tu bukan honeymoon sia.

Tukar jadi SUN sia.

PANAS! MEMBARA!

OH TIDAK!

Okaay, I'm done, Will be updating my blog real soon.

Takecare , Sweet love.

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