Basically, I'm doing NOTHING much at home. I've to stick to home today cause Faizal off to work since 3pm. He gave me a phone calls away a few minutes ago while I'm lying down on my bed & kept myself shut in my room. Papa brought me Nasi Ayam Penyet for my Lunch but it's for my break fast actually --' Haha. 

Hopefully, he would be fine working. Ride safely, love<3 

After all, These days I've been thinking about financial. I really need to work& I really need to earn money to give Mama as well as to buy Hari Raya costumes this year. I ain't gonna use Mama's money. Been planning to wear Green this year, Prolly the light green instead of the dark cause It ain't suits my skins.

There's alot of other things that I've to buy, would be buying it slowly before Raya. 

First ` contact lens .

` Accessories

` heels

` Fake Eye lashes.

My hair prolly, I won't be cutting it cause I've planned to keep it long. 

I've been going to the salon& regret cause I hate my short hair :/

So, This year, I'll just remain having short hair without extension but I'll be doing some thing to my hair.

I HAVE TO. It's the most important thing. 

So, For now, I really have to look for a part-time job.

OR ELSE;

NO MONEY, NO DOLLING UP --'

& these days, hopefully I would be doing fine with Faizal. Insyallah. (:

For now, I'll just be sleeping& wait for Faizal to end work.

Prolly, he would be calling me up. 

Shall see how it goes.

Happy working, Love<3

It's been a few days every since I last update my blog post so today, the moment, This young man above told me that He's going back to Tarm's crib, I understood that He'll be sleeping over Tarm's crib & He won't be calling me up, So for sure, I should be online but TODAY It's a bit different NOT like how we used to do, I told him it's okay if he didn't online tonight cause I've been spending my precious time with me almost every day. I understood that I'm NOT more to home like how I used to when He's having his off day C:

It's okay, to get scolded by Mama&Papa cause I know, I'll NOT be spending much time with him on the fasting month cause I've told him to all out& that's the time I'll be rotting at home helping Mama doing cookies. Insyallah C:

Okay for today, I've been spending the whole day with him since last night with the rest of the C.B. (: Basically, Every thing doing fine for me & the rest. Alhamdulillah. Cause, the very first thing is that I don't know how to communicate with the rest but thank god, Sara approached& started the conversation with me& so on, staying over her crib just near by to my crib. It's great :D

Yesterday out escort-ing, head down to my crib& get ready once again to MBS& head back to Faizal's crib&Tea tarik ended up to Sara's crib. The whole night, was talking to Sara &shared so many stories with her basically, I do understand a few things what Faizal had been through all these while. 

& thank god, I'm doing fine with him too although there's to much red eyes on us but we're still strong to face every thing. Insyallah; Amin C:

Every one been wondering why , I can be strong with him, I wonder why too. 

At first there would always been some awkward feelings but It's alright now. 

We're getting close to each other & we did communicate much. 

Alhamdulillah. After all, Today got back home & get ready, out to meet Faizal once again & we headed down to Yishun Bottle tree Park which I never been there before & we both shared a lot of things& we did talk things out :) So, there's NO more complicated stuffs for us. 

The whole day, after slacking there, My stomach started to play music so we head down to North point & had our supper at Macd. Plan to go PH, so we headed to Triple 8 slacked there & had some conversations there. Thank god, I'm doing well with the rest of them. They gave me advice which I really appreciate that.

& tomorrow, will be meeting Faizal once again (:

I've admit that I've NOT been updating new pictures. Will do real soon. 

This was taken a few days back. Haha, * When boredom strikes & I just woke up from bed. 

I know, M-A-S-A-I.

Lol. After all, I was waiting for Faizal to called me up but he went out with his collegues& I understand that. Like usual, Sitting at tea tarik. Since, He'll be heading back to Tarm's house, He'll be online so I'll be waiting for him to online.

& The whole day, Was doing nothing much. 

I just enjoy the show at home with Papa & Mama. 

Watching Pontianak Harum Sundal Malam. 

It's quite awesome. We brought the CD at Cash converter cause we misplaced the old one --'

I'm OUT of ciggs. Papa gave me 3 sticks just now. Oh damn shit, Will think about it later on. 

Whether to still continue buying / let it be cause As I've said earlier I want to quit ciggs SO I've to learn to cut down by now. Shall see how it goes. All the best to me (:

Okay, I'm done updating. 

Got nothing much to update. 

Good night, Sweet dreams. 

Take care, Sweet loves.